Monday, January 4, 2010

Concrete

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A storm raged above the city, making of the sky a darkly boiling mass. Fissures of lightning split the gloom with an eye-blinding brightness, as though they were the concentrated blues of the everyday sky fighting to prise the blackness of the clouds apart and shine upon the ground again, however briefly. The westerly waters of Crater Lake leapt against the city's ancient harbour walls and surged amongst the deserted outer docks. It made even the ships within the sheltered inner quays roll and shift uneasily, their hulls compressing the cane fenders to make them creak and crack in protest, while their tall masts swung across the black sky like a forest of disputing metronomes.

Iain M Banks. Inversions.



They slogged it out, our politicians, while from his balcony he watched a woman walk past with a ferret on a lease. They were locked here for the summer. Every day seemed a million years long. From his alcove in the north Bondi cliffs he watched as the dolphins leapt clear of the water. All was not lost; because he was here, bewildered, unexplained, watching the lovers on the rocks while out to sea the dolphins leapt and leapt, creating cries of astonishment from those on the shore observant enough to see. Some were blind to everything but the luxury of the heat. Or the cosiness of nearby cafes. For Lease, shouted the sign outside one of the upmarket townhouses overlooking Australia's most famous beach. Hordes of back packers moved to and fro.

It had been wetter than normal, cold over summer when normally the beach baked in the Great Australian heat and tourists glared pick with the unaccustomed shock of the sun. It sounds terrible, but I've never loked at him that wahy, the loud grating voice said behind him. Eighty percent of blokes... He looked to see who was talking; and saw a chunky blond, far from annerexic, overtaking him, not drawing breath despite his proximithy to what should have been a private conversation. If there had been any decency in the world. A Wicked van is turning in the cul de sac outisde his apartment; and they, too, with their brightly coloured exhortations: "Don't Drink and Drive, Smoke Pot and Fly" says one, with marijuana leaves painted all over it. Almost everyone laughs as they walk past.

There was a whole pod, or more accurately a series of pods, moving up the coast. Sometimes more than half a dozen of them would be in the air at any one time. They were all heading in the same direction, north, and as they leapt through the waves seemed to know precisely where they were going; some watery highway. I can tell you're not drinking, you've got hyour stride back, a neighbour had told him. And the festive season kept cheering and cheering, the bouncing waves, the tumult and the shouting, the drifting luminescent smoke from the fireworks, the Rabelassian scenes of excess spilling out from every luxury apartment in town; another mercedes convertible turning in the cul de sac; another spritely, high maintenance blond taking up more space than she deserved.

There was so much sickness all around him; evil contempt; deranged soldiers; gleaming, bulging eyes; and yet all that was in some suffering, subterranean world which bore no relationship whatsoever to this court circle of indulgence, the glittering wealth of the inner ring, the frothy lives and fruitless disputes. Oh how they talked, those excited girls, as they walked up and down the beach; past the fat businessmen having their once a year splash in the sea with their overweight children; the handsome Italians, the chattering Spaniards. Sometimes he walked past a pure stream of French. American tourists stretched themselves on the rocks, flaunting their hard handosme bodies in front of fauning girlfriends; emoting, moving. He watched everyuthing from his aerie; and could never enter.

A man with his shirt off smokes a cigarette on his balconhy opposite. The park is quiet; the neighbourhood kids off somewhere, causing trouble somewhere else. There wasn't any of the dark despair that had illuminated every wating moment in the inner west; here the saddest thing in sight was a lone gum tree spiking towards the sky, a remnant of a former green valley. The suburbs oldest houses were little more than a hundred metres away; and everything spoke of other lives, of paths which should have been taken, common sense decisions which would have made old age so much more comfortable. Everything had blossomed and everything had died. Trust no one3 remained the simplest motto. Surrender yourself to this simple program, the didacts said, and all he could think was, they're mad, they're mad.

Finally the last of the dolphin pods passed in front of him and the sea resumed its steel grey monotony, the currents visible from this great height, his jealousy of the common man paramount. It is the illusion or the ambition of every alcoholic to be able to drink normally, he heard someone say. Each foot in front of the other meant a failed life; a time that had passed. He couldn't wait to get away, to begin again. To reconstruct a different person. To no longer be derelict inside his own soul. The final splash of the dolphins and the great bay once again settled into its eternal piece, the murmur of holidayu makers, the bustling of the clubs, the memories of recent celebrations fading as the suburb returned to work. Everyone else had a life. He had observer status. It was time to move on. He could hardly control his desire to leave paradise; much less enjoy the moment.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/waylon-lewis/john-mackey-whole-foods-c_b_409842.html

But I'm finally losing it, and he's finally losing me.

The below excerpt is from a riveting just-released profile in The New Yorker. It represents Mackey's latest foot-in-mouth jaunt through self-delighted devil's-advocate frankness:


...One of the books on the list was "Heaven and Earth: Global Warming--the Missing Science," a skeptical take on climate change. Mackey told me that he agrees with the book's assertion that, as he put it, "no scientific consensus exists" regarding the causes of climate change; he added, with a candor you could call bold or reckless, that it would be a pity to allow "hysteria about global warming" to cause us "to raise taxes and increase regulation, and in turn lower our standard of living and lead to an increase in poverty." One would imagine that, on this score, many of his customers, to say nothing of most climate scientists, might disagree. He also said, "Historically, prosperity tends to correlate to warmer temperatures."

I don't want to be lost, Mr. Mackey. I love that a libertarian entrepreneur with guts to speak his mind, a la Apple's Jobs, is in charge of one of the greatest green success stories since...well, ever.

Still, as Al Gore said a year or so ago, the time for argument is past. There's a clear consensus among scientists--90% agree that Climate Change is significantly caused by human activities. 94% agree that it's a real and present danger, not a far-off hypothetical fear for science fiction writers to have fun with.

If Climate Change were an "Evil" empire or terrorist group--and let's not kid ourselves, it represents the possibility of a far more pervasive, lasting threat than either to all of us, and our precious economies around the earth--we'd gird ourselves for war. We wouldn't tolerate cynics. Support the troops!, we'd cry. It's time for that same sense of pulling-together, of focus.

It's time to go to War against Climate Change.

http://www.firstthings.com/blogs/secondhandsmoke/2010/01/03/global-warming-hysteria-britain-facing-coldest-winter-in-100-years/

This can’t be right. As much of the USA chatters in the deep freeze–N. Carolina facing a once in a generation cold snap–weather folk in the UK warn it is facing one of the coldest winter in 100 years. From the story:

Britain is bracing itself for one of the coldest winters for a century with temperatures hitting minus 16 degrees Celsius, forecasters have warned. They predicted no let up in the freezing snap until at least mid-January, with snow, ice and severe frosts dominating. And the likelihood is that the second half of the month will be even colder…

Weather patterns were more like those in the late 1970s, experts said, while Met Office figures released on Monday are expected to show that the country is experiencing the coldest winter for up to 25 years.

Oh dear. That’s almost as far back as back when “the scientists” were predicting a new ice age. But at least the polar bears will be happy.

http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/editorial/outlook/6795858.html

Now that Copenhagen is past history, what is the next step in the man-made global warming controversy? Without question, there should be an immediate and thorough investigation of the scientific debauchery revealed by “Climategate.”

If you have not heard, hackers penetrated the computers of the Climate Research Unit, or CRU, of the United Kingdom's University of East Anglia, exposing thousands of e-mails and other documents. CRU is one of the top climate research centers in the world. Many of the exchanges were between top mainstream climate scientists in Britain and the U.S. who are closely associated with the authoritative (albeit controversial) Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change. Among the more troubling revelations were data adjustments enhancing the perception that man is causing global warming through the release of carbon dioxide (CO2) and other atmospheric greenhouse gases.

Particularly disturbing was the way the core IPCC scientists (the believers) marginalized the skeptics of the theory that man-made global warming is large and potentially catastrophic. The e-mails document that the attack on the skeptics was twofold. First, the believers gained control of the main climate-profession journals. This allowed them to block publication of papers written by the skeptics and prohibit unfriendly peer review of their own papers. Second, the skeptics were demonized through false labeling and false accusations.

Climate alarmists would like you to believe the science has been settled and all respectable atmospheric scientists support their position. The believers also would like you to believe the skeptics are involved only because of the support of Big Oil and that they are few in number with minimal qualifications.

But who are the skeptics? A few examples reveal that they are numerous and well-qualified. Several years ago two scientists at the University of Oregon became so concerned about the overemphasis on man-made global warming that they put a statement on their Web site and asked for people's endorsement; 32,000 have signed the petition, including more than 9,000 Ph.Ds. More than 700 scientists have endorsed a 231-page Senate minority report that questions man-made global warming. The Heartland Institute has recently sponsored three international meetings for skeptics. More than 800 scientists heard 80 presentations in March. They endorsed an 881-page document, created by 40 authors with outstanding academic credentials, that challenges the most recent publication by the IPCC. The IPCC panel's report strongly concludes that man is causing global warming through the release of carbon dioxide.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Crawling Days

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Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art--
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors--
No--yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever--or else swoon to death.
John Keats.

http://www.enotes.com/bright-star

In the summer of 1819 Keats and his friend James Rice left for an extended stay on the Isle of Wight off the southern coast of England. Keats had spent time alone on the Isle in the spring of 1817, reading Shakespeare and receiving the inspiration that led to the long poem "Endymion" as well as some of his most famous insights about the nature of art. He hoped the 1819 journey would prove equally invigorating, but he was distracted by his troubled love for Fanny Brawne. Keats had met her in December, 1818, but he was having trouble fully committing to their relationship. He wrote several letters to Fanny during his stay on the Isle, and one in particular seems to give insight into "Bright Star! Would I Were Steadfast as Thou Art." In the letter, he writes, "I have two luxuries to brood over in my walks, your loveliness and the hour of my death. O that I could have possession of them both in the same minute." Keats's biographer Aileen Ward writes that while composing the letter, Keats witnessed the planet Venus rising outside his window. At that moment, Ward says, "doubt and distraction left him; it was only beauty, Fanny's and the star's, that mattered."

Jane Campion's film Bright Star has just been released in Australia.



A tiny figure skated out from beneath the crashing waves. They had been cruel days, but only for the fading, battered selves. It's that time of year, with the build up to the Australian Open. Jelena Dockic is playing in the Brisbane International. The nation holds its breath; after being trashed by Pakistan in the cricket. Now her serve has been broken. And all our hopes for the underdog are broken; and heroes die as they should have been born. There are backpackers everywhere. The ridiculous cost of everything; the nightmare imposed from above. It was so cruel; that's all he could say. It was all so devestating. He didn't know who he was anymore. If they were heartbroken; there was no showing it. The young, the restless, the beautiful, they were everywhere.

Everywhere but where he was, everywhere but in his soul. We're in the final furlong; Michael kept saying. Maybe it was true. The long climb led nowhere. Circling whirls of confusion; darkness and collapse. Everything had been so black; inky in its astonishing darkness. He wasn't going to be compromised. There had to be a way to rebuild the old self. There had to be a way to start again. But everyone was trapped in these fragile frames. There wasn't going to be an easy way out. He couldn't see his way clear. There was disappointment; everywhere. But he wanted to tell simple stories; paint pictures with words. He wanted to be born again. The viciousness and contempt which had been dished out; he could knife those who had betrayed him; the young guns who had been out to overthrow him; the fragile determination which had been so easily overturned.

It was a wonderful party; wasn't it; Polly slurred. He looked out at the puffs of smoke drifting across the city; the red glow from the fading fireworks as 2010 began; not just a new year but a new decade. They were in the court circle; the Rabelaisian scenes as partygoers filled the apartments with their spectacular views of Sydney. Weirdo's outside, the kids said, despite his repeated lectures on showing some respect towards their mother. I know she's a difficult person, he said. But it doesn't matter. But it did matter, of course. They were angry at the chaos, the madness that had been imposed upon them. He might be lost, but there were others even more lost. He might feel as if he was surrounded by people decades younger and thousands of times happier; but there were others who had never come back.

There was a curious mix at the final party of the year. We were all compromised. 2009; everyone sighed. Terrible year; it was generally agreed. He became even more silent, crossing his legs in a sign of sophistication; but wordless. Silence had been his only defence; always. As he was beaten he retreated behind every vale he could possible pull. As a young teenager he had walked along the beach, waiting to die after swallowing a couple of packets of aspirin, and when he didn't die, suffering instead a sore stomach for years afterwards, he trundled home, only to beaten again, looking up in agony through a veil of tears thinking; one day I'll write about this, one day I'll be somebody; one day I won't be hurt, I won't be punished for being myself; no one will beat me. It was only ever partially true.

In the final decades he had become a Calamity Jane; attracting disaster and zero sympathy. Nothing but an odd ball. Some people attract disaster. He attracted catastrophe. I've never known anyone so unhappy for so long; the photographer said, and he shrugged it off as he shrugged off everything. Nothing made any sense. If there had been any purpose, any mission, it was impossible to determine exactly what it was. He painted himself as the observer; here to watch, record, document, here to paint the pain and smile at the wicked courtesies of those around him. Flashing bodies. Astonishing good looks. They were everywhere. And there was no continuous narrative structure. Nothing could be recorded. He would not be rewarded for such savage discontent, such savage thought disorder. If only their narrative had survived.

They might be in the final furlong but none of the disparate elements had been sewn together. Surrender to the program; they said; and he couldn't think of a bigger load of garbage or a greater array of idiots to which to surrender. It was clear insanity. Trust no one. Betray yourself. Come hither, up from the depths. It was time to leave the city he had lived in all his life. It was time to end one story and begin another. Friends dismissed, shadows chased. We were so cruel, fitful, easily punished, easily quashed. All that wealth; he could hear the laughter from the neighbouring towers. The Bridge, the Opera House, the glistening harbour. The fireworks blossomed in balls of colour across the city. Cheers drifted up from the apartments below. The surrounding partygoers cheered; he was alone; always alone; and smiled when a drunk gay man groped him as his boyfriend watched.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.news.com.au/adelaidenow/story/0,,26548375-2682,00.html

AN HISTORIC monoplane - a relic of Sir Douglas Mawson's 1911-14 expedition - has been found in Antarctica thanks to freakish luck after a three-year search.

An Australian heritage carpenter stumbled on the remains of the craft - the first Vickers aircraft ever made - on New Year's Day at Cape Denison.

The cast iron framework of the plane was revealed by an unusually low tide and reduced ice cover.

``It's a remarkable find in remarkable circumstances,'' chairman of the Mawson's Huts Foundation David Jensen said.

``We began the search three summers ago and thought we might have a reasonable chance of finding it with all the equipment provided to us by sponsors.''

Nearly a century after it was abandoned by Mawson, the old Vickers was spotted sitting among rocks in a few centimetres of water during one of the lowest tides recorded at Commonwealth Bay.

``They would not have been found had the tide not been so low and the ice cover at Cape Denison at its lowest for several years - it was a fluke find,'' Mr Jensen said in a statement.

``The Vickers was an historic aircraft and part of Mawson's remarkable story of Antarctic exploration.''

The aircraft, built just eight years after the Wright brothers' first flight and the first produced by the Vickers factory in Britain, was also the first to be taken to a polar region.

http://www.theage.com.au/sport/cricket/pakistan-attack-crushes-australia-20100103-lmzj.html

Ricky Ponting’s decision to bat first on a rain-affected SCG pitch backfired badly as Australia was bowled out for 127 on the first day of the rain-affected second Test against Pakistan at the SCG.

Mitchell Johnson top-scored with 38 and was one of just four Australians to reach double figures.

Sami removed Phillip Hughes and Ponting for ducks in successive deliveries in the day’s fourth over. Hughes was caught at second slip, playing a typically full-blooded drive.

For the second successive Test against Pakistan, Ponting fell caught on the leg-side boundary, flicking a ball off his hip as the crowd watched in horror.

The shot raised doubts over whether Ponting has recovered from the elbow injury which he carried into last week’s first Test against Pakistan in Melbourne.

Sami narrowly missed having Shane Watson lbw next ball to claim a hat-trick.

A nervous Hughes, recalled for his sixth Test for the injured Simon Katich (elbow), gave a simple chance to gully from his first ball but Umar Akmal dropped it cold off Sami’s bowling in the second over.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/jan/03/kurt-westergaard-cartoon-muhammad-denmark

Danish police admitted yesterday that a Somalian caught breaking into the home of a cartoonist whose work sparked riots across the Muslim world five years ago was a would-be assassin with links to al-Qaida.

The 28-year-old had an axe and a knife when he was shot and wounded by police late on Friday night after cartoonist Kurt Westergaard heard windows being broken and pressed a panic alarm at his house in Aarhus.

News of the attack on Westergaard, 74, who was with his five-year-old granddaughter at the time, shocked many in Denmark who had believed the country's brush with Islamist extremism was consigned to the past.

Westergaard told his employer, the Jyllands-Posten daily, that he had locked himself and the child in the bathroom as the assailant shouted "revenge" and "blood" and tried to smash his way into the house. "My grandchild did fine," he told the newspaper. "It was scary. It was close. Really close. But we did it."

Westergaard has lived amid tight security with a special "safe room" inside his house ever since his caricature of the Prophet Muhammad with a bomb in his turban was first published by Jyllands-Posten in 2005. Islamic law prohibits any depiction of the prophet for fear it would lead to idolatry. The cartoon, one of 12, outraged many Muslims, who make up around 3% of Denmark's 5.5 million population.

It provoked a vigorous debate about free speech then, when other newspapers reprinted the caricatures in 2006 as an act of solidarity with the heavily criticised Jyllands-Posten, it triggered violence in a number of countries.

Three Danish embassies were attacked and at least 50 people died in rioting in the Middle East, Africa and Asia. Several young Muslims have since been convicted in Denmark of planning bomb attacks, partly in protest at the cartoons. In 2008, Osama bin Laden said that Europe would be punished for the cartoons.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Too Melodramatic For Words Darling

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Growing up in Bondi

On grass-clipping streets and median strips
and cracked concrete that baked in heat and
bitumen on roads that bubbled under feet,
you hurled water bombs at the kids
from around the street and
went to the beach 'cos that's
just what you did.

And there you sat in groups beside
North Bondi Surf Club
or near the barbeques
or down South on The Hill or in The Corner
or at First or Second or Third ramps.

And the milkbars were still standing
and at Valis's and Raffle's and Bill's
you drank thickshakes and played the pinnies
and you ventured to Homestead chicken
for special hot chips.

And school came and thankfully went
and the endless six weeks of Chrissie holidays
fanned out endlessly in front of you
and it was fish and chips in the sunset park
after a day in the water and into the 9pm dark
and into sandy feet station wagons and off home
to sleep behind salt-coated windows
and open fly-screen doors
and the whole neighbourhood wearing worn rubber thongs
and the cicadas noisy all the way into night.

Then February and on into the year,
Easter being marked exactly by the sideways blow
of the westerly wind like clockwork
and into the desolate antenna evening of June,
the grass-blade sunshine of July,
The flannelette days of August,
Then again the sudden jasmine days of September and
Into the salty October mornings,
Then the nor' easterly afternoons of November
and around again and again.

Then my life turned to high school
and the dumped couches on the footpath
and the boarded up shops of early '80s Campbell Parade
where you'd be crazy to loiter after dark,
the needle stick stabbing streets,
the heroin sand.

And the Maori kids who caused legendary trouble chaos down there
and the thrill of the stories of them
and those hot girls down there at night
who smoked ciggies and drunk cases and beer
and smashed bottles and fucked
and in one of those still-standing sheds
I kissed one of those smoke-tasting mouths
and I have never forgotten a single moment
nor the way I felt,

just as I have never forgotten
a single other moment
of growing up in Bondi
at all
either.

Adam, The Bard Of Bondi.

http://www.blindingsunlight.com/page20.htm



He gusted out from a different world; dank with despair. Already there were ghosts, entities, fleeing from the sunlight. He walked and he walked. Everything had been thrown up in the air. Cruel passage, but truly everything, his home, his children, his job. And so, when the initial bender subsided, he walked. The children splashed in the surf. The shapes of the board riders were imprinted against the sea and sky. They had come from a very different place. It could be a different city, his daughter said. I love Bondi. I don't ever want to leave. Can't you do something?

But all in all, as their life together passed into its final stage, he could feel the world tugging and yet was frozen; each day more stiller than the last. He couldn't make a single phone call. He couldn't maintain old friendships because they just washed away. He was so cruel; that utter indifference. And yet there was much that was good. He sheltered from the many storms. Dodged the bikini clad girls, the handsome boys. Made as if to wander. Was always politically correct. Never deviated from the mass. Thought of old love; as he passed so much youthful joy. The sun warmed the morning air for another day of revelry. Everything was closing. He didn't want to do anything anymore. The sea had finally taken over.

He had passed Marsha a couple of times since; it was hard to avoid her with the house perched so neatly at the end of the road, and studiously ignored her. She called out and he kept on walking. She became a byword for bad behaviour. He didn't go to the pub anymore. Instead he sat listening to people in the pavilion; and he grew at once calmer and more frightened. Everything became desolate for that old man hiding high in the apartment. Housing Commission had loomed over the suburb where he had worked. And he saw the desperate on the street as if they were old friends; if he only had time he could join them. It wasn't to be. Even that adventure passed him by.

His son mentioned the word retired. That's how he felt. It was time to do different things. He had been slave to Sydney rents for decades; and now was the time to break free. He was going to make it through the night. Laughter was going to populate this sadly exterminated view. The sweep was there for all to see; as if anyone was looking. He could see the wealthy houses perched along the mini-cliffs behind the beach; their stolidity, the sound of people talking, parties winding up, winding down. Every weekend there was a wild party next door. Are you going to write another book? He had asked Paul Bowles all those years ago. Only if I've got something to say, he had said. Sheltering Sky the movie was about to come out; and that elegant love in a foreign climb, the exotic rush, the beat of drums, the boys hanging on the street corners; he was going to see it all again.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.brisbanetimes.com.au/travel/travel-news/political-firebrands-arrest-shocks-opponents-20091229-lin4.html

Former political opponents of Robert Paul Mcjannett, who was arrested on drug charges in Bali on Monday night, have expressed shock at his arrest.

Mcjannett, 48, was arrested on Monday night after Indonesian customs officials allegedly found two grams of cannabis in his luggage.

He had just arrived on a Virgin Blue flight with his adult son from Perth when he was arrested.

Mcjannett was a regular candidate in Redcliffe City Council elections and most recently appeared on the ballot during the 2005 Redcliffe by-election for State Parliament.

Moreton Bay Regional Council Mayor Allan Sutherland, whose name appeared on several Redcliffe City Council ballot papers with Mcjannett, said he was surprised to hear of the arrest.

Cr Sutherland said Mcjannett was a "bloke of some notoriety" in Redcliffe political circles.

"He ran in numerous elections - he was a stayer, I'll give him that," Cr Sutherland said.

"If this (charge) is proven, I'd be surprised that someone who sought public life would be involved in that sort of activity," he said.

"It sets a really bad example and it shows a certain amount of naivety. There's enough publicity involving Indonesia and drugs, you'd have to be totally naive to do that sort of thing."

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/dec/29/akmal-shaikh-final-hours-china

Correctly applied, the lethal concoction injected into the veins of Akmal Shaikh, the convicted drug smuggler from Kentish Town, north London, would have taken less than a minute to stop his heart and seal his unfortunate place as the first European to be executed in China in more than half a century.

A video was recorded of the killing, but there were no family members or UK consular officials present to witness his final hours because they were refused permission by the Chinese authorities.

The only official confirmation of Shaikh's death was a brief fax from the press office in Urumqi, where the execution was carried out, and a story in the state-run Xinhua news agency that reported he was killed by lethal injection.

Yet it is possible to sketch a partial picture of what happened in his final 24 hours based on records of previous executions in China and reports from family members, lawyers and human rights organisations.

Shaikh had been incarcerated in Urumqi, the centre of the heroin trade in China owing to its proximity to Afghanistan and Pakistan, since September 2007, when he was caught at the local airport with 4kg of heroin in his suitcase, which he brought from Kyrgyzstan via Tajikistan. His family and supporters say he suffered from a bipolar disorder that diminished his criminal responsibility, but it has never been recognised by the authorities and the courts denied requests for a mental examination.

http://www.examiner.com/x-32936-Seminole-County-Environmental-News-Examiner~y2009m12d28-Headline-to-come

The global warming movement has taken a decidedly sinister turn.

Not content with scaring moms and dads with tales of a coming global warming apocalypse, the true believers in human-caused climate change have taken their controversial doomsday message into the classroom and onto the Internet, polluting impressionable kids with green propaganda and creating youth legions of enviro-fanatics.

Fresh from their daily “greenwashing” sessions at school, these save-the-earth converts arrive home as little inspector generals, haranguing parents for exhibiting environmentally insensitive behavior and contributing to the planet’s looming CO2 overdose.

The young Greenites, already pre-conditioned by classroom propaganda, are subjected to the same man-is-destroying-the-earth homilies on the Internet. The eco-epistles consist of the usual heart-tugging climate scare stories (e.g. polar bears are dying and ice caps are melting), which conveniently fail to mention that the earth has warmed – and cooled – naturally for billions of years and that CO2 is a life-giving atmospheric gas. In the dark and depressing world of quasi-religious eco-fanatics, there is no room for the light of truth in their save-the-earth evangelism, and kids are easy targets.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Lower Than The Limestone Beneath The Concrete

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lake_Nyos

Although a sudden outgassing of CO2 had occurred at Lake Monoun in 1984, killing 37 local residents, a similar threat from Lake Nyos was not anticipated. However, on August 21, 1986, a limnic eruption occurred at Lake Nyos which triggered the sudden release of about 1.6 million tonnes of CO2; this cloud rose at nearly 100 kilometres (62 mi) per hour.[4] The gas spilled over the northern lip of the lake into a valley running roughly east-west from Cha to Subum, and then rushed down two valleys branching off it to the north, displacing all the air and suffocating some 1,700 people within 25 kilometres (16 mi) of the lake, mostly rural villagers, as well as 3,500 livestock. Worst affected villages were Cha, Nyos, and Subum.[8] Scientists concluded from evidence that a 300-foot (91 m) fountain of water and foam formed at the surface of the lake. The sudden amount of water rising caused much turbulence in the water, spawning a wave of at least 80 feet (24 m) that would scour the shore of one side.

One survivor described himself when he awoke after the gases had struck:

"I could not speak. I became unconscious. I could not open my mouth because then I smelled something terrible . . . I heard my daughter snoring in a terrible way, very abnormal . . . When crossing to my daughter's bed . . . I collapsed and fell. I was there till nine o'clock in the (Friday) morning . . . until a friend of mine came and knocked at my door . . . I was surprised to see that my trousers were red, had some stains like honey. I saw some . . . starchy mess on my body. My arms had some wounds . . . I didn't really know how I got these wounds . . .I opened the door . . . I wanted to speak, my breath would not come out . . . My daughter was already dead . . . I went into my daughter's bed, thinking that she was still sleeping. I slept till it was 4:30 p.m. in the afternoon . . . on Friday. (Then) I managed to go over to my neighbors' houses. They were all dead . . . I decided to leave . . . . (because) most of my family was in Wum . . . I got my motorcycle . . . A friend whose father had died left with me (for) Wum . . . As I rode . . . through Nyos I didn't see any sign of any living thing . . . (When I got to Wum), I was unable to walk, even to talk . . . my body was completely weak."[10]



Well, didn't he look up startled. It was November and everyone seemed to have come to the party with one intent in mind: to relax, get shnickered, mark the end of a tough year. The season was changing; the days warming, summer and the hordes of backpackers just around the corner. Oh how he could have cried, for them, for everybody, as they jogged past in their infinite beauty. He had been determined to be the first to arrive; and had helped set up; but as the evening progressed he and John Price populated a corner; near everything but neatly out of the way; and they just, between them, over the hours, got increasingly giggly. He hadn't laughed so much in years. Everything he said was on the mark; coruscating wit; critiquing everybody with a quick acerbic charm, taking their best and worst points nad making it funny none the less.

You're pissed, she declared, populating the end of the table, a shock out of the mist. Where have you been? What are you doing with these people? They're beneath you. A silence developed around her as people, people he had known for 30 years, began to listen. I told you I could rescue you from all this. I told you I could take you into the light. Everyone's disappointed in you, everyone. I'm disappointed in you. Everyone here is disappointed in you. Your children are disappointed in you. He grew more silent; if that was possibnle, having uttered not a word; as the tirade continued. That's what you get for standing someone up, he thought ruthfully.

One of your girlfriends, mate, John Price whispered in his ear.

And then he really did see the funny side, couldn't help but see the funny side try as he might; collapsing into laughter on the table, dislodging a beer bottle. Which sent her off into new paroxysms. These people aren't worthy of you, how dare you! I told you I could bring you into the light. I was serious. You know I'm psychic. You know I can help you. Why have you turned away from me like this? Why are you choosing to corrupt yourself in this sad, pathetic way? Everyone's disappointed...

At which point he stood up abruptly, walked out of the party and went home.

His son, coming home after midnight, found him sitting in the flat in the dark.

What are you doing? he asked.

Hiding from a woman.

Fair enogh, he replied, and went to bed.

Later, apologetic and avoiding old friends, fearful he had made a dreadful fool of himself, he's not the good friend you think he is, the voice boomed in his head, thinking of his host, and everything was in anguish again, the swirling disqujiet, he found out she had continued to make a presence of herself. You're lower than concerete, lower than the limestone beneath the concrete; she told one old friend of his. She collapsed in the street on the way home; and an ambulance had to be called.

I met her at the pub was his only excuse; much to everybody's mirth.

He hadn't had a drink since.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.smh.com.au/national/parliament-a-charade-says-former-pm-20091229-li7a.html

Former prime minister Bob Hawke has labelled parliament as a "charade" during an animated appearance at Queensland's Woodford Folk Festival.

The Labor luminary also slammed arguments against economic growth as "pig's tit" and expressed glee about Liberal prime minister John Howard's downfall during a public interview session last night.

More than 2000 festival visitors crammed into a marquee at the Sunshine Coast hinterland site last night to see ABC presenter Kerry O'Brien quiz the 80-year-old former union leader about his life, career and political views.

Mr Hawke said he believed the institution of parliament was a charade because all the proposals had already been approved by the ruling party's caucus and cabinet.

"I never liked parliament," he said.

"I was an advocate for 10 years in the Commonwealth Conciliation and Arbitration Commission.

"I was used to an environment in which the argument was real and you'd win or lose on the quality of your argument."

Mr Hawke said politicians would walk into parliament and engage in a "bloody long debate, which is pointless because the decision's been made".

Question time and the senate committee system could provide an opportunity for scrutiny depending on the quality of the opposition, which had been "pretty bloody poor" in recent times, he said.

Later, Mr Hawke fired up when fellow interview guest and public intellectual Clive Hamilton attacked the Hawke-Keating government's economic reforms along with society's obsession with growth and wealth generation.

The former prime minister dismissed the criticisms as "crap".

"I say 'crap' because I find it strange verging almost on the obscene to hear comparatively well-situated people telling the poor they don't need to aspire to improve their condition through wealth," he said.

http://www.itwire.com/content/view/30255/1066/

Duane Hamacher, a doctoral candidate at Macquarie University, used ancient folklore from an Australian Aboriginal people and modern Google maps to locate a meteorite crater in central Australia.

Hamacher considers himself an educator within the field of astronomy. He is associated with the Sydney Observatory and the Foundation for Astronomy at Macquarie University.

He investigates how the Australian Aboriginal peoples have incorporated the darkened sky above their lands into their ancient cultures.

Duane Hamacher looks at paintings, stone arrangements, historical literature, and other ancient folklore to understand their cultures with respect to astronomy, archaeoastronomy, and ethnoastronomy.

And, with his education, experience, and expertise at investigating the Aboriginal peoples, Hamacher has incorporated ancient Arrernte dreaming stories and modern Google maps to find a bowl-shaped meteorite crater at Palm Valley.

Palm Valley is located about 130 kilometers (80 miles) southwest of Alice Springs, which is located near the southern border of the Northern Territory, and near the geographical center of Australia.

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/australia-magnet-for-people-smugglers-20091229-lhih.html

The federal opposition says the arrival of another boatload of asylum seekers shows that Australia has become a favoured destination for people smugglers.

A boat carrying 11 suspected asylum seekers was intercepted near the Ashmore Islands off northern Australia late on Monday by Border Protection Command.

Opposition immigration spokesman Scott Morrison says the continuing arrival of boat people is putting the assessment system under too much pressure.

"The government's indifference and weakness, both in their border protection policies and the decisions they've taken, have ensured that Australia has become a magnet for people smugglers," Mr Morrison told ABC radio on Tuesday.

"So we're now left with a situation where we have Christmas Island full, boats arriving pretty much at will and this must be putting extraordinary pressure on the processing systems that need to be undertaken under such overcrowded conditions."

The latest suspected asylum seeker arrivals will be taken to Christmas Island for questioning and to undergo security, identity and health checks.



Bondi Beach in a dust storm.

Monday, December 28, 2009

You're Lower Than Concrete, She Said

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Bondi Beach (pronounced "BOND-eye", or /'bɒndaɪ/) is a popular beach and the name of the surrounding suburb in Sydney, Australia. Bondi Beach is located 7 kilometres east of the Sydney central business district, in the local government area of Waverley Council, in the Eastern Suburbs. Bondi, North Bondi and Bondi Junction are neighbouring suburbs.

"Bondi" or "Boondi" is an Aboriginal word meaning water breaking over rocks or noise of water breaking over rocks.[2] The Australian Museum records that Bondi means place where a flight of nullas took place.

In 1809, the road builder William Roberts received a grant of land in the area.[3] In 1851, Edward Smith Hall and Francis O'Brien purchased 200 acres (0.81 km2) of the Bondi area that included most of the beach frontage, which was named the "The Bondi Estate." Hall was O'Brien's father-in-law. Between 1855 and 1877 O'Brien purchased his father-in-law's share of the land, renamed the land the "O'Brien Estate," and made the beach and the surrounding land available to the public as a picnic ground and amusement resort. As the beach became increasingly popular, O'Brien threatened to stop public beach access. However, the Municipal Council believed that the Government needed to intervene to make the beach a public reserve. On 9 June 1882, the Bondi Beach became a public beach.[citation needed]

On 6 February 1938, 5 people drowned and over 250 were rescued after a series of large waves struck the beach and pulled people back into the sea, a day that became known as "Black Sunday".[4]

Bondi Beach was a working class suburb throughout most of the twentieth century. Following World War II, Bondi Beach and the Eastern Suburbs became home for Jewish migrants from Poland, Russia, Hungary, Czechoslovakia and Germany, while a steady stream of Jewish immigration continues into the 21st century mainly from South Africa, Russia and Israel, and the area has a number of synagogues, a kosher butcher and the Hakoah Club.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bondi_Beach,_New_South_Wales



You're pissed, she practically shouted, and he looked up startled. He had stood her up after inviting her to the party and he had known the minute he opened his mouth and said Michael's having a party Saturday night that it was a mistake. For a start he shouldn't have invited someone without asking first. They were in their 50s now. The open door policies of the past, the embrace of strangers one and all, was fading into gentility. He had met her down at the Bondi Hotel in that previous era when he had brazenly hit the piss, throwing caution and ill health to the wind and embracing his absolute desire to be normal. He drank and he drank, sometimes in company and sometimes alone; not to excess mind, oh no, not that, well not often, but enough, perhaps, to maintain the illusion of normality.

Joe, a girl he had known at the Sydney Morning Herald in the eighties, was behind the bar. He had always liked her; and was pleased to see a familiar face. Everything had seemed so hostile, even if he hadn't seen her in 20 years. Work, the job he thought was a golden ladder to a better life, had turned into a complete and utter nightmare. He had landed in this backside suburb completely lost. He paced up and down the sand as if he was in a graveyard, and only slowly raised his eyes to take in the ever changing beauty around him. They chatted quickly, happily, she served customers, they came and went interrupting their conversation. He got a potted history of the past 20 years, Brazilian boyfriends, wild times, lost in the mountains of South America with handsome criminals and dangerous bad boys; joining the great chorus of the different and the adventurous. They shared stories of drivelling down the same self destructive whirlpools everyone with any sensitivity or flair for the insane seemed determined to throw themselves down. And suddenly being adults with life passing by. It was all too much; he thought, running his hand across his brow melodramatically.

It was a craven desire to be normal; the well established bloke chatting to an old friend at the bar; worldly wise, friendly, wanting nothing but good company. It was such craven stupidity. I'm going to have to work, the management keep a very close eye, they get upset, Joe said; I've got a friend outside, I'll introduce you; you two would have a lot to talk about; she used to be in the media. So that was how he met Marsha. She was sitting on a high stool at one of the tables outside; the Bondi Hotel was in the middle of renovations and much was at odds with its normal self; just as in his own life everything had been thrown out of kilter and it was simply true to say he was no longer coping; stressed beyond all reason. He climbed mountains everyday and got paid almost nothing. He did the right thing and it simply backfired. He got pissed for no known reason; and every reason; and was happy to settle with a full schooner glass next to someone with an equally full glass; to chat with someone his own age about life, the universe and everything.

They talked all afternoon and he was so sorry about everything he had done. Sit up straight, she remonstrated several times; and he tried to ignore her until she physically bolstered him. I'm psychic, she told him within the first half hour, I sense things, know things. He heard it all, the lesbian daughter, how she had bought the terrace opposite Jamie Packer in the eighties for just over $100,000 and now, with its spectacular views down Australia's most famous beach, would have to be worth millions. He had fallen off the real estate ladder and could do nothing but look on with envy at all those people who had been more sensible than him; how easy it would have been in retrospect. If he had expected to live; which of course he never had. The beer flowed all afternoon and the day turned into evening; he heard about living with Martin Sharp, about Sally Anne Huckstepp, a famous Sydney identity, a prostitute and heroin addict revered for her wild ways; her boyfriend killed in a Chippendale back lane in the 1980s by Sydney's most infamous cop, Roger Rogerson.

We all touched, our lives all touched; the great and the famous; the terrible shifting sands, this illusory place. He grandly insisted on shouting schooner after schooner, Boags, the best beer you can get, which of course made it alright. They drank and they smoked, unfashionably, the old party animals who never gave up, could see no reason to give up. Sobriety was for morons and the characterless. Day turned into night and the tourists drifted up and down the concourse. Groups came and went at the surrounding tables. He was in the flow and nothing mattered; a fascinating man, life battered. A story for every occasion. They were firm friends by the end of their drunken communion; having established that they lived in the same street and that both were in desperate need of human comfort. Embarrassing moments followed. They shared Bloody Marys at the Italian cafe on the corner one morning, despite his remonstrations about trying not to drink; taking in the shuttered windows of the beach house of Australia's richest man. One afternoon she tried to make him dance to Van Morrison on her polished wooden boards; clearly showing their age.

Did anyone dance to van Morrison anymore? You're the first man in years I've fantasised about - waking up in your arms. I'm psychic. You know I can help you. Things are changing. I know I'm closely monitored. The cameras from the Packer house purportedly leant some safety. But the wife of the man who had bought the house next door died in allegedly mysterious circumstances; jumping from a bridge in the gorges south of Sydney and falling 300 metres to her death. Two young children were left motherless. She was frightened for her own life. They drank once again; back at The Bondi, uniting, in one of those terrible confessional afternoons when writing themselves off seemed an entirely sensible, almost noble thing to do. Work had only gotten worse. He was even more battered by circcumstance than before. That job's killing you, she said; and that, if nothing else, was true. They shared their conversation with a local on a similar path Marsha knew; and her friend, having settled into a heavy intake of alcohol and nicotine, imparted that blokely Australian wisdom to a fellow in crisis, the same wisdom that had been passed down from the Eureka Stockade; hang in there, the bosses are bastards, be your own man, hold yourself together, don't let the bastards beat you; have another beer, enjoy yourself, life wasn't meant to be an agony. You'll get through this. Change is nothing to be frightened of. He knew inside it was all wrong, the world was a cave of liquid deceit; that this wonderful communion was yet another lie. He would never be able to make such convenient love.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/28/world/asia/28pstan.html

ISLAMABAD, Pakistan — A handful of deadly attacks ravaged parts of Pakistan this weekend and highlighted the multiple security challenges confronting the embattled Islamabad government, from violent vendettas by Taliban militants to sectarian violence against minority Shiites.

The bloodiest attack happened Sunday in Muzaffarabad, the capital of Pakistani-controlled Kashmir in the north of the country, where a suicide bomber killed at least 10 people and wounded more than 80 during a Shiite religious procession. The attack could have been worse, the local authorities said: the bomber had been trying to enter a prayer hall but blew himself up when guards blocked him. Pakistani troops were rushed in to restore order.

More than a dozen people were wounded in Karachi the day before by a small bomb. Both attacks appeared directed at Shiites observing Ashura, which commemorates the death of Imam Hussein, a grandson of the Prophet Muhammad, in A.D. 680.

The identities of the attackers were not clear, but the country’s Shiites, one-fifth of the population, continue to be the targets of Sunni extremists. Past Shiite holidays have been singled out by sectarian militants, leading Pakistani security forces to deploy tens of thousands to protect Ashura marchers this year.

The Kashmir attack followed the assassination on Sunday of a mid-level political administrator named Sarfaraz Khan and his family in the Kurram tribal area near the Afghan border. Taliban militants detonated a bomb at Mr. Khan’s home, killing him, his wife, and four of his children, the local authorities said.

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/28/2781346.htm

US President Barack Obama has ordered reviews of airport security and the country's terrorism watch lists after the attempted bombing of a passenger jet as it came in to land at Detroit on Christmas Day.

Twenty-three-year-old Umar Farouk Abdulmutallab allegedly tried to set off an explosive device sewn to his underwear as the airliner came in to land, but was stopped by passengers and crew.

It appears the lives of the 290 people on board the plane were only saved because the explosives failed to detonate.

Mr Obama wants to know why someone on a terrorism watch list did not set off security concerns and why tight airport security did not discover explosives strapped to the accused bomber's body.

The chairman of the Homeland Security Committee, Senator Joe Lieberman, was incredulous to learn that the suspect's father had alerted the US to his son's extreme religious views.

"What happened after this man's father called our embassy in Nigeria? Was there follow up in any way to try to determine where this suspect was?" he said.

"Secondly it appears that he was recently put on a broad terrorism screening list - a database. Why wasn't that database activated?"

There are 500,000 names on the screening list so simply being on it does not prevent anyone from flying into the US.

http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/wellbeing/aussies-triple-grog-intake-at-christmas-20091228-lgon.html

Australians' weekly average alcohol intake triples during the festive season, new research shows.

December and January are the periods of greatest alcohol consumption, more so than birthdays, work drinks and traditional weekend socialising, a survey conducted by Australian charity FebFast has found.

The organisation, which works to highlight the dangers of drugs and alcohol, has launched a campaign encouraging people to have an alcohol-free February.

The survey quizzed 1006 Australians from all states and territories on their drinking habits.

A quarter of respondents admitted to spending between $200 and $1000 on alcohol during December and January, with seven per cent saying they turned to alcohol in the festive season to help cope with their family.

"There's nothing wrong with enjoying the summer and the season's festivities, but we need to be aware of how much some Australians get carried away and take celebrations to excess," FebFast chief executive Fiona Healy said in a statement.

The survey found most respondents drink one day a week and that during the festive period that increases to three days a week.

One-third of Australians consume more than 10 standard drinks a week during the festive season, the survey found.

Almost half (49 per cent) of people aged 20 to 29 admitted binge drinking during the festive season, with men more likely to drink too much than women, the survey shows.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

The Fatal Shore

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I pushed my glass to the edge of the bar gutter and said to the bartender, "Gimme a Guinness and get yourself one too."
I decided it was time to slow down and one way was to drink Guinness, since it took so long to fill a glass out of the tap. When the bartender finally brought it to me I saw that he had etched a harp in the foam with the tap nozzle. An angel's harp. I hoisted the glass before drinking from it.
"God bless the dead," I said.
"God bless the dead," the bartender said.
I drank heavily from the glass and the dark ale was like mortar I was sending down to hold the bricks together inside. All at once I felt like crying. But then my phone rang. I grabbed it without looking at the screen and said hello. The alcohol had bent my voice into an unrecognizable shape.
Michael Connelly
The Lincoln Lawyer.



Well, 19 years ago, when the world was young and laptops did not exist, when we didn't have mobiles and Google meant nothing, he had been an adult male with a pregnant woman in tow; and the world had seemed a fresh, very different place. The young blond had ballooned. Astonishing things had happened. His life had been transformed. Sincere drops came sweating from his brow, and they were together, the young, handsome couple. His articles were appearing regularly on the front page of the Sydney Morning Herald and he was known not just as a character, but something of a success. Everything swirled and the world seemed full of portent.

He had moved from his magnificent apartment in Potts Point, with views stretching across Woolloomoolloo; and had surrendered all the neurotic past, bouncing in and out of meetings; falling desperately into the arms of others; maintaining a quiet dignity. He was so afraid; and yet there was nothing to be afraid of. A child was on the way and life was being transformed utterly. He was proud and confused and desperate; could feel his old life slipping rapidly away; and everything was born anew; everything was full of hope. He had moved into her shared apartment overlooking Bondi Beach; and would come home from work to find his increasingly large girlfriend happily chatting to the neighbours, equally excited.

Because the whole world lay in front of us. Because neither of them had had children before. Because his stories were getting on the front page and all was right with the world. Because young love knew no obstacles; of course everything would work out, this was noble destiny; this was their life. And 19 years later, why 19? It wasn't a magical number. It made no sense. But 19 it was. After 19 years they were back living in Bondi, if only briefly. Like previously; they were lives in transit, from one to the other. And that once gorgeous girlfriend he had once been so proud to be seen with stood outside the apartment on Christmas Day, crying; there were always tears these days.

Crying although over God knows what; and he brought her in and was kind; while the kids rolled their eyes and shrugged sadly at the state of their mother. For they had seen everything; and by the end of the day would be subdued, almost in shock. I'm on two different kinds of antibiotics she declared; scratching at the ulcers on her legs; bursting into tears and laughing within seconds. So much had changed. My blood's going septic, she declared, and he believed it, her legs puffy and the sores appalling.

What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? He could hear the anguish still. And he would never forget the day she rang him up; just before he had moved down to Bondi Beach, to that apartment with spectacular views down the country's most famous beach, and proudly, a little nervously, unsure of the reaction, declared she was leaving meetings and was having a drink to celebrate. It seemed like a good idea at the time. We were frontiers people, always pushing the boundaries, and this was an easy boundary to push. Now the kids called her the weirdo; with nothing but disgust and contempt; and sadness.

So much water had passed under the bridge; so much of their lives had disappeared. That child she had been swollen with; the smell of white nighties, of pregnancy and expectation; was now a 19-year-old university student; with a low opinion of the chaos from which he had been borne. The daughter who followed so rapidly was now a 17-year-old girl who could hardly be a more typical 17-year-old girl. Dad, dad, she said excitedly, you know Bondi Rescue? Yes. You know the hot one? No. The hot one! Dad you don't know anything. The hot one! The blond one! I met him. And he stood in the wreckage of the past, and was horrified by what he saw. The shock of her presence. The shock of the physical decay. Nothing would be the same again. The cycle, the universe, had brought us back here; to show us what?

The tourists splashed happily in the vivid heat. Other lives were beginning, others were ending. The waves broke against the shore.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.canada.com/business/Copenhagen+blame+game+helpful+climate+chief/2375889/story.html

LONDON — Countries should stop blaming each other for the weak outcome of the Copenhagen climate talks and sit down together to move the process forward, the UN's top climate change official said on Wednesday.

It is still possible to reach a legally binding global treaty, and bickering among countries like China and Britain is unproductive, Yvo de Boer, the head of the UN's climate change secretariat, told Reuters.

Britain accused a handful of states including China on Monday of hijacking efforts to agree deep cuts in greenhouse gas emissions. China replied that the allegations were an attempt to sow discord among emerging countries.

"These countries have to sit down together next year, so blaming each other for what happened will not help," de Boer said.

The Copenhagen summit ended with a non-binding accord between the U.S., China and other emerging powers that sets a target of limiting global warming to a maximum 2 degrees Celsius and offers funding to help poor nations adapt to climate change, but the details are scant.

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/24/opinion/24iht-edloy.html

The drama was of high order. In the decidedly unglamorous side-rooms of Copenhagen’s Bella Center, leaders of the most powerful countries of the world faced off, trying to rewrite the rules for how the world confronts the risk of catastrophic climate change. Thousands in the center and untold numbers around the world awaited the result.

The outcome — a three-page political declaration known as the “Copenhagen Accord” — has been roundly attacked. “The worst development in climate change negotiating history,” said the spokesman for the G-77 block of about 130 developing nations. Greenpeace, which is hardly ever satisfied with anything, declared it “a crime scene with the guilty leaving for the airport.” The London Independent’s front page proclaimed it “a historic failure that will live in infamy.”

These descriptions are ridiculous. The Copenhagen Accord is a serious step forward, if a severely limited one. It starts by establishing a concrete and demanding goal: keeping the rise in global temperature to two degrees Centigrade. Up to now we have been working with a slippery aim of avoiding dangerous harm to the atmosphere. The new objective lets people and governments do the math, and see if their efforts are adding up.

Moreover, for the first time in 17 years of negotiations all the major emitters of greenhouse gases have acknowledged that they have specific individual responsibilities to reduce their emissions.

http://www.businessinsider.com/carbon-offset-futures-tank-after-copenhagen-fiasco-2009-12

It's a pretty tiny market still, but there is actually trading in carbon permits. In some countries, where they have emissions limits, they actually have value. And if there ever is a cap & trade scheme put into place in more places, what's worthless now may actulaly end up being valuable.

Well, here's how you know the Copenhagen summit was a total joke. The cost of emitting carbon just plunged 8.7%.

Bloomberg: European Union carbon permits fell the most since February on the European Climate Exchange. The U.S., China, India and other nations attending the two-week Copenhagen summit that ended at the weekend agreed to voluntary, rather than binding, targets to reduce emissions. The accord isn’t enough to boost demand for permits, said Trevor Sikorski, an emissions analyst at Barclays Capital in London.


Shellharbour, NSW, Australia.

Monday, December 21, 2009

A Sense Of Place

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Redfern is an inner-city suburb of Sydney, in the state of New South Wales, Australia. Redfern is located 3 kilometres south of the Sydney central business district and is part of the local government area of the City of Sydney. Strawberry Hills is a locality on the border with Surry Hills

Redfern is subject to extensive redevelopment plans by the state government, to increase the population and reduce the concentration of poverty in the suburb and neighbouring Waterloo (see Redfern-Eveleigh-Darlington).

The suburb is named after surgeon William Redfern, who was granted 100 acres (0.40 km2) of land in this area in 1817 by Lachlan Macquarie. He built a country house on his property surrounded by flower and kitchen gardens. His neighbours were Captain Cleveland, an officer of the 73rd regiment, who built Cleveland House and John Baptist, who ran a nursery and seed business. Sydney's original railway terminus was built in Cleveland Paddocks and extended from Cleveland Street to Devonshire Street and west to Chippendale. The station's name was chosen to honour William Redfern. At that time, the present Redfern station was known as Eveleigh. When Central station was built further north on the site of the Devonshire Street cemetery, Eveleigh station became Redfern and Eveleigh was retained for the name of the railway workshops, south of the station. The remains of Cleveland Paddocks became Prince Alfred Park.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redfern,_New_South_Wales



And then, in that frightening morning mist, one of those figures slumped in doorways, giggling, or talking desultorily as they waited for someone to come home, for the dealer to regain consciousness, for a vast network of springs to break out, for life in some Arcadian universe, they stirred off the steps and picked themselves up into the street. He was already 50 metres down the street, but could sense danger as if it was a real thing prickling through the air, a terrible panic. Dying out here, alone, at this peculiar hour of the morning, 4am. He was frightened and looked back to see the figure already beginning to amble along the path, to slime through the shadows; ultimately presaging his bashing and his death.

It was already too far. He had made too many mistakes. The dog sniffed happily at every available tree, unaware of the danger. But he knew instinctively that things were severely wrong. Oh how could this be? Now; when he was out walking, getting fit, doing the right thing. If you can't talk it out walk it out; as they used to say in the classics. It was only a small way of being. It was only the morning that could frighten him. He quickened his pace; and the shadow behind him quickened theirs. Now he was truly frightened. It came in waves. He took a turn down to the main drag; away from his normal path. He knew he was writing stories twice; and had been here before; and didn't care. Nothing could save him now.

It was such a minute danger, when soldiers were dying on the battlefields of Afghanistan, in the bitter cold, in a war that was not ours, in the terrible stupidity in which he had wrecked everything in his life. He walked still faster, the dog scuttling ahead of him as he urged it to keep up. There were no cars in the street. It was just too early. Why him, of all people, why couldn't he have stayed safe behind the grills in his admittedly rented Redfern terrace; the place that had become their home, part of them. Where they had totally internalised the landscape. Where they were characters in the community; where they could walk down the street and invariably meet people they knew; where every shop keeper was familiar; and even the chaos of the Block, familiar.

He had made so many mistakes and fallen off the real estate ladder. I might not be much but I'm all I can think about, the little man said, tension flickering beneath his jaw bone. They all laughed in recognition. Everything was floating away; great chunks of the physical world dismembering into space. As he turned the corner into the main drag; or semi-main drag you might have called it, Abercrombie Street, he looked behind to see the shadow had turned the corner; and was less than a hundred metres behind. He picked up his pace yet again, urging the dog to stop its rapturous sniffing of a light pole.

It was all too much. He needed a partner. He needed something concrete in his life. The kids were growing older and he missed them already; even though they were still a hermetically sealed unit; it was them against the world. John and the kids in Redfern. Everything was dying off. Everything was in flux. He couldn't see his way clear to achieve anything. All he could do was look back in terror. At last it looked like he was putting some distance between him and the no doubt ice addled lunatic who had been following him. The man, drug skinny with clothes hanging off him dank with addiction sweat, had stopped at the corner, watching him as he disappeared up the street.

It was so cruel, and yet a relief, as he headed up to the main street where there would definitely be traffic and he would definitely be safe. Every old lady in the city screamed inside his head; everyone who had felt unsafe. They fumbled with their keys and peered out from their tiny flats. They went to the community centre once a week, often more, and sat there listening to all the tales, the antics of the other residents. She had been going every day in recent weeks, fascinated by the gossip, sitting there quietly. The real, dangerous world, was a long long way away, here in the cosy afternoons, when the girls talked of their bingo outings and the conduct of the housing department; a subject of endless scandal and intrigue. And he looked back to see the ice addict give up the chase; turn and leave; and knew he had survived yet one more threat; and was beginning to stand tall.





THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.news.com.au/breaking-news/copenhagen-failure-no-surprise-ross-garnaut/story-e6frfku0-1225812351189

Copenhagen 'failure' no surprise - Ross Garnaut

NO ONE should be surprised that a binding agreement wasn't reached in Copenhagen, climate change expert Ross Garnaut said.

In the final hours of the two-week summit, world leaders put forward a deal aimed at limiting global warming to 2C.

But it contained no targets to reduce the greenhouse gas emissions blamed for climate change.

Professor Garnaut said there was no groundwork put in place before the meeting to ensure a binding deal would be met.

"It's been clear that there wasn't going to be a binding agreement at Copenhagen," the government's adviser on climate change told ABC Television.

"Expectations were overblown, so it's not the slightest bit surprising; it's not appropriate to be greatly disappointed."

But world leaders made some "steps forward", he said.

http://www.themercury.com.au/article/2009/12/21/116991_tasmania-news.html

THE Copenhagen climate change summit was an unmitigated failure, Greens Leader Bob Brown says.

The Tasmanian senator said world leaders had blown their chance at introducing meaningful and binding targets to reducing emissions.

The summit only managed to settle on a non-binding accord which relies on countries setting their own emissions targets.

Senator Brown said the accord condemned the globe to a very grim future.

"Copenhagen began full of hope but it has ended up full of disappointment and that's because the world's polluters -- the oil industry, the coal industry, the resource-extraction industry, including the loggers -- have such power over politicians around the world," he said.

"We have got to put the climate first."

Senator Brown said Prime Minister Kevin Rudd was a climate change failure and Liberal leader Tony Abbott was a climate change denier that wanted to go back to last century.

"Next year's election is now shaping up as a referendum for all Australian voters to have their say on action on climate change."

He said Australia should commit to a target to reduce emissions by 40 per cent by 2020 rather than the current 5 to 25 per cent policy of the Federal Government.

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/labors-push-for-ets-discredited-hunt-20091221-l7r6.html

Labor's argument for emissions trading has been discredited after world leaders failed to reach a binding climate deal at Copenhagen, the federal opposition says.

In the final hours of the two-week summit, world leaders put forward a deal aimed at limiting global warming to two degrees Celsius.

But it contains no targets to reduce the greenhouse gas emissions blamed for climate change.

Opposition climate change spokesman Greg Hunt says the non-binding deal vindicates the party's opposition to emissions trading.

"Kevin Rudd should face up to facts that his justification for an ETS (emissions trading scheme) has now been taken away," he told ABC Radio.

Nationals Senator Barnaby Joyce says it's lucky Australia didn't attend the summit with an ETS in hand.

"If we had we'd be sitting out there all alone by ourselves at the moment and looking decidedly ridiculous," the coalition frontbencher said.

The Rudd government will reintroduce legislation to set up an ETS early next year.

It will be its third attempt to get a scheme agreed to by parliament.



A Sense Of Place: Sydney University.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Precious News

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The morning air off the Mojave in late winter is as clean and crisp as you'll ever breathe in Los Angeles County. It carries the taste of promise on it. When it starts blowing in like that I like to keep a window open in my office. There are a few people who know this routine of mine, people like Fernando Valenzuela. The bondman, not the baseball pitcher. He called me as I was coming into Lancaster for a nine o'clock calendar call. He must have heard the wind whistling in my cell phone.

"Mick," he said, "you up north this morning?"

The Lincoln Lawyer. Michael Connelly.



Well well, if it wasn't the dwarf skating out in front of the giant wave. He was shattered and yet inept. Curly haired, in the frame, lost, lost, and laughter full-tilt. Giant boxes, almost on legs, groaned across the geometric landscape. Stop writing that fantasy stuff that doesn't make any money and do the stuff that does, his daughter said. He grimaced at his own disengagement from everything. Speculation about Thai islands just promoted fears from his teenage children that he would return with a Thai prostitute for a wife. He laughed at the odd stage of it all. It must be good for your mental health, the beach, his daughter said and he looked up, perhaps surprised at the perceptiveness of it all.

Everything had come to an end; and that's what amazed him; one door shuts and another opens. It was cruel, what had been suffered; but indeed his own head had turned his life into agony; every day a trudge up Mount Everest; anything to justify the most indulgent of behaviour; life is so terrible, I must get drunk. There in the holy citadels. The women he met spoke dismissively of bars; the way they smelled of stale beer and stale cigarettes and everyone in them was a moron. But he had loved them; from the first wintry light in the morning to the last ramshackle moment as the patrons struggled home. He had done his sociology thesis on bars; towards an ethnography of the bars of Adelaide; participant observation being a big thing in the 70s, and it never occurred to him he might have a problem with alcohol.

It wasn't right, what had happened. He wanted to say goodbye to everybody. He wanted to gather every good person he had ever worked with in the last quarter of a century together in one great farewell; and shudder, shudder, at the anguish and embarrassment of the corpse; an identity that was rapidly vanishing; a toe-hold in a community which would soon be gone. He was fabulous. He was convinced. And then it all disappeared; disappeared; and he was left as a tiny little worm; an old man waiting outside the cake shop for a young woman who he thought was ignoring him; there in the smart streets of Double Bay. It turned out she couldn't see for looking. And everything came together. And they laughed. Briefly. Before the zealotry set in.

Why did they have to be so fervent? Why did they have to be so successful? Her magic face. Her hands as they touched him. Her friendly texts. Her exotic looks. He could see her working through the glass and was proud to be meeting such a beautiful woman. There amongst the wealth; the Porsche's, the BMWs, the Lexus. It was all too cruel; his diminishing flesh; his crummy old car. He methodically cleaned out the clutter as he waited for her; the garbage which had built up inside; while outside it was filthy. He wanted to be pleased with himself. He wanted to be proud. Instead doubt plagued every circle and every moment; and the children clung more than ever, even though they were teenagers now.

There had been so many strange fantasies, such long walks; there in the unhappy morning hours when he paced down the street fleeing his own shadow; frightened of the party goers lurking on steps and in doorways, the tinkle of broken glass; the mist; the sleeping houses; the fear and the evil, the malignancy which crept through the fabric of the streets towards him. He had walked faster and faster, trying to escape, and these momentous things, the collapsing world, kept trying to catch up with him, to imprison him, there in the cold shadows before the dawn when he was truly himself, a fleeing animal. All of it changed when they moved. Their whole world collapsed and he was trying to catch up, looping rapidly back through the past in recycling circles; trying to catch the threads of distress and memory; of the darkest times.

Everything fell apart and he couldn't understand the driving force. Those who try their best are on the road with all the rest. It's not good enough just to do your best. It's not enough to be here in the shadows calling, calling, the sentinel that said we were doomed, and yet smiled as if there was more over the horizon, a sunlit town, a safe haven, a place where they could be human and triumphant and bring up their children in peace; not this lonely wastrel in the dark passages high in the mountains, not the lone voice of common sense and decency on a crowded political stage; not a denier in a sea of believers; not someone who would never fit in, not here, not now, not ever. Oh how cruel it was. He walked around the Newtown cemetery at least five times; more like ten; and the sun set in a polluted orange blaze and the dog owners gathered on the green. And he walked and he walked: waiting for the decision to hit him, waiting for the future to happen.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,1,26507801-952,00.html

GREENIES have chained themselves to a coal train and rail tracks near Newcastle Harbour in NSW in protest against the outcome of Copenhagen's climate talks.

The 25 activists marched onto the tracks at the Kooragang coal export terminal about 10am today, stopping a train and occupying a bridge.

The action, organised by the environmental group Rising Tide, aims to shut down coal exports from Newcastle, the world's busiest coal terminal.

Spokesman for the group Steve Phillips said the protest is an act of desperation after the UN climate talks in Copenhagen failed to produce a just, effective and legally binding treaty.

"People are tired of seeing our leaders fail to address to problem of climate change - we want to undertake bold and long-lasting action."

Police had begun removing and arresting those sitting on the tracks about noon, he said.


Copenhagen fails to nut out agreement

Meanwhile, questions are being asked about whether the summit was a waste of time.

A "frustrated" Prime Minister Kevin Rudd last night joined US President Barack Obama in putting the most positive spin on the outcome of the conference, but the final "deal" was condemned across the political spectrum.

Poor countries and green groups were outraged by the three-page "political statement" brokered by Mr Obama – and four other national leaders – in the dying hours.

Greenhouse 2011 in Cairns

Mr Obama called the outline of the agreement – yet to be endorsed by most other countries last night – a "meaningful and unprecedented breakthrough", but admitted "this progress is not enough".

Mr Rudd was not in the inner group which finalised the statement.

After 10 days of talks among delegates from 193 countries, the leaders failed to agree on any firm commitments. They proposed limiting global warming to 2C, but failed to get a legally binding agreement or certify specific targets to reduce greenhouse emissions.

They also agreed to provide $A33.7 billion to help poorer countries reduce emissions between 2010 and 2012. The cash handouts will rise to $112.4 billion a year by 2020.


Political commitment

Mr Rudd described the outcome as a political commitment to act, rather than a legally binding agreement, and said it was the best possible outcome in the circumstances because it was the first time the whole world had agreed to the 2C maximum warming limit.

"It's a huge sense of frustration, which is: You push as hard as you can, you give it everything you've got, to produce the biggest outcome for Australia possible," he told The Sunday Mail.

"But what's equally the case is just how frustrated you get when you feel that people don't see sense."

The overly optimistic analysis by Mr Rudd and Mr Obama was matched by the blistering critique by poor nations and environmental activists.

Chief negotiator for the G77 group of 130 developing countries, Sudan's Lumumba Di-Aping, said: "Gross violations have been committed today against the poor.

"This deal will definitely result in massive devastation in Africa and small island states."

- with AAP

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/20/2776768.htm

The Australian Government has slammed "radical nations" which refused to back a new international deal on climate change, after the Copenhagen summit wrapped up without a legally binding agreement.

Negotiators failed to get consensus on the new international deal brokered by the United States, China, India, Brazil and South Africa, with several countries railing against it.

Venezuela's delegate called the deal a coup d'etat and complained his country had been left out of the process. Sudan called it a suicide pact and compared it to the Holocaust.

The opposition meant the conference could not formally adopt the accord, so it opted to simply take note of it instead.

Australia's Climate Change Minister, Penny Wong, has criticised the critics.

"There are a few radical nations, a few radical states seeking to block action on climate change internationally, seeking to derail this process," she said.

Many said the deal fell far short of UN ambitions, but Senator Wong welcomed the outcome of the talks.

"Of course there is a lot to do," she said.

"Of course we would have wanted more, but this is a significant step and what is important now is pressing on."

The Copenhagen Accord sets a target of limiting global warming to a maximum 2 degree Celsius rise over pre-industrial times and holds out the prospect of $US100 billion in annual aid from 2020 for developing nations.

It sets a January 2010 deadline for all nations to submit plans for curbs on emissions to the United Nations, but does not specify the cuts needed to achieve the 2C goal.

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/rudd-fails-on-climate-change-abbott-20091220-l73s.html

'A disappointing result'

The Federal Opposition says Prime Minister Kevin Rudd must admit the results from the Copenhagen climate talks are disappointing.

Climate change spokesman Greg Hunt says the lack of a global framework means claims that Australia needed an emissions trading scheme (ETS) in place before the talks are false.

"Mr Rudd, for his own purposes, is trying to present it as more than it is," he said.

"There are no targets, there's no treaty, there are no binding agreements, there's not even a commitment on a timetable.

"Mr Rudd should be honest with the Australian people that it's a disappointing result, and that it puts to rest his claims that he needed an ETS before Copenhagen."

The Copenhagen conference on climate change has been a "comprehensive failure" for the prime minister, Opposition Leader Tony Abbott says.

After 13 days of tortuous talks, the representatives of 192 nations on Sunday set a goal of limiting warming to 2C and earmarked $US10 billion ($A11.28 billion) in early funding for poor countries most at risk from climate change.

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd threw his support behind the deal as "a significant global agreement on climate change action", but said much more remained to be done.

"Some will be disappointed by the amount of progress, the alternative was frankly catastrophic collapse," he told reporters on Saturday at the troubled summit.

However, Mr Abbott said the result was a rebuff to the prime minister.

"Intentions are better than nothing, but Mr Rudd has failed his own test," Mr Abbott told Sky News on Sunday.

"He said a few years ago that what we wanted to get were real targets against real time lines ... and certainly by that standard it's been a comprehensive failure."

He said such agreement as was reached by world leaders was too unspecific to be of value.

"We can all say let's get temperature increases down, but they haven't said what they would do to bring that about ... They've said let's not let the temperature go up by more than two degrees but they haven't said how they're going to achieve it.

"No country at Copenhagen has committed to any particular way forward. That's why I think it's very disappointing and that's why I think it's very hard for the prime minister, who always said real progress meant real targets against real time lines, it's very hard for him to claim any kind of a victory."

Mr Abbott added: "What this shows is that Kevin Rudd was very unwise to rush Australia into prematurely adopting a commitment in the absence of similar commitments from the rest of the world, and I think it certainly entirely vindicates the opposition's stance in rejecting Mr Rudd's great big new tax on everything when parliament was sitting earlier this month."

Greens leader Bob Brown described the outcome of the Copenhagen conference as a disaster and said it was time for the federal government to start "serious negotiations" with his party in the Senate.

"I think it's a very big setback for the planet and that means all Australians as well," Senator Brown told Sky News on Sunday.

"It (Copenhagen) isn't a deal - it's an agreement that's been noted by the conference but it has no target, no binding mechanism and it really gives no hope... It has simply left the board vacant when it comes to a commitment by any country on Earth to do anything in particular."

Thursday, December 17, 2009

New Dawns in The Fabric of Things

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Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun:
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

By W H Auden




If there was anything to be had, anything at all, we would have mustered courage and faced the day. He had been promised everything. He thought he would never die. He thought the magic kingdom would be his and there would be reprieve from the fate of mortals; his fading eyesight was not a sign of age, his lumping body still desired. These were the deepest, most misguided of fantasies. We were crooked, twisted over in hope, looking up at the sky, grimacing at the awkward angle of our bodies, as the light shone between the trees, children played in the forest glens nearby; and all was not lost, not here, not for you.

Such naivety was simply odd in some so battered by life; misfortune; injustice, someone who had made his own life so unbearable it justified almost any behaviour; any excuse to escape the torment. It was a cruel, dark time. Everything became dismembered. The fabric of things was no longer malignant, but even so he could feel his stomach swirling in despair, tightening and dismembering each shallow smile; clawing his way out of the abyss. It had seemed so noble, this struggle to survive. You are only as happy as you make up your mind to be, Abraham Lincoln had famously said, but all of his purpose, his reason for being, was bound up simply in surviving the daily torments. There was no rationality; and no easy escape.

He was trying to reorganise things. There were moments of hope, as he sat listening to the tales of others, but in reality it was pointless. He had created a dark, familiar fantasy and was comfortable to live in the enveloping glue, the daily grind, the misery with which he placed one step in front of the other. Each day became a Mount Everest, to be borne as best it could, each step a hero's journey, each frothing moment something to be endured. He smiled, hoping for some human recognition, but the daisy weights which held him to the surface, the passing of time which allowed him to prosper, it wasn't what he had asked for.

In flinging himself off the cliff, he had made no provision for a return, much less survival. He hadn't expected to live this long. There had been no plans. It was all very well to fight against the hypocritical bastardy which surrounded him, but oh, oh, it wasn't worth it; there couldn't be a solution without a precisely defined problem. And who could define this missing miasma, this vague space, call it conglomeration if you will, which was meant to represent a human; a full blown individual. There was no such thing. He was the victim of a shark attack. He was falling from a plane, the bodies falling through the air as if from a Saul Bellow novel, replete with life stories and intellect.

But when they landed the truth was revealed; lumpen, leaden, malformed weights. The children played outside; but in here he simply tried to understand the terrible things which had happened. Ripped asunder, ripped from his own life, his daily purpose and message from beyond, all of it was hard to understand, or even decipher. And then finally all the angst just splashed into foam and he was completely free, completely at peace. It had all been for nought. The liquid ecstasy which had been each waking day overwhelmed him. The sun glinted off the water. A pretty girl carrying red hibiscus handed one to a stranger, a girl on the corner kissing her boyfriend. The pair laughed; and the girl beamed as she practically skipped down the street. He turned the corner and the bay was set out below him. It was entirely different. It was an entirely new life.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/17/2774855.htm?section=australia

Bushfires are wreaking havoc across New South Wales, with a number of large blazes menacing homes and destroying property.

The Rural Fire Service (RFS) says sheds, crops, cars and at least one house have been destroyed by a large fire at Gerogery, north of Albury, in the south of the state.

A large bushfire has also destroyed a house and sheds and forced the evacuation of some residents in Londonderry, in Sydney's north-west.

Fire crews say strong winds are making it hard to control the Gerogery blaze, which began at a tip near Walla about 1pm AEDT.

RFS spokeswoman, Marg Weyner, says the blaze is now heading towards the Benambra Range, putting other towns at risk.

"Mountain Creek, Table Top North, Mullengandra and Bowna, Wymah areas are likely to come under ember attack and property threat if we cannot contain that fire in the Benambra Range," she said.

"It's high country, it's got a lot of timber in it and we've really been concentrating our efforts on property protection in the townships and the locality around Gerogery West."

Part of the Olympic Highway has been closed because of the fire.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/copenhagen-climate-change-confe/6828035/Copenhagen-climate-conference-260-arrested-at-protests.html

Police in riot gear fired tear gas and used pepper spray to disperse more than 1,000 activists attempting to get into the Bella Centre where the crucial talks are going on. At the same time indigenous people’s groups and non-governmental organisations (NGOs) carried out a colourful protest inside the conference.

The protests brought the conference to a standstill and Gordon Brown, the Prime Minister, was prevented from leaving for important meetings in the town centre.

Activists admitted the aim of the protest was to penetrate the UN Climate Change Conference for a “people’s assembly” but were pushed back by hundreds of police with dogs. More than 250 people were arrested.

Kevin Smith, a Climate Camp activist from England, compared the actions of the police to G20 protests in London. “There was pushing and the police started hitting people indiscriminately with batons. I got hit a couple of times,” he said. “I also saw people with streaming eyes and noses from pepper spray which can be excruciatingly painful.”

Dorothy Guerrero, from the Philippines, was with a group of indigenous people’s groups and NGOs who tried to join the protests happening outside. “I saw people fall to the ground and they were hit by batons,” she said.

The “Reclaim Power” protest was organised by Climate Justice Action, a coalition of groups from around the world. It follows a 40,000-strong protest at the weekend, where more than 1,000 people were arrested.

NGOs, civil society groups and charities, that represent millions of people in Britain, are increasingly angry that they are being left out of the climate change talks and there are expected to be more protests in the coming days.

Andy Atkins, Executive Director of Friends of the Earth, who joined a “sit-in” of more than 50 protesters after being barred from entering the centre, said it was an “affront to democracy”.



Trying Again

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Musee Des Beaux Arts

About suffering they were never wrong,
The Old Masters; how well, they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer’s horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.
In Breughel’s Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water; and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

W.H. Auden, 1940



Well so? The malignant glue had taken over completely; and nothing anyone could say or do made the slightest difference. He went through each agonising day without even a sense of irony for what seemed, in his grandiose abstractions, like climbing an everest of agony on a daily basis. Not a laugh, unless it was crazed. There were funny tableau's which always erupted in front of him. It was so terribly poignant, and so habitually addictive, he could not let go. It was crazed and it made no sense; but those days of crisis were a familiar blackness; as if he had been here all before. But this time he was shocked by the sheer brutality of the blackness; and scurried back on to the lapping shores; comfort.

Two Men and a Truck have pulled up outside; the sound of reverse indicator piercing the culdesac calm. Everything is different here. He doesn't hear the drunken squabbles at 4am; you ripped me off.... How long had it been; before he was dynamited out. Almost literally. With three of the ceilings collapsed, builders everywhere, nightly eroded; fighting desperately to save an impossible situation, undermined at every turn. What was it about him that made these people think they could so readily attack? Everything that was familiar was gone. We knew everybody; identities in the street. Welcomed like an old comrade at the Glengarry; if he ever dared to go; and feted as he walked, hello, hello.

Everyone knew him and the kids. The landscape became a part of the soul; gritty; looking either way to ensure you were not about to be robbed. The gentrification continued apace. But the mob on the block were doing their best to withstand the tides of progress. You look after her, you white c..., they shouted, dumping an utterly drunk Doris in front of the young police officer. I only ever drink to get drunk he declared, almost proudly. Well you've done a good job, the publican said. And the night was black and infinite and he could sense everything within a hundred kilometres; and the stars bloomed in the black sky and all was not lost; not here at the end of the adventure; at the end of one personality and the beginning of another.

He draped himself in the woes of others; even in their triumphs; but mostly in their woes. The tiny pink and blue coffins; the hushed church, the teary relatives; the mother and father and children all dead. At the hand of a gun. In one crazed moment. The woman had pulled the trigger; but somehow there was that feeling it could just as easily been the man. No one wanted to apportion blame. No one wanted to witch hunt; or speak ill of the dead. The family of the father made an ostentatious display to the family of the mother; signalling in death that there was no blame. That this terrible tragedy had struck out of the blue. And as a result of all that hard work; he was to be liberated.

It had been such a very long time. He had been a young man when it all began. And each time he rose up and the forces gathered; another entity ate him down. The froth of the landscape, the vivid colours of Sydney, the ant like nature of the inhabitants, the lifeless, conservative streets; the endless queues and traffic jams and tunnels filled with smoke; the tension between drivers; the fumes shimmering in the heat and the voices of malcontent droning on the radio; lock them up, lock them up, was their solution to everything, soft judges.

Each day things vanished into the sand. It's tourist season at one of the world's most famous beaches, Bondi, and the bodies coat the sand and the cafes are full; with little English. These languages, these intimacies, as they move closer together and swing their Euro trash perfect bodies; how far from where he had come was all this? In those early hours; walking alone in the untrusting mist, frightened by footsteps following him; frightened by the sickness he could feel all around; to here in these perfect places; the light playing across the water; everything at peace, everything whole. He would never know happiness again was now reversed; and the shadows no longer raced across the sand as he stared glumly down.





THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/14/2771512.htm?section=justin

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has stepped up his attack on the Federal Opposition over climate change policy, as he prepares to leave for the UN talks in Copenhagen.

The Opposition policy is expected to focus on measures such as energy efficiency and carbon sequestration technology.

Opposition Leader Tony Abbott calls it direct action but Mr Rudd says it is more like a case of direct regulation.

He says the Opposition's plan will be more expensive and less effective and engulf businesses in red tape.

"We have a clear cut, well-thought-through policy," Mr Rudd said.

"They are policy-making on the run. We have one which puts a cap on the amount of the amount of carbon pollution we produce. They have no cap.

"We have a clear compensation mechanism for families. They have none. Our system is fully funded. Theirs is a magic pudding."

Mr Rudd says the Opposition's plan to focus on measures like sequestering carbon in soil, better land management and more energy efficiency policies will end up costing more.

"What the Liberal Party needs to do is to take a calm, measured approach to developing mainstream policy for the future, including on climate change, rather than simply shooting from the hip, shooting from the lip and policy development on the run," he said.

But Mr Abbott has brushed aside the criticism.

"When our policy comes out before the Parliament sits again, people will see that there are much better ways to improve the environment and reduce emissions than Mr Rudd's great big tax," he said.

And he does not buy the Prime Minister's argument that the Opposition's plans will strangle businesses in red tape.

"Mr Rudd knows all about bureaucracy. What does Mr Rudd think his emissions trading scheme is?" Mr Abbott said.

"It's a great big tax to produce a massive political slush fund to provide enormous handouts to favoured groups that will be administered by a vast bureaucracy."

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/time-running-out-for-climate-deal-rudd-20091214-krvf.html

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has acknowledged time is running out for a global deal on climate change as he prepares to enter the fray in Copenhagen.

And he's unlikely to be welcomed with open arms after taking an early battering over Australia's handling of land use emissions, which have prompted cries of cheating from countries such as France.

Talks have hit a critical stage with just four days left to negotiate a global pact to reduce greenhouse gas emissions.

With the clock ticking and ructions continuing to flare between developed and developing nations, Mr Rudd has acknowledged the risk of failure remains.

"It's going to be tough to get an agreement by Friday," he told Sky News on Monday.

"There'll be plenty of predictions of total failure, emerging success, dashed dreams, dashed hopes ... we've got a lot of work ahead of us.

"I wish I had a crystal ball to tell you how it is going to turn out."

His comments come amid accusations of mass-scale accountancy fraud relating to agricultural and forestry emissions.

Government negotiators are pushing for complex rule changes in Copenhagen that will allow Australia to take credit for any cuts to emissions made through land use.

Along with other developed countries, they are arguing the planting of trees, advancement in agricultural practices and so on, should all count towards meeting emissions targets.

http://www.smh.com.au/environment/green-pot-of-carbon-gold-lures-politicians-20091213-kqim.html

IT WAS a candid remark in a private briefing. But the comments by an Australian climate negotiator in Copenhagen late last week gave some insight into where Labor intends to find a potentially ambitious cut in greenhouse gas emissions by 2020.

It will be in the same place that Liberal leader Tony Abbott is indicating he will go looking for his ''practical measures'' to solve climate change - and nowhere near the smokestacks of coal-fired power stations or greenhouse-intensive industries. It will be in the rolling back paddocks, grazing lands and grasslands of rural Australia, from Burke to Barcaldine, from Wubin to Wangaratta - a green pot of carbon gold.

It is hard to put a dollar value on the potential bonanza. Equally, it is hard to put an exact figure on the possible emissions reductions, but the predicted numbers are mind-boggling - enough, some say, to make Australia carbon neutral for the next three or four decades. And all that without having to impose a nasty tax, set up a complicated emissions trading scheme or clean up a single polluting pipe. It is a political win-win.

The climate change negotiator reportedly told a private briefing last week at the UN climate conference that Australia would be able to commit to a 25 per cent cut in greenhouse gas emissions by 2020 if proposed land-use rule changes pushed by developed countries are accepted as part of a new global climate deal.

The changes are highly contentious in Copenhagen, as developing nations recognise the potential for countries such as Canada, the US and Australia to offset industrial pollution against carbon sequestration in rural landscapes. Intuitively, it seems implausible that simple changes in how we manage agricultural land might return much carbon to our soils. It's hard to imagine that perennial pastures, reducing tillage and fertiliser use and improving fire management could be any match for the relentless 24/7 pollution billowing from coal-fired power stations and grid-locked freeways.

Yet, because we have hundreds of millions of hectares of land, very small increases in soil carbon could generate huge reductions in our net emissions.

Under the Kyoto Protocol, Australia has no incentive to take up these opportunities, because we don't have to account for most land-related emissions. And from the figures revealed today showing a 657 per cent jump in the numbers since 1990, it is obvious why Australia at present prefers not to account for them.

Australia has led the charge at climate change negotiations over recent years to change the way that land-use emissions are counted in the next global climate deal. If it carved out so-called natural or ''exceptional'' events such as bushfires and drought, which cause the huge spikes in our emissions, Australia could claim carbon credits from ''forest and land-use management''. This then opens up rural lands to so-called ''carbon farming'' on a grand scale.

Monday, December 7, 2009

And Then There Were None

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Handed black flowers
Lined with dead moss
They release the pungent stench of disease
Scorched by the sun
Decayed to ashes
Animated sleeves of despair


But with each chapter
We learn much more
But it brings us closer to the end

Edge burned photos
They show the past
Seven deadly sins hold their purpose
Just lives to breed
Summary of a virus
Running rampant through the races

Encased in glass
Each breath you take
It brings us closer to the end

Cannae.



Black flowers grew against the glistening walls, he wasn't sure what would happen next, he was summonsed and dismissed, he was carried forth and surrendered up; and in this sacrifice, the cruel passage of time, he found at last the peace he had long craved. There weren't going to be any reverses now. He had fallen off the cliff and had no deep care whether he survived or not. He woke each day in the most appalling state of mind; and so it continued. There was no way back. He didn't love anyone; lost in the woods, afraid of the dark. But what was more frightening than anything was his own sense of self destruction, the ease with which he could slip into oblivion.

There were mistakes made; that was for sure. People are like dogs. When you're vulnerable they attack. Well he didn't much care. There wasn't going to be an easy way out. There wasn't going to be another summer of joy. And what was for sure; there would never be another lazy summer afternoon where their bodies caressed each other; and their youthful flesh came together in excitement. None of it was deserved. And none of it would return. It was in one of these states; in the afternoon when you were blessed; that he saw the black flowers glistening against the canyon walls. Oh how much, how dreadful, it was, to step into another life.

He had flung himself off the cliff and had survived; and was slowly regrouping, changing addresses, changing lives; forced from one slump to the next to be ridden high, to know exultation again. He came crawling back into the real world, chastened, desolated, secretly proud of his own survival in such hostile circumstances, despairing at the relentless predictability of it all; savage and sad and weeping for no one but the lost. He wasn't going to take it anymore. But all of his anger went inwards; and black on black became the motif; glistening light in the evil dark; it was no way to live.

But his mind kept returning to the original act, the leap without the parachute, the dive not just into oblivion or even into greater despair, but into some mindless dark inky malignant tide where everything that was dear, everything that was fragile and human, cosy and warm, life affirming and giving of purpose, was swiped away with a callous, suicidal hand, and everything he had ever believed in, those noble purposes, telling the story, exposing injustices, making life better for a struggling race, all of it was swept aside, inverted, blown dark and gusty and very very cold, because at the end of the day we weren't just fragile creatures groping together, but plinths bobbing in a black sea; waiting to be extinguished.

There were seven bells and greater discord, a clinging to melancholy for comfort and to humanity for warmth; but we as humans were capable of greater discord, greater discomfort, happy to fly, happy to be away; and yet he couldn't understand why he had done something so basically suicidal. Things were afoot, things were changing at deeper levels than he could understand, but even in that act, the soil crumbling beneath his feet on the edge of the abyss, glancing back so briefly at the land from which he came, nothing could stop him, nothing could prevent his own embrace of disaster; and he listened to the voices of warning and dissent as if they were far off tweets of morning birds, cosy but irrelevant.

And as he became airborne, the sickening depths of the canyon beneath him, those slippery shiny walls encrusted with black flowers, voices and entities howling as the air rushed past his grimacing face, watering his despairing eyes; that was when he knew it was all over; that survival this time would depend more on good luck than good management. These were the times he knew, as he had known from his very first suicide attempt, that there would be no welcoming hand, no rush to judgement or confirmation, no kind excuses or cosy bars along the path, nothing but the cold wind and the opening abyss, the dark rush of menacing air and the black on black, encrusted, curling, and very very cruel. There would be no way back - that, at least, is what he believed as his heavy, frightened form gathered weight; and the air swirled faster as he slipped away.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5gzqP6wOm-0n3ddq-Zez6X801zp1AD9CH6UC80

WASHINGTON — Barack Obama split the difference in his Nobel speech, laying down a doctrine that will likely define his presidency: a steadfast defense of warfare against evil mixed with praise of nonviolence and exhortations for mankind to affirm the "spark of the divine" in everyone.

As he accepted the Nobel Peace Prize, the world's highest honor for peacemaking, Obama voiced his starkest rejection yet of the pre-emptive war doctrine and unilateralism articulated by his predecessor.

At the same time, the young president carefully set forth and sought to explain what might appear to be contradictory principles that have guided his foreign policy decisions during his first year in the White House:

_That military force is justified to confront evil or stop organized human depravity.

_That all nations must follow international rules of conduct that govern the use of military force.

_That the United States cannot act alone when going to war.

_That lasting peace is built on united global pressure on errant nations, tough sanctions — when needed — to change the behavior of countries such as Iran and North Korea, recognition of the inherent rights and dignity of every individual, and assurance of mankind's security from fear and economic want.

In a certain sign that he, for once, had not automatically offended the conservative Republican opposition at home, Newt Gingrich, the former House speaker, said the president's message in Oslo "was actually very good."

The deeply conservative Gingrich said the liberal Obama acknowledged he was "given the prize prematurely" but wisely reminded the Nobel committee "they wouldn't be able to have a peace prize, without having force. ... I thought in some ways it's a very historic speech."

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/police-target-alcoholfuelled-violence-20091212-kowu.html

More than 800 additional police officers patrolled Victorian towns overnight as part of a national blitz on alcohol-fuelled violence.

The two-day crackdown launched on Friday against drunken violence across Australia is a campaign of "being strong, being positive and enforcing strongly", Victoria's Police Chief Commissioner Simon Overland said.

At least 800 additional members on foot and van patrols were joined by plain-clothed licensing police inside venues, traffic units and booze buses at nightspot areas in Melbourne, Geelong, Frankston, Bendigo, Ballarat and Bairnsdale.

Dubbed Operation Unite, hundreds of extra police converged on major cities around Australia to tackle revellers who drank to excess and behaved violently.

More than 4,000 additional officers will be on duty across Australia on the weekend, including 1,000 in Sydney's hotspots.

Queensland poured 800 extra police onto the state's streets, while South Australia and the nation's capital also witnessed a flood of police uniforms.

Operation Unite will take place until 6am on Sunday morning in all Australian states and territories, and also in New Zealand.

http://www.smh.com.au/business/rebellious-joyce-slapped-back-into-line-20091212-kowv.html

SHADOW treasurer Joe Hockey has slapped down new Opposition finance spokesman Barnaby Joyce over his comments on debt and banking.

Mr Hockey said the senator was wrong to claim Australian states and the US Government might default on debts, and that his comments on banks and Chinese investment were not policy.

Mr Hockey stressed that he, not the outspoken Nationals senator, was in charge of Opposition policy on foreign investment and banking.

As Kevin Rudd pilloried the Opposition over Senator Joyce's provocative comments, Opposition Leader Tony Abbott read his frontbench the riot act about discipline at its first meeting.

The Nationals' Senate leader had spoken out about the dangers of the US Government and Australian states defaulting on debt. He warned that if the US defaulted it would cause an ''economic Armageddon''. He urged a tougher approach to the banks and a harder line against Chinese investment in Australian resources.

Mr Abbott said he had told frontbenchers at yesterday's meeting that ''shadow ministry and shadow cabinet solidarity starts now … Everyone understands that and everyone will play by the team tactic, play by the team rules.''

Asked whether state governments could default, Mr Abbott said it was ''very important that we have sound public finances''.

Mr Hockey said Senator Joyce's comments were not Coalition policy.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Off The Cliff

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Faces along the bar
Cling to their average day:
The lights must never go out,
The music must always play,
All the conventions conspire
To make this fort assume
The furniture of home;
Lest we should see where we are,
Lost in a haunted wood,
Children afraid of the night
Who have never been happy or good.

W.H. Auden





They are arguing outside my window at 3am, but rather than the familiar scenes of Redfern, which had become so much a part of himself and his family, he was now at Bondi Beach; where the contrast was total. From inner-city grit to the clairvoyance of the surf; from being careful each time he stepped out the door not to be robbed he was surrounded by young, fit tourists from around the world and pampered Eastern suburbs beauties in their flash cars; leaving a spray of arrogance wherever they went. He had thrown himself off the cliff and it had taken months to recover. He had been psychically tortured and physically bullied; and the world queued up to have another kick. He wasn't going to take it anymore.

There were crying shames and mewling cats, and shadows that flitted across the landscape though he could never see what they meant. There were times when he wished them ill. He had tried so hard to no avail. The move was just part of the tragedy which had ripped through his life, turning everything upside down. He couldn't be shadowed at this pace. He couldn't say no, he couldn't regret. Oh please, please, the voice had said, don't do this again. It's inevitable, the devil of the piece replied, and he fell off the wagon, or threw himself off the cliff more like, with such grim determination it was a miracle he ever came back.

The valley of the shadow had been there all along. Crass, beholden, black, everything was mired in a terrible darkness, not just the thick grey glue of former times; but an actual treacle blackness. Bored, bored, he stood up and waved; determined to be himself, tired of the attacks. For there was nothing truer: if you are vulnerable they attack; and that, of course, was what he had just been through.

Dynamited out of his Redfern home; change forced upon him, he was now being dynamited out of a job he had always loved; from the inventiveness and creativity of general reporting to listing things for rich people. It was a terrible mistake. She just ridicules me; he said. Well she doesn't ridicule me, the Irish saint said; and everything twirled and changed in shadows and light; and he was caught in an awesome take; shadowed; curdled, wiping the black treacle from his arms; cruelled and cruelty; shadows and dark; it was all going to go away.

He had gone through his early morning walks, walking the dog they had had to forsake, and while all their Christmases came at once a terrible loneliness set in; as families everywhere celebrated while he did things for others; tried to be a good person; watched as others grew older. He was shocked by the state of her. Worried. He didn't want to go to another funeral. He didn't want to reach these terrible staging posts in life; not for himself; not for her; not Joyce, not now. He was shocked by the state of her and felt an immediate impulse to get up and hug her, cross the brief gap between them, thank her for everything she had meant to him, the sneary little nit twits who would just have to pass away for him to survive.

He wasn't going to be a wrecking ball in his own life anymore. He wasn't going to destroy everything that was built up; and say, sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to do so much harm. He wasn't going to shadow through the darkness and say yes, yes, of course, I have always sought oblivion and will do so now. Surely there would be all the normal things: shame, guilt, regret, remorse; but instead he stood tall at all that he had achieved. Life was wonderful. The waves crashed on the shore and he felt empowered by his daily walks, his increasing fitness; his better states of mind. They could say what they liked, he had survived. It was only natural: now he would prosper.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.theage.com.au/national/first-round-to-abbott-as-libs-win-20091205-kc3e.html

THE Liberal Party has comfortably retained its blue-ribbon seats of Higgins and Bradfield in what is a significant boost for new leader Tony Abbott and an early sign that his opposition to Labor's emissions trading scheme has support in the conservative heartland.

In early counting last night Kelly O'Dwyer, the candidate for former treasurer Peter Costello's Melbourne seat of Higgins was leading high-profile Greens candidate Clive Hamilton 57 per cent to 43 per cent on a two-party preferred basis.

And in Bradfield, the Sydney seat vacated by former Liberal leader Brendan Nelson, Paul Fletcher last night was leading Greens candidate Susie Gemmell 64 per cent to 36 per cent.

Labor did not stand candidates in either seat.

The results suggest Tony Abbott has easily passed his first big test as Liberal leader.

Despite speculation of a backlash over his party's about-face on climate change, voters in the Liberal stronghold of Higgins were true to tradition and elected Ms O'Dwyer with nearly 52 per cent of the primary vote - a swing against her of less than 1 per cent. In 2007,- Mr Costello won 53.6 per cent of the primary vote.

In the absence of a Labor candidate in Higgins, the Greens were last night on track to record their biggest House of Representatives primary vote, after attracting a 24 per cent swing on their 2007 primary vote.

''We think we've done extremely well in Higgins,'' said Dr Hamilton, a Canberra-based academic and author.

''It looks like we will get 35 per cent of the primary vote, which is easily the biggest primary vote the Greens have ever had in the House of Representatives.''

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/05/2762821.htm?section=australia

Former Prime Minister John Howard says he is pleased his friend and former minister Tony Abbott has taken leadership of the Liberal Party and says he will assist Mr Abbott in any way he can.

Mr Howard says the new Opposition Leader's intellect, energy and strong attitudes are to be applauded.

"Tony is a close friend of mine. He's a person who has enormous intellect, he has great vigour, he's got enormous energy and he has very, very strong attitudes and I respect that in him and I will do everything I can to assist him," he said.

It was a night of celebration for the Liberal party faithful.

The latest Howard biography was in hardback and the party had a new leader from its conservative base.

John Howard spoke in Sydney last night at a book launch of The Howard Era - a collection of essays and stories - a biography written largely by his former staff members.

He thanked all 21 authors who had penned a chapter, including the party's latest leader.

"One of the other contributors, of course, is now the leader of Her Majesty's loyal opposition and that is Tony Abbott," he said.

"And can I say, without in any way reflecting upon the contributions of either Brendan Nelson or Malcolm Turnbull, both of whom were cabinet ministers in my government and both of whom in their different ways brought enormous strength to that government and made huge contributions to the Liberal Party in a difficult time immediately after a defeat, I want to say how much I warm to Tony."

http://www.smh.com.au/national/sour-pm-takes-sweet-time-greeting-premier-20091205-kbzg.html

PRIME MINISTER Kevin Rudd is so furious with the NSW Labor Party that he has delivered a humiliating snub to new Premier Kristina Keneally.

In a break with tradition, Mr Rudd avoided ringing the fledgling leader of the nation's most populous state for more than 40 hours to congratulate her on becoming NSW's first female premier.

Protocol dictates that the Prime Minister should make a goodwill call to a new Labor leader but he is so sick of NSW Labor's shenanigans that he did not call her on the night she won office.

Last night Mr Rudd's spokesman said the Prime Minister eventually called Ms Keneally yesterday afternoon and the pair ''had a long conversation''.

But the call was not made until after media inquiries by The Sun-Herald. A spokesman for Ms Keneally did not known when contact was made.

The leadership turmoil of last week and the emergence of yet another premier has angered Mr Rudd, with one senior Labor source saying the Prime Minister had had a ''gutful'' of his NSW colleagues.

''He just wants the Government to govern and he can't believe the never-ending dramas,'' the source said. ''He wants Kristina Keneally to step up and show some leadership for the good of the state and the party.''

Mr Rudd and his federal colleagues have been appalled by the constant instability and infighting in NSW and until three weeks ago his disdain for former premier Nathan Rees - whom he regarded as incompetent - was clear. But last month, impressed by Mr Rees's determination to rid his government of damaging factionalism, Mr Rudd buried the hatchet and backed Mr Rees. They were photographed together in Sydney and for once Mr Rudd was not squirming.

On Friday, the day after Ms Keneally toppled Mr Rees, Mr Rudd said: ''I'm sick to death of fighting and infighting and divisions in the Government of NSW.

''The people of NSW are now expecting better government and I would suggest that the new Premier … get on with the job and get on with the job as of today.''

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Richard Meale's Funeral

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clouds now and then
giving men relief
from moon viewing

soon it will die
yet no trace of this
in the cicada's screech

ailing on my travails
my soul wanders
over withered mores

Three Haiku by Matsuo Basho (1644-1694).


The snow upon my lifeless moutains
Is loosened into living fountains
My solid Oceans flow and sing and shine
A spirit from my heart bursts forth
It clothes with unexpected birth
My cold bare bosom: Oh! it must be thine
Oh mine, on mine!

Gazing on thee I feel, I know,
Green stalks burst forth, and bright flowers grow
And living shapes upon my bosom move;
Music is in the sea and air,
Winged clouds soar here and there,
Dark with the rain new buds are dreaming of:
'Tis Love, all Love!

Percy Bysshe Sheely (1792-1822).

Both these poems were part of funeral.



Amanda Meale, with her short bleached hair and face puffy from crying, began her recollections of Richard Meale, haltingly. I would like to begin, she said, by making two corrections to a piece that appeared in the Sydney Morning Herald. I flinched inside. This was a town that regarded the SMH as the Bible, but was it really necessary to start a eulogy correcting a lazy journalist's words? She read out the offending quote, along the lines Richard Meale had altered his compositional style in later years to enhance his public appeal. This is incorrect and ill informed, she said. And indeed it was. Anyone who knew Richard would have known that the idea he altered his style to appease anybody was completely ludicrous. He just wasn't that sort of person.

But after this odd beginning, she settled into it, clutching the hand of her young adult son; obviously a nice young man; clutching his hand and begging the audience's forgiveness, explaining that he was there in case she couldn't make it through. She, too, she explained, suffered from the family disease; that is, depression.

I strode off straight afterwards; I had left an 85 year old woman in the car - Joyce - and it was a terribly hot day. I had taken her to the movies - The Topp Twins: Untouchable Girls, if you must, my weekly good deed, and I had parked her under the minimal shade in a corner of the carpark, with the windows and doors open after begging her to keep me company on the trip to the Northern Suburbs crematorium, all the way to the North Shore, past Lane Cove, past Chatswood, past middle class suburbs we rarely ever went to. The heat was gusting on a 40 degree day and I hadn't seen Richard in years; not since the seventies when I used to go around to his house many an evening; and we would sit and get utterly smashed - he always bought red wine by the carton.

The strains of a segment of his work Clouds Now and Then filled the chapel; I hadn't heard it in decades and yet it was immediately recognisable, astonishing, instantly classic, hallucinatory in intent and feel.

Perhaps his work Very High Kings, in terms of the name at least, would have been more appropriate.

Richard was the lure, the intellectual Godfather, of a group of talented, crazed, young men, all gay, who all liked to get smashed. It was the 70s, but he was the most successful of them in terms of creative achievement and public acceptance; and money. He held down jobs at the university while the rest of us got wiped and lived what could only be described as fairly bohemian lifestyles; the two I think of are Ian Farr and John Bygate. They're all dead now. In a sense Richard's passing, his funeral, was, for me anyway, a final farewell to all of them. The others had died in Adelaide; and I hadn't been able to make their funerals. Mentioned in the eulogies, was what was described as Richard's quixotic choice to move to Mullumbimby on the NSW North Coast, a hippy haven in the 70s, much to the shock of the locals, and now routinely described as Newtown with dairy farms.

For years after he went up there I would get postings of how he was going; increasingly isolated, increasingly alcoholic, increasingly shambolic; lost in the beautiful world of the imagination and creativity we had all once sought as the only worthwhile path of human endeavour. I was just a crazed young rent boy up the Cross in the late sixties when the thread began. Rescued from a drug referral service for teenagers by Harry Godolphin - also dead now - he gave me acid and took me to see Hair; and finally, one day, after much preparation, I was allowed into the inner sanctum, to meet John Bygate, renowned for his good looks and wild ways; and talent. Books and records lined his Paddington terrace, provided by a sugar daddy; and he was always scribbling away writing bits of music; working towards the great Australian masterpiece.

It was all very high culture; and as a boy from the suburbs where the only novel in the house for many years had been Gone With The Wind; until my father bought The Britannica Great Books - along with the Britannica Encyclopaedia, it was all wildly impressive.

Bygate had been at the ABC where Richard had also apparently worked or been involved for a period; and was close, at the time, to Meale, through some musical and personal connections. Long before I met him Richard was spoken of in a kind of awe; the one of them that was successful. Ian Farr, too, whose own short, sweet compositions had bought him an entry in the book Australian Composers, was part of the same domain. We all expected him to go far.

I didn't get to know Richard well until I began hitch hiking regularly down to Adelaide in the seventies; spending a couple of years there in love; completing a thesis at Flinders University; and I forget now exactly how the connection was made; if it needed to be made at all. It was probably Ian Farr who introduced us.

With work and chaos I've missed a lot of funerals in recent times, but Richard's, I just had to go. It wasn't just a mark of respect, it was somehow an essential thing to do. I've been to a lot of jobs over the years thanks to my job as a general reporter; but this one was certainly different. For a start, there was a group of classical musicians in the corner playing Clouds Now And Then as the guests, or were they mourners, arrived. The musical establishment, although I don't know them, had shown up in reasonable force. But how many of them had known him personally it was difficult to say. I suspected not so many. The so-called quixotic move to the North Coast had happened years ago; many years ago now; more than 20 years; but there were none of the ragged tribe that he might have befriended up there.

And even when I had known him, his inclination to isolate was becoming strong. The massive Australian heat enveloped the crematorium. The strains of Clouds Now and Then filled every corner; people took their seats. I sat next to a group of three men in their 50s, neatly turned out, greying hair, intense, intelligent faces sad, perhaps, but with little sign of genuine distress, as if they had gathered at another classical conert. A man from the Conservatorium, his name escapes me now, played MC. There were all the appropriate valedictions. The man who had written the music for the opera Voss. The man much admired as one of the true genuine geniuses and authentic voices on the Australian serious music scene.

And then Brett Cottle, CEO of the Australiasian Performing Right Association (APRA), stood up, and read a eulogy written by Andrew Ford, who could not make it because he was performing in Melbourne. It was typical, somehow, of the impersonality of the thing that the eulogy should be read by someone other than the person who wrote it.

"In Richard Meale we have lost a bold and passionate musical imagination, a curious, penetrating, original intellect, a profoundly caring conscience and a mordant wit. Richard was a generous colleague, a shrewd judge of music - and of people - and an honest and considerate friend.

"Music really mattered to Richard. It was important. Not some deluxe item, not a fashion accessory, not an entertainment (or not simply an entertainment). Music might be playful, it should certainly be alluring, but at heart it was intensely serious.

"Richard's creative life was driven by several paradoxes. He was, without a doubt, the most cosmopolitan Australian composer of his generation. For a start, he was supremely well read - poetry, plays and novels, but also - and particularly - philosophy. His ears were open to all sorts of music; his mind was open to everything. And it was in his mind that he first began to travel, through European music and literature, through Asian art. His imagination took him round the world, even before the Ford Foundation Scholarship did....

"When you listen to Clouds now and then or Images (Nagauta), you are hearing pure Meale. No quotations, no musical dress-up. And yet you sense a stillness, a timelessness that you feel can only have come from a genuine engagement with these other cultures.

"It was the same with Spain. Richard drank in the language, the poetry, the painting and the music. But the works that sprang from this - Las Alboradas, Homage to Garcia Lorca, Very High Kings and (let's not forget) the Three Miró Pieces: they are Richard, through and through. They are intense, passionate and intricate. They are also, it seems to me, Australian.

"So here's the first paradox. For when he actually went to Spain, Richard was surprised to discover that the light there reminded him of Australia; and that he wanted to come home.

"He would continue to steep himself in European culture, but he felt the need to be apart from it. He would love Lorca and Rimbaud, Bach and Bruckner, Monteverdi and Messiaen, but he would love them from afar."

"I thought of those years long ago; of all the people who had gone; and tears trickled unbid down my face. A corsage of white, elegant flowers draped the coffin. And each time I looked at it came the shocking thought of the body inside, the person I had known, and the markers of time that were killing us all.

"Ford went on to record: n a way, I think it was the same with his friends. He loved his friends, too, but he came to feel the need to distance himself from us. This was behind his faintly quixotic move to Mullumbimby at the start of the 1990s. From then on, most of his friendships - most of the time - were conducted on the telephone.

"One of the last times I saw Richard - it was in 2007 - we ended up talking about God. It wasn't a long conversation: neither of us believed in Him. I said to Richard something stupid along the lines of it being essentially liberating that we didn't have a deity. We were responsible for our lives and our world, so we just had to try to be nice to one another. Richard gave me one of his more withering looks and growled, 'But I don't wanna be nice to people!'

"Now this wasn't strictly true. In fact it's another paradox. Part of him craved company. When he lived in Julie Simonds's granny flat in the first part of this decade, Julie's children, Matt and Caitlin, would try to get out of taking Richard his mail. Because they knew they'd never get away. There was no chance of just handing the letters in at the door, they'd have to stay for a chat and the chat would turn into a harmony lesson. The whole thing might easily take an hour. And yet, they came to regard Richard as their grandfather, and, when they were out together, Richard took to introducing them as his grandchildren, enjoying the confusion this caused on the faces of his old friends.

"At the end of his life, Richard moved in with his niece Amanda, and he found, I think, a true kindred spirit, someone with whom he could be as quiet or as gregarious as he liked. Someone who simply understood him.

"A good example of the gregarious Richard was the National Music Camp at Monash University in 2005. The artistic director Richard Mills invited Richard to be the composition tutor. It was a brilliant idea, but on Day One the signs weren't good. When Richard walked into the staff bar that first night, he looked crestfallen and said he wasn't really drinking any more. His doctor had told him he had to cut it out, and it was the same with the cigarettes. To be social, though, he'd have a glass of red and just sort of sit on it all night.

"The plan lasted nearly three-quarters of an hour. He ended up having quite a few glasses of red, and before the night was out, he was in the doorway lighting up his fags.

"On the morning of Day Three, I bumped into Richard's composition students. They were looking bleary-eyed, and, in one case, actually ill. It turned out that the night before they'd gone for a drink with Richard. (The innocence of youth!) They'd finally got to bed around 5 am. Richard himself showed no ill-effects. He was having a ball."

This, really, was the side of Richard I knew; or had known, long ago, in his prime. It had seemed at times that an entire generation had died off of alcoholism and addiction; AIDS picking off those the bottle or the needle had missed. Such remarkably clever, such talented people. All of them gone. Another tear trickled down my face. Amanda Meale had spoken very movingly about the man she had known, the personable, difficult, frail, increasingly sick, ever more impossible person who, at the same time, had been almost clairvoyant in his intimacies, so touching, so perceptive. The man who had a family and people who loved him; not just an obscure figure revered only in the corridors of high art. The increasing difficulty of dealing with him as he aged came as no surprise whatsoever. He had been difficult even when he had been wonderful.

Back then, back when I had got to know him; none of us, either, had known the consequences; as we downed each bottle and congratulated ourselves on the torrents of mysticism and ecstasy, drunken lucidity and penetrating insights we had managed to provoke; outraging the mainstream as we proceeded. And creating the most pure, abstract, highest form of art.

And this is the exact period when I knew him:

"As the Music Camp proved, Richard was a very good teacher. But he wasn't a born teacher; he had learnt on the job. Those who first studied with him at Adelaide in the early 1970s report that he could be doctrinaire and forbidding. Classes might be inspirational but occasionally also terrifying. Richard felt that everyone else should be as fascinated and informed as he was when it came to the music of Stockhausen, the poetry of Mallarmé and the philosophical writings of Wittgenstein. At the very least, they should want to be fascinated and informed. One suspects not many of his students measured up."

I would go round to house at night, sometimes on my own, sometimes with friends. As I mentioned, he on his university wage bought red wine by the carton. We, on nothing more than the dole or student allowance or cobbled together incomes from part time jobs, were almost always broke and thought this was the height of indulgence. We were happy to help him consume it all; our own private party; our own secret enclave; our own elite circle of the doomed; destined, we still thought, for greatness. Not with a bang but a whisper was not possible; not back then.

Then he spoke of Voss, based on the Patrick White novel, with a libretto by David Malouf, and it seemed that this channel of greatness would always be ours; that somehow destiny had chosen us for these great works; and our drunken enthusiasms and learned raves; those intense bits of time when he insisted we listen to something, they were all gone. Bygate spiralled from being the best looking kept boy in Sydney, established in a gorgeous house lined with books and records; to moving from one flat to another in an increasingly derelict succession. The first money I ever made out of writing was a story about Bygate; when I was co-winner for a short story competition in Adelaide in 1974.

Andrew Ford's other tale, before the eulogy ran out, was also classic Meale; and here it is in full:

"It would be hard, truthfully, to overstate Richard Meale's importance to Australian music. But alas, it's proved all too easy to underestimate it.

"Our mass media prefer people whose ideas will fit neatly into the boxes they've already constructed. Richard's ideas were too big to fit. To make matters worse, he wasn't interested in giving interviews. In fact he hated all that: 'You always end up saying something stupid,' he told me. Unguarded, more like.

"In a way, it's a shame he didn't give more interviews, because at his most cantankerous he'd have made fabulous copy. Sometimes, I suspect, he would drop a contentious remark into a conversation just to see what would happen. But I don't think he ever spoke meretriciously. When Richard said something outrageous, he meant it. He spoke his mind, even when he spoke it too bluntly.

"In the popular press, though, Richard held his peace. So they forgot about him. When a reporter rang me for a comment on the day he died, she wasn't even sure how to pronounce his name. 'Is it Meal', she said, 'or Mealy?'

"It's ironic. In the late 1960s and 70s, the newspapers were interested enough in Richard Meale and Peter Sculthorpe to create a rift between them. It wasn't a real rift, more a beat up, but how extraordinary it seems, from here, that the press should have cared that much about concert music! Now half the time you can't even get your concert reviewed.

"It was a beat up, but if newspapers are writing about a rift between you and someone else - a friend, a colleague ... a competitor - well it becomes hard not to get caught up in it. And Richard grew wary of Peter. At least on the surface.

"But I'd like to finish by telling you a Richard Meale story. Anyone who met Richard has a story about him. Most of you here will have dozens of stories. Still you probably won't know this one.

"One day in 1993, Richard rang up. For many years he had served assiduously on the board of APRA - the performing right association - and now it had fallen to him, at the forthcoming APRA awards night, to present an award to Peter Sculthorpe. It was the Ted Albert Memorial Award - for a lifetime of achievement - and as Peter's colleague, contemporary and the only classical composer on the board, Richard was clearly the man for the job.

"Well he didn't want to do it. He told me he hadn't followed Peter's career, he didn't know his music and he couldn't imagine what he might have to say. Would I do it?

"I said, 'No, Richard. You must do it. It would be a good thing for Australian music.'

"He wasn't buying this, of course. So eventually I agreed to write a speech for Richard to read.

"As I wrote, I came to feel I was engaged in some great purpose. Working for the general good. I praised Peter's qualities and those of his music, and I praised them from what I took to be Richard's perspective. Single-handedly, it seemed to me, I was healing that rift, bringing our two most famous composers back together, uniting Australian music and musicians.

"I sent the speech to Richard. And I printed out a second copy to take to the dinner in my jacket pocket. I just had a bad feeling that, come the big moment, Richard might have locked himself in the toilet.

"But no. There he was. On stage. Speech in hand.

"And so he began to speak. And they were not my words. They were better than my words. They were his words. Personal words. Whatever he might have felt about Peter and about the rift, he couldn't help but stand there and speak the truth, honouring another composer's work and another composer's uniqueness.

"I began by saying that Richard Meale was caring and generous, and that he was shrewd and honest. I think all those qualities shone out of his speech that night in 1993.

"They shine out of his music too. And as long as his music is played, those qualities will continue to shine and to transmit themselves to anyone with the time, imagination and ears to hear.

"And so now it's up to us to honour Richard Meale's work and Richard Meale's uniqueness.

"We do this, very simply, by playing his music. As well as we can. Again and again."

I don't know what my story of Richard Meale particularly was. Except that he was the intellectual high priest of a small group of aspirant composers, hedonists and bingers who, too, even after the deaths of my friends, lived on in increasing frailty and difficulty. He outlived John Bygate. He outlived Ian Farr. He most certainly outlived Harry Godolphin. And now, as my own blood pressure goes haywire and thanks to a mercilessly demanding job, constant harassment from upstart bosses 20years my junior, and my own stupidity in having let them walk all over me and having tried to paper up the crecks by working hundreds of hours of unpaid overtime, I think: it's not worth the candle, there has to be another way.

And it doesn't matter how clever you are, how gifted, how outside the box, the bottle catches up to all of us; and if not the bottle, then time itself. It's time to take stock in my own life; to induce some common sense, as not only the peers fall over like sad bowling pins in muffled clay; but theirt Gods, their people, their intellectual lights and leaders. Meale was, to us, the talent, the one of us who had succeeded in the real world, despite our propensities to outrageous oblvion, but it all ends the same way, in the hallucinatory pitch of Clouds Now and Then straining through the chapel, the curtains closing on a coffin and a life, the white flowers bought espeically for the occasion going up in flames with all the rest.

I walked outside into the gusting heat, seeking first water and then looking around; as others did, not quite knowing what to do; what pose to adopt. The curtains had drawn and the flames would leap; but Meale didn't have children or a wife or come from a large suburban family; heartbroken Amanda and his nephews and nieces were about all there was. Many of the others were professional colleagues; apart, of course, from Jack, who they said was like an adopted son. I can see why, I thought, as I watched him briefly in the crush of people leaving the chapel. You would have been very handsome in your day. You're obviously a very sensitive person. Richard would have adored you. Ther was a strange gap: for a minute I thought, do I go up to Amanda and introduce myself; do I say what a great speech you gave; do I say I'm sorry for your loss?

I looked at the sombre, well dressed crowd as they gathered in the heat; beginning to talk to each other as if they were at a party; some, wondering, just like me, quite what to do. But I had an 85-year-old woman with leukemia in the car waiting for me in 40 degree heat; a woman who had been enormously kind to me and who's funeral, no doubt, I would have to attend in the coming years.

So I strode off through the ehat, barely looking at the people I didn't know anyway.

There was a wake. "Richard's family suggests that those wanting to gather might do so at Great Northern Hotel, 522 Pacific Highway, Chatswood." It wasn't one of his odl haunts that I knew, and seemed more practical than atmospheric a choice of venue; but what would I know. Yet again I was sober; trying, perhaps, to avoid the fate of all my old friends, and while once I would have gone and written myself off and had a great time with a bunch of strangers and walked away friends for life with various characters; this was a different era, a differenet time, and drinking mineral water at a wake just isn't quite the same. Goodbye Richard; that's all I can say. You were great company in your day; those days when our very select little group would head over to your hosue in Adelaide and sit around on the carpet or the coucn on the ground floor and drink your booze and smoke your dope and right ourselves off. Or those evenings when I went alone; and shared what we shared. So so long mate; good luck on the other side; there's music in heaven too.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/11/23/2750731.htm?section=justin

Australian classical music composer Richard Meale has died in Sydney aged 77.

Meale is credited with helping to define contemporary classical music in Australia through his contributions as a lecturer and as broadcaster on the ABC.

His most well-known works include Very High Kings, Three Miro Pieces and his 1986 opera of Patrick White's Voss.

Sydney Symphony's managing director Rory Jeffes says Meale's compositions were unique.

"So much modern music is very derivative, but he wasn't afraid to really set new standards," Jeffes said

"I think that kind of creativity doesn't come around that often and I personally am very saddened by the fact that we won't hear new and great creative ideas coming from Richard."

http://www.australianmusiccentre.com.au/article/vale-richard-meale-24-august-1932-23-november-2009

Richard Meale (24 August 1932 - 23 November 2009)
personal reminiscences by David Worrall and Ross Edwards
by David Worrall and Ross Edwards


© Bridget Elliot Richard Meale inspired and influenced several generations of Australian composers through his music as well as his engaging mind. David Worrall and Ross Edwards both studied with Meale - here they share some of their personal memories about their passionate teacher.

Richard Meale's funeral will be held on Friday 27th November at 1.15pm at the Northern Chapel, Northern Suburbs Crematorium.

David Worrall
Even though Richard Meale's death in the early hours of Monday morning was not unexpected - his health had been declining for quite some time - it has come as a shock for those who knew him as the intensely human being that he was.

He was fond of pronouncing in feigned seriousness that he would outlive us all. And still he might, even in his passing. His deep intuition was supported by such a keen intellect that one could rarely guess what position he would take on any of the wide range of subjects that took his interest. Music from many cultures and periods, from opera and gagaku - and all things Japanese - to David Bowie and Tom Waits; from flower arranging to bullfighting; Bishop Berkeley to Wittgenstein; Mallarmé, Rimbaud, Jean Genet, Gertrude Stein and of course Enrique Granados and Federico García Lorca.

Richard Meale was a public figure and a private man. There is much to be written about his music and his role in public life - a task I leave to those more scholarly and objective than I. Except to say that he undertook his public roles - as an academic involved in curriculum reform, as a founding member of the Adelaide Festival Centre Trust and later as a long-term Board Director of APRA - very seriously; I only ever knew him to be well prepared and presented - ready to listen to other's points of view but equally to argue a case when he thought it was warranted, even at the expense of his own health.

This valediction, however, is of the private man: the teacher, the friend. I went to study with him in Adelaide in the early 1970s, on the advice of Ross Edwards, who spoke so warmly of the guidance he had received from Richard and so generously introduced me to him. Following an initial trial by candlelight, in which my commitment to composing was tested, never my talent, the formal lessons were soon abandoned in favour of evening visits a couple of times a week - sometimes with my contemporaries and our partners, but just as often not.

Over the many years I knew him, we argued about everything. To Richard, an argument was a pleasure you engaged in with your friends, else why would you bother? Unfortunately he would sometimes second-guess himself and try to overture a friendship in the same way, and then be surprised when the results were unpleasant. On a personal level, many people found him difficult, obstinate, even cantankerous. Those who loved him did, too, but knew we were with someone very rare, very special. Our passions for contemporary music were often in conflict: his intense need for the lustre of music to be beautiful prevented him from enjoying the Hellenic grandeur of Xenakis, the playful inquisitiveness of electronic music or the relaxation of ego in the aleatoric. During the years I was with him, he transitioned from modernist to mannerist and the metamorphosis was an intensely organic one, in line with his preference for the subjunctive over the symbolic. For me Patrick White's Voss is a chapter conclusion; for him, but a full stop. In private we argued about everything - the more intense the better. As he aged he became susceptible to malintended gossip, but as long as he was sure of your loyalty, he was vigorous!

If Richard developed an interest in something, he was infectious in wanting to engage you to obsess in it with him. It might be a new understanding of an old work. I remember one day listening with him to the opening of Prélude à l'après-midi d'un faune at least a dozen times to explore the implications of the pause and its second beginning. But equally it could be the similarities and differences between cooking and composing - he was a fabulous cook - or his passion for the Japanese board game Go, his attempts at beating the early chess machines by playing unusual moves, and his intense competitiveness when engaged with you across the board, often while listening to music. Arnold Bax will forever be linked in my mind with the Sicilian Defence in which Black, along with the contrabassoon and bass clarinet, is playing for advantage not just equality.

On reflection, his enormous commitment to mentoring many of us is a legacy of his intense communalism and generosity of spirit. Richard was very aware of his position as a recipient of a tradition going back through Winifred Burston, Busoni, Liszt, Carl Maria von Weber and Gluck, and his desire to help us find what it was in us that made us want to compose was so empowering. Through all this, Richard drew out of us how to be composers with an intensity most of us couldn't have done ourselves. Apart from his fabulous music, this generosity of time and spirit will be carried by many of us in our music and our mentoring. As Lorca writes, and to which Richard refers in those astonishing final pages of his Homage:

Yo canto su elegancia con palabras que gimen
y recuerdo una brisa triste por los olivos

(I sing of his elegance with words that groan
and I remember a sad breeze through the olive trees.)

Ross Edwards
In the early 1960s, when I'd just left school, prospects were bleak for young Australian composers, whose best option was to go overseas to study and probably end up staying there. Things began to pick up when Professor Donald Peart established a branch of the ISCM which operated from the Music Department of Sydney University, and John Hopkins was appointed ABC Director of Music. About this time Richard Meale emerged as a bright beacon, a vital force that connected us with exciting developments in Europe, North America and Asia, and provided, through his own outstanding creative work, a source of hope and national pride.

In my late teens, having heard Richard's early compositions and performances, I plucked up enough courage to ask him to teach me. He agreed, refusing to accept any payment. Informal lessons with Richard were the highlight of my existence. His mercurial personality I found both alarming and invigorating. He was one of the most persuasive and inspiring people I've ever met, with wide-ranging interests outside music, which was his greatest love. He'd blaze with sudden enthusiasms - some brief but spectacular; others, as for the music of Debussy, enduring throughout his life.

As a teacher - he later became my supervisor at The University of Adelaide - he was never less than totally engaged. He could encourage or pour scorn as he saw fit, but you always felt he cared at a deep level as you came away from lessons with your head buzzing, all fired up to read Lorca, McLuhan or Camus ('if you don't read this you're a fool', he would say). Over several decades his students - many of whom have achieved prominence - have experienced this kind of passionate exhortation, perennial in style but ever-changing in content.

And just as his teaching never got into a rut, the same could be said of his eagerly awaited compositions as they emerged, each exploring new ground, often producing both outrage and wild enthusiasm at their first performances. For all his consummate professionalism I think of him as being at heart an amateur composer in the real sense of the word. All his music was produced first and foremost as a labour of love. He had a hit-or-miss attitude to deadlines which made programming new works a nightmare - none was considered ready for public presentation until Richard was completely satisfied with every detail of its immaculately notated score. Generations of devoted students have stayed up, night after night, copying parts - by hand in the days before computers - in a sometimes vain effort to get them on the music stands in time for the first rehearsal - an experience they'll always remember.

Richard cared passionately about people. He was by nature extremely generous and I recall with gratitude many instances of his personal kindness. He had an enormous capacity for friendship. He was also capable of paranoia and misjudging the actions of people well disposed towards him so that friends and colleagues sometimes became estranged. He was utterly hopeless in money and many other practical matters.

He worked hard in the interests of fellow composers and was a powerful spokesperson - often behind the scenes - for Australian music. He was extremely fortunate, especially in later life, in receiving the friendship and loving care of Julie Simonds and her family: Pete, Matt and Caitlin; and his niece Amanda Meale. He was a quite extraordinary human being who would have excelled in very many fields. How fortunate are we that music chose him.

http://www.smh.com.au/news/entertainment/music/celebrated-composer-embraced-the-Vale
world/2009/11/23/1258824669823.html

Asutralia has lost one of its finest composers with the death of Richard Meale, whose music embraced both Western avant-garde and Asian classical music.

"He changed the face of Australian music,'' said the composer Peter Sculthorpe. "In the 1960s, more than anyone he made Australia aware of the music of Europe that was being written at that time."

He also introduced Australians, Sculthorpe among them, to the sound of the Indonesian gamelan.

The Herald music critic Peter McCallum said the composer's early works reflected a European modernism but with a distinctive voice.

"He was one of the earliest to embrace what was then a very exciting style of modernism, as defined by Boulez and Stockhausen, and wrote some extremely important works in that style," said McCallum. "He later moved on from highly concentrated style he developed. He did that deliberately in order to re-engage with the wider public.''

Meale's most significant works include Very High Kings (1968), Incredible Floridas (1971) and the opera Voss (1986), based on Patrick White's novel. Commissioned by the then Australian Opera, Voss was a landmark in the company's history and in the opera landscape.

Opera Australia's former artistic director Moffatt Oxenbould said Voss demonstrated that creating an Australian opera was not a "dreaded obligation" but could be genuinely engrossing experience.

Jim Sharman, who directed Voss, described Meale, who was 77, as a formative creative influence on himself and many other Australian artists.

"I always found him lively, generous, inspiring, provocative and challenging. He was also, in the best sense, an internationalist … Richard will be remembered as an outstanding composer.''

Sydney Symphony's managing director, Rory Jeffes, said Australia had lost a unique creative spirit. The orchestra had a long relationship with Meale, commissioning many of his works.

"Richard's distinguished contributions to Australian musical life as composer and teacher have enriched our culture,'' he said. ''[He] helped define Australian contemporary classical music.''

Meale, who was born in Sydney, studied piano, clarinet, harp, history and theory at the NSW Conservatorium of Music but was self-taught in composition. In 1960 he began studies at the University of California, Los Angeles, where he concentrated on Japanese court music and gamelan.


http://www.theaustralian.com.au/news/arts/restless-spirit-foundthe-music-in-voss/story-e6frg8n6-1225802461207

OBITUARY: Richard Meale. Composer. Born Sydney, August 24, 1932. Died Sydney, November 23, aged 77.
ALONG with Peter Sculthorpe and Nigel Butterley, Richard Meale first came to prominence in the mid-1960s as part of that Sydney-based triumvirate announcing a new modernist period in Australian music. His music continued to create debate until the end.

A prodigious teenager who left school because he hated exams, Meale was largely self-taught as a composer, though he took lessons at the NSW State Conservatorium in harmony, clarinet, harp and piano, the latter with the great teacher Winifred Burston.

At the conservatorium, he fell in with a coterie of devoted colleagues, among these soprano Marilyn Richardson and her husband, flautist Peter Richardson. Together, they laboured to prepare the first Australian performances of Arnold Schoenberg's Pierrot Lunaire, which they took to the 1964 Adelaide Festival.

Meale's reputation as a pianist grew exponentially with each premiere of new works by Pierre Boulez, Karlheinz Stockhausen and other post-war European giants, but especially the music of Olivier Messiaen. "To hear Meale play Messiaen is like hearing a sermon by John the Baptist," Melbourne critic Kenneth Hince wrote.

Meale's early works - pieces such as Homage to Garcia Lorca for double string orchestra (1964), Nocturnes (1967) and the even more grandiose tribute to Christopher Columbus Very High Kings (1968) - inhabit an assured, elevated terrain, earning him the respect and admiration, if not the unequivocal adulation of musicians and music lovers.

Meale was never one to court facile approval. He was single-minded, resolute, even obstinate. Difficult and contrary, scathing in his dismissal of easy options, he appeared to cultivate enemies as much as he embraced a small circle of adored friends. With the mind and temperament to match those of Patrick White, who admired him above all Australian composers, Meale looked at times like a deracinated cleric from a canvas by El Greco.

Five years working in record shops fed an innate curiosity into music from all cultures and periods. This served him well during his period as an ABC concert and radio programmer (1963-69). Earlier, in 1960, Meale spent 14 months overseas, mostly at the University of California, Los Angeles, where he studied and performed music from Bali, Java, India and Persia.

All these encounters with non-Western music fired students in his early years as a teacher at the University of Adelaide. Initially, the newly minted teacher was quite doctrinaire, reading from the bible of Boulez, but failing to find an analytical code to crack Debussy's Jeux. Intently political, his was the guiding voice that reformed a fractious music department and set for it an international agenda.

The most illuminating and inspirational composition lessons with Meale sprawled over long, claret-infused evenings at his tiny terrace home in North Adelaide. He devoured the operas of Monteverdi, Mussorgsky, Debussy and Janacek, argued the tenets of Gramsci, Wittgenstein and Gertrude Stein, extolled the delights of Godel's theorem and miniature Japanese roses, relived the sensual excesses of Rimbaud and Mallarme or the sun-drenched memories of Lorca's Spain.

In Adelaide he moved into the orbit of South Australian premier Don Dunstan, with whom he shared many tastes in culture, cuisine and philosophical outlook. In 1971 Dunstan appointed Meale to the new Adelaide Festival Centre Trust. One of their more memorable appearances together was at the Adelaide Zoo at the 1974 festival, when Meale conducted an ensemble while Dunstan delivered the verses of Carnival of the Animals on an elephant.

That same year, Dunstan persuaded Adelaide University to establish a fellowship in composition, lessening Meale's teaching load.

He retired from the university in 1988, having attained the position of reader in composition.

The appearance of the orchestral Viridian (1979) and the Second String Quartet (1980) stunned the Australian composition establishment. The archpriest of high modernism had embraced euphony and tonality. No other composer had the capacity to articulate such radical changes of direction in Australian music.

A restless spirit, Meale left Adelaide in 1991 and moved to a rambling house in a rainforest near Mullumbimby on the NSW north coast. On his frequent visits to Sydney, he stayed with music publisher and broadcaster Julie Simonds and her family, eventually residing there until 2007. Then he moved in with his niece Amanda and her family in Frenchs Forest.

Meale was best known for the opera Voss, and in Canberra, in May, 15 national institutions jointly conducted a four-day exploration of the multidimensional offspring of the 1957 novel by White. Its appearance at the 1986 Adelaide Festival with music by Meale and libretto by David Malouf was historic, some calling this production by Jim Sharman the arrival of "the great Australian opera".

While a second Meale-Malouf collaboration from 1991, Mer de glace, was generally regarded as the more technically developed work, it is Voss that captured the public imagination.

In The Weekend Australian's Review section on Saturday, composer and broadcaster Andrew Ford suggested that a new production of Voss should be one of the first priorities of incoming Opera Australia artistic director Lyndon Terracini.

Presciently, he notes that 2012 would be an appropriate year: it is White's centenary and would have been Meale's 80th year.

Meale's poor health and absence from Canberra weighed heavily on the surviving players of The Voss Journey , of which I was a co-curator. His absence was made more poignant by the world premiere of his last orchestral work, a vibrant four-movement, voice-less Suite from Voss by the Canberra Symphony Orchestra, also performed by the Adelaide Symphony Orchestra in September.

In 2004, the National Library of Australia acquired Meale's papers, 87 boxes in all.

Andrew Ford's eulogy in full:

http://www.australianmusiccentre.com.au/article/richard-meale-eulogy


Friday, October 16, 2009

Shadows

*



"This is a private matter, Archer." The gun stirred slightly in the Admiral's hand. I could feel its pressure across the width of the room. "Do as she says."
"I heard a shot. Murder is a public matter."
"There has been no murder, as you can see."
"You don't remember well."

Ross MacDonald



It wasn’t darkness for darkness sake, it was a torment he couldn’t escape; and so entered the valley under the illusion he was fighting for a better life. That’s what cruelled it in the end; there was no reward. Snakes sat in their offices, rewarding themselves. The labourers fought for survival; and were always down trodden. Was it just a failing psyche? A failure of command? Or something worse, more misshapen, more confused than ever. He was shocked by the blackness; the rapidity of it all. And the corny voices trying to make him laugh. And fading life forms prodding, prodding, as if they really meant something, as if they could make a difference.

There was no difference to be had; not now. He fought and he fought; nobody could have tried harder. And yet none of it worked. None of it made a difference. He was shattered by it all; shattered at the nastiness that everything had become; and here in the quiet times there was no relief; nothing that could make him feel better. Nothing that worked. And so he saw the red dust settle upon the city; the magnificent photographs of the Harbour Bridge emerging out of the haze; of bodies emerging out of the haze along the beach, of a slow and awkward recovery; of different shapes and different sizes.

Scattered spirits; that’s all he could say. It wasn’t life affirming. It was barely positive at all. He had frightened himself and the doctor had issued a dark warning: you’re about to have a stroke, go home. It was all he could think of, to survive. His life had taken a detour; everything thrown up in the air; and he thought - could I be in love with you? I’m so out of practice I don’t even know how anymore. And they laughed and played Van Morrison and everything he had ever believed went swishing down the drain; a swirl of leaves in the hot dusty wind.

It was a day that made the planet look like Mars. People stood along the edge of the beach taking photographs; as every minor event these days was multiply digitalised. He was shattered and yet all these strange sparks were trying to revive him. Look at that, look at that, he could hear the tourists say, it looks like Mars; and indeed the dust from the centre of the continent was everywhere, in the air, on the ground, covering up shadows and calling, calling, just to reignite a simple appreciation of beauty, how hard could it be?

They all look 50 years younger and 50 times happier, he said, talking of the backpackers flooding into the Eastern suburbs, filling the shops and crowding the boulevard. It could hardly be a more different scene than his forced departure from the inner city, from Redfern where he had lived for the past eight years; all the years he had been in his 50s. He had settled into the place like they were born to be there; and it seemed so natural; their little gang, their house, the scenario; it all seemed, apart from the absence of love, exactly like it was meant to be.

And so when everything was thrown up in the air; when his comfortable, organised, productive life was turned upside down; he had expected some reward. Reward for effort; wasn’t that the mantra? He laughed. As if he could have been so naïve. Why such a fool? Why let them trick you like this? Why bust a gut simply to be sneered at; you’ll never be worth anything, you’re not management material. He was shocked at how awful they were; the bold brass tacks. The bristling contempt. The viciousness that only they could muster.

He remembered; how vivid had been those dreams, of walking, in another life, on another plain, through the Himalayan hills. Finding out what he had been too lazy to grasp; the awe of it all, the beauty of the day, the triumphant glance. Instead, ground down in the devastating grind of a city gone mad, of an imposed slavery, of subjugation and a despair he could never be rid of; it wasn’t that; it wasn’t anything anymore. It was a shrug; as if nothing was real, as if nothing was important anymore. There were stories to tell, but were they really worth telling, were they worth dying for? They danced to Van Morrison and he avoided kissing her; what was wrong with her? Nothing. Nothing, except she was old, like him.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.brookings.edu/opinions/2009/1015_nobel_prize_economics_kaufmann.aspx

Four judges have spoken out to defend the awarding of the Nobel Peace Prize to US president Barack Obama.

In a rare public defence of a process normally shrouded in secrecy, the judges said Mr Obama's selection was deserved and unanimous.

One judge noted with surprise that Mr Obama "didn't look particularly happy" at being named the Nobel Peace Prize laureate. Another marvelled at how critics could be so patronising.

To those who said a Nobel was too much too soon in Mr Obama's young presidency, "we simply disagree. He got the prize for what he has done," committee chairman Thorbjorn Jagland said from Strasbourg, France, where he was attending meetings of the Council of Europe.

Mr Jagland singled out Mr Obama's efforts to heal the divide between the West and the Muslim world and to scale down a Bush-era proposal for an anti-missile shield in Europe.

"All these things have contributed to - I wouldn't say a safer world - but a world with less tension," he said.

Nine-year Nobel committee veteran Inger-Marie Ytterhorn said Mr Obama's demeanour spoke volumes when he first acknowledged the award during a news conference on the lawn of the White House Rose Garden.

"I looked at his face when he was on TV and it was confirmed that he would receive the prize and would come to Norway, and he didn't look particularly happy," she said. "Obama has a lot of problems internally in the United States and they seem to be increasing. Unemployment, health care reform. They are a problem for him."

She acknowledged there was a risk the prize might backfire on Mr Obama by raising expectations even higher and giving ammunition to his critics.

"It might hamper him," Ms Ytterhorn said, because it could distract from domestic issues.


Friday, August 21, 2009

Drunken Midgets

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Big Night On The Town
drunk on the dark streets of some city,
it's night, you're lost, where's your
room?
you enter a bar to find yourself,
order scotch and water.
damned bar's sloppy wet, it soaks
part of one of your shirt
sleeves.
It's a clip joint-the scotch is weak.
you order a bottle of beer.
Madame Death walks up to you
wearing a dress.
she sits down, you buy her a
beer, she stinks of swamps, presses
a leg against you.
the bar tender sneers.
you've got him worried, he doesn't
know if you're a cop, a killer, a
madman or an
Idiot.
you ask for a vodka.
you pour the vodka into the top of
the beer bottle.
It's one a.m. In a dead cow world.
you ask her how much for head,
drink everything down, it tastes
like machine oil.

you leave Madame Death there,
you leave the sneering bartender
there.

you have remembered where
your room is.
the room with the full bottle of
wine on the dresser.
the room with the dance of the
roaches.
Perfection in the Star Turd
where love died
laughing.

Charles Bukowski



Of all the thousands of news stories he had done over the last quarter of a century, often it was the ones involving alcoholics he remembered the best. The woman with the two black eyes, crying pointlessly in the park, with the blokes hanging on. Or the time when he was sent out to do one of those summer reading features the Herald was always so fond of at the festive season. We were on the road for days. One of the projects was to follow around a circus for several days. We settled on the Ashtons, the patrician elders of the circus fraternity in Australia, their travelling show an elaborate operation. They were touring the small towns around Wagga Wagga, there in the dusty summer heat, the towns where nothing ever happened and the circus coming was a big event, where the shouts of children filled the air and families came down just to look at them setting up.

The elephants were tendered under the gum trees in the stifling heat, and rocked back and forth rhythmically in that sad obsessive behaviour of chained animals, back and forth, back and forth, there in the stifling Australian heat, thousands of miles from the lands their ancestors roamed. Nothing could look sadder than those hobbled elephants, unless it was the giant cats in the tiny cages, changing from one cage to another via the narrow channels of iron netting. We followed them, we absorbed them. And in the evenings we bought cartons of beer and sat with the workers drinking. The evil little drunken dwarf who always seemed to be there when cans were being handed out, befriended us, perhaps just as a regular source of alcohol, perhaps for conversation beyond the tiny group with which he constantly travelled, and was now permanently associated.

He was very intelligent, as alcoholics can be, and the conversations and the cans of beer went long into the night. If there was anything that could be said, anything he wanted to say, anything that would make his life easier; but that of course was not to be. He was short, that's for sure, barely more than a couple of feet tall; and had a twisted view on just about everything and everybody, from his bosses who lived in their grand caravans well away from the sides of the main tents. And there we heard every bit of bitter contempt this man held against the world, laughing at the bleak view of himself and everyone else. How would you like to be an object of ridicule and curiosity for the public to gawk at? How would you like to be me, trapped here, year after year. There is nowhere else for me.

He was always drunk, first thing in the morning, last thing at night. He was tiny and it didn't take many cans to get him going. We were from the city, a successful Sydney journalists and photograph, people with lives, careers, acclaim, fame, people with lovers to go home to. He slept in a narrow bunk with several others crammed into the sleeping quarters; dirty, dusty, smelly, cramped. This is my life, he said, and he looked out across the field at the failing light, watching the elephants rock back and forth, watching the dwarf reach for another can. If anything was to be believed, if anything was to mean anything anymore, then here in this fading scene, with the night's customers already beginning to queue, here it was.

There are always hierarchies, there are always winners and losers. He could feel the death and the smell of defeat already beginning to creep through his own bones. He went and bought another carton, keeping the receipt for expenses. Entertaining the locals. The stamps they always carried just in case: Thank you, call again. Rule one, the old soldiers had told him, never ever ever give back a single cent of your expenses. The cans popped all night. The dwarf got drunker and drunker. They ridiculed the government of the day, how little the politicians understood the lives ordinary people lived. He could hear failure and disease like other people could hear bird songs. The elephants rocked, the tigers stirred restlessly in their tiny cages, a young runaway helped with the chores, and the Ashtons themselves retired to their comfortably air conditioned caravans. He watched without comment as the dwarf stole several cans from the carton, and when he realised he had been observed just shrugged. I'm going to need them later, the drunken dwarf said. And he just shrugged; of course he would.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/aug/20/afghanistan-voter-turnout

The classrooms serving as polling stations across the relatively secure and prosperous plains north of the Afghan capital were crammed full of people – but precious few of them were there to cast their vote.

Election workers and campaign observers milled about with little either to do or to observe. In one school in Kalakan, a solitary presidential ballot paper sat in the bottom of the translucent voting box reserved for a nearby community of Kuchi nomads.

An election observer from the Philippines, touring a patch of polling stations in full body armour, said not enough had been done to transport such people from their far-flung homes or to educate them on their rights.

If demand warranted it, officials were permitted to extend voting beyond 4pm, but at a mosque in a busy part of eastern Kabul the officer in charge was preparing to close down on time and start counting ballots. "We haven't seen anyone for an hour," he said.

Most of the usually choked routes in and out of Kabul were almost empty, but on one baking, unpaved road in Kapisa province we came across a group of 10 men halfway through their two-hour walk to their nearest polling station in a distant village surrounded by uncleared minefields.

"We wouldn't have come if it was not a holiday today," said Mohamed Rasoul, who does backbreaking work at the local gravel mines.

Although they were just a few hours' drive from the capital, rural values ruled – none of their wives or female family members would be voting, they said.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/aug/19/bolivia-cocaine-bar-route-36

Tonight we have two types of cocaine; normal for 100 Bolivianos a gram, and strong cocaine for 150 [Bolivianos] a gram." The waiter has just finished taking our drink order of two rum-and-Cokes here in La Paz, Bolivia, and as everybody in this bar knows, he is now offering the main course. The bottled water is on the house.

The waiter arrives at the table, lowers the tray and places an empty black CD case in the middle of the table. Next to the CD case are two straws and two little black packets. He is so casual he might as well be delivering a sandwich and fries. And he has seen it all. "We had some Australians; they stayed here for four days. They would take turns sleeping and the only time they left was to go to the ATM," says Roberto, who has worked at Route 36 (in its various locations) for the last six months. Behind the bar, he goes back to casually slicing straws into neat 8cm lengths.

La Paz, Bolivia, at 3,900m above sea level – an altitude where even two flights of stairs makes your heart race like a hummingbird – is home to the most celebrated bar in all of South America: Route 36, the world's first cocaine lounge. I sit back to take in the scene – table after table of chatty young backpackers, many of whom are taking a gap year, awaiting a new job or simply escaping the northern hemisphere for the delights of South America, which, for many it seems, include cocaine.

"Since they are an after-hours club and serve cocaine the neighbours tend to complain pretty fast. So they move all the time. Maybe if they are lucky they last three months in the same place, but often it is just two weeks. Route 36 is a movable feast," says a Bolivian newspaper editor who asked not to be named. "One day it is in one zone and then it pops up in another area. Certainly it is the most famous among the backpacker crowd but there are several other places that are offering cocaine as well. Because Route 36 changes addresses so much there is a lot of confusion about how many cocaine bars are out there."

This new trend of 'cocaine tourism' can be put down to a combination of Bolivia's notoriously corrupt public officials, the chaotic "anything goes" attitude of La Paz, and the national example of President Evo Morales, himself a coca grower. (Coca is the leaf, and cocaine is the highly manufactured and refined powder.) Morales has diligently fought for the rights of coca growers and tossed the US Drug Enforcement Agency (DEA) out of Bolivia. While he has said he will crack down on cocaine production, he appears to be swimming against the current. In early July, the largest ever cocaine factory was discovered in eastern Bolivia. Capable of producing 100kg a day, the lab was run by Colombians and provided the latest evidence that Bolivia is now home to sophisticated cocaine laboratories. The lab was the fourth large facility to be found in Bolivia this year.

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5jh9MXUrDOqTD3P6uA4nf-Gj32kZQD9A6OFKO0

BUENA PARK, Calif. — The search for a reality TV contestant wanted for questioning in the death of his ex-wife shifted to his native Canada on Thursday as police said he apparently slipped across the border after driving and boating more than 1,000 miles from Southern California.

A car and empty boat trailer belonging to Ryan Alexander Jenkins, 32, were found at a marina in the remote northwest Washington town of Blaine, and authorities believe from there he may have simply walked into Canada. Police want to question Jenkins after the nude body of his ex-wife, a former model, was found stuffed in a suitcase and left in a trash bin in Buena Park.

Whatcom County Sheriff's deputies received a report Wednesday that a man matching Jenkins' description arrived by boat at Point Roberts, Wash., about 10 miles from Blaine at the tip of a peninsula. The point is reachable by land only from Canada.

Canadian Public Safety Minister Peter Van Loan said police agencies across Canada are on the lookout for Jenkins.

Jenkins is from Calgary, Alberta, about 600 miles east of Point Roberts. Acting Calgary Police Chief Al Redford said a fugitive apprehension unit is checking with Jenkins' connections and associates in the city.

Jenkins was a contestant on the VH1 reality TV show "Megan Wants a Millionaire." Police said he is a "person of interest" in the death of Jasmine Fiore, 28, a former model whose strangled body was found over the weekend.

After taping for the VH1 series finished, Jenkins met Fiore in Las Vegas casino in March and the two soon got married, said Fiore's mother, Lisa Lepore.

But in May, "they had a big blowout," Lepore said. "She had the marriage annulled."

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Blowing In The Cold Wind

*



Consummation Of Grief

I even hear the mountains
the way they laugh
up and down their blue sides
and down in the water
the fish cry
and the water
is their tears.
I listen to the water
on nights I drink away
and the sadness becomes so great
I hear it in my clock
it becomes knobs upon my dresser
it becomes paper on the floor
it becomes a shoehorn
a laundry ticket
it becomes
cigarette smoke
climbing a chapel of dark vines. . .
it matters little
very little love is not so bad
or very little life
what counts
is waiting on walls
I was born for this
I was born to hustle roses down the avenues of the dead.

Charles Bukowski




Blowing in the cold wind at the back of that desolate farm, heralding nothing but cold sprinkles from a stormy sky to settle the dust, was an old sheet of paper he chased across the parched fields. The End Of Sydney, it announced, and he realised it was an old flyer for a party he had held back in the 1980s. Some might have pointed out to him that just because he was leaving, he was heading off to London to live for a while, that it didn't mean the city wasn't going to keep on going. But he airily dismissed any attempts to rein in his grandiosity; for he knew where the world was shaking and what meant what. He invited everybody he knew; and hundreds turned to crash the party. It was a great success, humungeous. He had taken some of the crystal pains of acid that were around at that time, White Light, they might have been called, and he stood next to the fireplace greeting guests, but basically abdocating all the normal roles of host.

He was too far gone. The grog flowed and everybody bought more. The rooms were packed. Dean, Dean he could have so easily loved and had happily shared this place with for months, was overwhelmed, drunk, everyone was drunk, and the crowds kept coming. Keith, sick sick Keith who was already on his sharp decline into an eternal Housing Commission life, one leg shorter than the other, taunted him over his predilictions, his love of amphetamines, taunted him for no good reason while the world went whack whack whack in the crystal light and he could never understand why, why taunt a fellow traveller. There had been so many good parties. There had been so much mirth, so much defiance of the mainstream, so much clarity in an unclear world. Oh to be young, only once, he thought, if only once again, no wonder they sold their souls for eternal youth.

But it was not to be and he reached down to pick up the piece of paper, which had become lodged against a thorn bush. Out to the back was the collection of derlict cars the neighbour had collected over eons of family life. Nearby were the houses of his neighbours, unemployed men with wives who kept popping out babies and so they had to do nothing but drink and smoke and bong on and pass their eternal days pottering around their humble homes. They rarely went anywhere. They rarely did any work. He had asked several of them to help him unload the truck but somehow or other they were all too busy just then. Maybe another day mate. The government stimulus packages had made them lazy. The generous welfare from the babies meant they didn't have to work. It was cheap rent and nothing happened here; unless someone got more pissed than usual. It was clear he was going to hell in a hand basket and none of his dreams would ever come true.

This was the barren waste on which he had been abandoned, and the curdled little dwarf inside, drunk, misshappen, very funny, bitter as, well that little dwarf was just going to have to wait a little bit longer before he had his time in the sun. He bundled the bit of paper under a box. Oh God how lonely he had felt, way back then, way back now, withddrawal sweats shivering through him in what seemed like the firswt time in years. This was the price to pay, he thought as he talked absently to the dog and fed the pigs the neighbours kept in his shed. How bored they must be, stuck in that shed all day, everyday, with the only interuption the daily feed from the neighbours, when they remembered. It wasn't ever going to be Christmas again. As he walked up the road the kangaroos jumped out of the way.

Bruce was sitting on his verandah and invited him in for a cup of coffee. He was caretaking two adjoining houses, and was talking of moving on. Why leave here? he asked. It's nice. Try living in Sydney. Nothing happens here mate, nothing. It's a small village. Fart and they all know about it. He drank the instant coffee but nothing could warm his ancient bones. He just kept on shivering. I've got a hangover, Bruce declared, as if this might be news. Went to the pub? For a few. Bloody hangovers. It'll pass. I'm moving on, to the coast, where it's warm, where things are happening. Where there's gorgeous babes on the beach. Nothing happens here. Nothing. I tell you, nothing's happened since you were last here.

Maybe that's a good thing. Try living here full time; then you'd see. There was nothing to see but shreds of paper blowing across frozen fields, old party invitations, old scraps of uncompleted books, just old scraps that for some reason he had never thrown out. The winter sun sank quickly and the cold settled ever more deeply into the frost hollow. He hunched over the fire but it did no good. Some days may be meant to be joined, others were simply meant to be endured. That was all he could muster. He put another log on the fire and the flame flared briefly. He could heara the sound of the pub drifting down from up the street. Nothing could make a difference now.



http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,25955508-5005961,00.html

FEDERAL parliament is expected to sign off on a huge boost to renewable energy today.

The Government and the Opposition agreed on the Renewable Energy Target (RET) scheme yesterday.

The scheme will be put to a vote in the Senate toay, then it needs to go back to the House of Representatives for final approval, which is also expected today.

The RET will see 20 per cent of electricity come from renewable sources by 2020.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/south_asia/8210624.stm

Security forces in Afghanistan are on high alert on the eve of the country's presidential election, which the Taliban have vowed to disrupt.

Some 300,000 Afghan and foreign troops will be deployed to protect the 17 million voters at 6,969 polling sites.

President Hamid Karzai has urged Afghans to turn out to vote "for the country's stability, for the country's peace, for the country's progress".

Earlier, troops killed three suspected militants who attacked a bank in Kabul.

The government meanwhile came under severe criticism for ordering a ban on the media reporting violence on election day.

The United Nations has asked for the ban to be lifted, saying the Afghan constitution guarantees a free press. Some journalists have reported being harassed and beaten by security forces.

On Tuesday, more than 20 people were killed in attacks across the country, including a suicide bombing in the capital.

http://english.aljazeera.net/news/middleeast/2009/08/2009819162711218741.html

An all-out attack on the Iraqi government came in the form of a series of powerful assaults that hit central Baghdad, the Iraqi capital.

The attacks raise a number of questions, among them who had the capacity to carry out the co-ordinated attacks and was the US right to pull out of Iraq's cities when it did?

As Baghdad reels from its bloodiest day this year, experts and journalists consider who might have been behind the attacks and what their motives might have been.

Mosab Jasim, Al Jazeera English producer in Baghdad

Jasim: It would be really difficult to enter the Green Zone with a truck filled with explosives
In my experience, getting inside the Green Zone to cover media activity is not easy.

First of all, you have to get at least two or three badges that allow you inside. Then, you have to cross through at least two or three security checkpoints, which are at least 600m outside of the Green Zone. At these checkpoints, you get searched, and after you pass through them, you are allowed on to the street that leads to the Green Zone and, from there, there is a final checkpoint and that's when you've finally arrived.

So it would be really difficult to bring in a truck filled with explosives unless it was co-ordinated from inside the Green Zone. Obtaining a badge means you've gone through all the clearance procedures. The bombers who were able to put the truck inside the area of the Green Zone had gone through all the necessary security measures and once they were cleared, they also received the badges which gave them access into the area.

I spoke to our police source in Baghdad and he was telling me that his sources said an attack would occur every three minutes from each other, exactly timed. He said the attacks had nothing to do with sectarian violence, but that they were something very well organised and co-ordinated.

Aqil al-Saffar, former deputy minister of national security in Iraq

Life was normal and it is still normal in Iraq after these blasts. I say this on so many occasions and now the government is trying to do their best to implement better security and build-up our security forces, but the foreign countries meddling with our regime, some of them Arab, are trying to interfere with our security situation and stop us from improving the situation here.

We are still in the process of building our security forces and I would say we have reached a good percentage of building our security but, maybe, it will take us months, or towards the end of this year until we have a safer Iraq. Up until now, I am satisfied, and people here are quite satisfied, with the way things are moving along.



Friday, August 14, 2009

Seen Better Days: The Envy of Others

*



It goes a little something like this

In my shoes my toes are busted,
My kitchen says my bread is molded,
I got a good job at the dollar store,
One foot in the hole, one foot gettin' deeper,
with a broken mirror and a blown out speaker
And I ain't got much else to lose.
I'm faded, flat busted;
I've been jaded I've been dusted.
I know that I've seen better days.
One foot in the hole, one foot gettin' deeper,
Crank it to eleven, blow another speaker and
I ain't got, I ain't got much to loose
'Cause

(Chorus)
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days and the bottom drops out.
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days and the bottom drops out.

Now My cup's filled up with five buck wine
I find myself here all the time
Another rip in the glass another chip in my tooth
Rained on I've been stained on
Found another goat I tried to put the blame on
And now I'm steppin on all the cracks
So I guess there ain't no use
'Cause

(Chorus)
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days and the bottom drops out.
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days and the bottom drops out.

Woman: "Do you like my gucci bag?"

That's beautiful, beautiful

Check it check it check it out,

I'm bent like glass second hand like glory,
Missed the bus but I'm in no hurry,
Molasses fast no business born,
One foot in the hole, one foot getting deeper,
Crank it to eleven, blow another speaker and
I aint got i aint got much to lose
'Cause

(Chorus)
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days and the bottom drops out.
I've seen better days I've been star of many plays
I've seen better days,
I've seen better days,
I know that i've seen better days,
(the bottom drops out)
I've been the star, of so many plays,
(and the bottom drops out)
Walked on the edge with that hobo way.
(the bottom drops out)
'Cause I know I know that I've seen better days
(and the bottom drops out)

Now I'm real thirsty...




In every faded bar, in every glance of young blood, in the dark passes for which we were so blessed, in the Commonwealth of nations and the glances at handsome young men, at the envied lives of others, young, fresh, optimistic, happy, healthy, they were everywhere, coating the street, taunting him. The city is no longer yours. Nothing belongs to you anymore. You are the centre of nothing, a wastrel on the edges of space, caught in the gaps between reality and unreality, between fantasy and truth, everything gone, his stomach in turmoil, his heart full of lost loves and dreadful reproach, for everything had gone wrong, everything, and now was not the time to do anything but endure. He waited for his lift. He heard the passing minutes creaking in the walls. He faded in and out of consciousness but knew that all was not well, in his sickly spirit, in his sweaty flesh, in the depression that cloaked his every thought, every move.

So it was that he looked up from the gutter and envied everyone who passed, the lives of others, fabulous, self confident, comfortable in their daily routines. He looked up and couldn't see anything but other people going about their duties with and air of self-confidence he could never display, not now, not since he took the wrong turn so many years ago and lay now, dying, in the park so close to where he used to work. We stood at the turning point, the therapeutic phrase went, and he could remember it clearly, that turning point, the last turning point of so many, before he took the dive and became nothing but another of the city's derelicts. You know why you write so well about those people, Malcolm Brown at the Herald had said, because you're half-way there yourself. And so it was that haunting phrases passed in and out of his consciousness, and when he talked to the Mission Beat worker, he said curious things that made him wonder: who was this guy?

But he had seen it all before, crossing back and forth across the great divide, tears flowing down their faces as they scuttled off into their hiding places with bottles of cheap plonk, everything has failed. "I never wanted it," the woman said, with astonishing clarity. "I never wanted it." He knew exactly of what she spoke. There were days he didn't know whether he wanted it either, the normal life, the comfortable routines, comfortable inside his own skin, comfortable in the company of others. He had felt so at odds, A Mood Apart, as the book is called, that he had been comfortable with the idea of always feeling different, of never fitting in, of being out of sorts with the world at large. You're the saddest person I've ever seen, what is it, someone commented, and it was just another phrase in a string of humiliations, make way, wide load, that emphasised time and again: he wasn't the person he used to be.

It wasn't the same anymore, and age sat badly on all of them. There could be no way forward. There could be nothing that would make a different. I've dropped. You will die. I don't want to go to detox baby, no, no, no. And the sweat poured out of him unceremoniously, because he couldn't get enough booze inside him to keep the demons at bay, he couldn't stop the withdrawals of decades taking over his soul, he couldn't shatter his way into wakefulness, or pass through the thin divide into normal consciousness. He couldn't say: hey, I'm happy now. He couldn't march his way through the quagmire, or ask for blessings, or be renounced. He couldn't say hello, how are you, and smile in a welcoming way. He couldn't be a proud person proud of his achievements, proud of his children, proud of his station in life. He could see the spikes of grass close up. He could feel the dribble coming out of his mouth. He could smell the taste of vomit and he could see blood on his hands, although he didn't know whether it was his or someone elses.

Nobody in the world wants to know me when I drink, nobody, he heard the kid say, and he welcomed the way forward and he talked in circles about everything that had happened. It was hard. It was desperately hard. He didn't know why he had had to make things so damn difficult, but he had. And so he bought grace and tiny moments of time, tiny slivers when he was the person he once was and he could see clearly his own position, there, prostrate in the park, dirty, smelly, sick, broken. They nodded patronisingly when he told them he used to be a journalist, he used to be a real person, and they smiled at the fantasies these old codgers could come up with; and he could see the high flickering light on the top of the sky scrapers, calling him, calling him, it's time to leave this place, it's time to leave this body, it's time to leave this plane. Have a better go next time, if there is a next time, if this isn't the end of the cycle. You will never remember the ruin you made of this one. You will start again; and destroy another life all over again with self indulgence and despair. And so he lifted his head up out of the grass, wiped the spittle out of his mouth, brushed the dust from his eyes and looked up: take me now, he whispered, take me now.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/08/14/2655546.htm?section=justin

Efforts to recover the bodies of the 13 people who died in a plane crash near the Kokoda Track are due to resume this morning, after bad weather stalled the recovery process yesterday.

An Australian helicopter was unable to winch a group of victim identification specialists from the Australian Federal Police into the crash site yesterday.

Nine Australians were among the 13 people killed when a small chartered plane crashed en route to Kokoda from Port Moresby on Tuesday.

PNG's civil aviation authority says the remains of three people have been removed from the wreckage, and they remain at the crash site.

It is hoped that the construction of a temporary helipad near the crash site will speed up the recovery and investigation process today.

Foreign Affairs Minister Stephen Smith said yesterday the identification and recovery process will be complicated.

"We will continue to be ... in close and regular contact with the families, as we do everything that we can to make this very difficult time for them as smooth as is humanly possible," he said.

"They are now forced to wait some time before their loved ones are returned to them."

http://www.canberratimes.com.au/news/national/national/general/climate-ripe-for-an-early-election/1595853.aspx

Australians have moved a step closer to an early federal election after the Senate yesterday rejected Bills to set up an emissions trading scheme.

As expected, the Opposition, Greens, Family First senator Steve Fielding and Independent senator Nick Xenophon scuttled the legislation described as ''very difficult and contentious'' by Prime Minister Kevin Rudd.

The Federal Government will re-introduce the Bills in three months' time and will be forced to negotiate with their political opponents or the crossbenchers to pass the legislation. If the Senate rejects the Bills a second time, MrRudd will be handed the trigger to call an early election fought on the environment.

Yesterday, Mr Rudd blasted the Opposition for voting against the Bills to set up an emissions trading scheme centrepiece of the plan to tackle climate change.

''They are absolutely demonstrating themselves as being prisoners of the past, prisoners of their own internal party disunity,'' Mr Rudd said.

''The Liberal Party prisoners of the past on climate change, prisoners of their own party disunity on climate change are therefore placing the nation's future at risk. Rather than marking this day as one when the nation actually grasped its future, those opposite have chosen instead to consign Australia to the past.''

Opposition Leader Malcolm Turnbull said they had put forward some ''very constructive suggestions'' to make the scheme ''greener, cheaper and smarter''.

But these were dismissed by Climate Change Minister Penny Wong, whose refusal to negotiate displayed ''pedantic bloody-mindedness [and] stubbornness''.

The Opposition would develop amendments in the coming months. But Opposition Senate leader Nick Minchin warned it would be ''reckless and irresponsible'' to pass the legislation before the outcomes of global climate talks in Copenhagen in December and negotiations on the US Bill.

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/08/14/2655529.htm?section=justin

The UN Security Council has approved a watered-down statement about the continued detention of Burma's democracy campaigner Aung San Suu Kyi.

The council has unanimously agreed to express its "serious concern" about the conviction and sentencing of Aung San Suu Kyi.

But an earlier draft statement had called for the "condemnation" of her treatment.

UN Security Council president John Sawers tried to explain why the statement has been toned down.

"I think we all know that different members of the Security Council have different views on the situation there [and] elsewhere," he said.

The statement also does not specifically call for the release of Aung San Suu Kyi.




Wednesday, August 12, 2009

How Wrong He Was

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The straight shots of Jack Daniels went down like velvet and he knew soon enough he would be pissed, gloriously pissed, at last at one with the universe. Alcoholism was a spiritual disease, they declared, and he had been blessed with infinite longing all his life. From that first cherry brandy and lemonade the girls sneaked out to him from a nightclub, because he was too young to drink legally, and he drank it quickly and felt as he had never felt before, at one with the world, a unified person, sane, gloriously sane, triumphant, exultant. Alive. Normie Rowe was playing down the road and the next night he went with the little gang from the hotel he had fallen into, from the Stella del Mare, or whatever it was called. And it seemed like the whole world was moving on its axis, and all was well.

There had always been a clicking point, the drink where he knew that beyond this one there would be no recourse, no memory, no regret, just glorious black out. He sought the point in the early hours, when he didn't care what happened to him next. He didn't care. He didn't laugh. He knew there would be a hangover and even that, vicious as they increasingly were, was a price worth paying for the beauty of oblivion. He was shattered to the very soul. He was dark in his precepts, in his reaches, in the hours before dawn. After a night at the clubs, he loved to have a coffee and a brandy and a strong cigarette in one of the cosy little medieval bars in the backstreets of Madrid. He thought everything was wonderful and everything would last forever. There would be no regrets. There would be no price to pay.

How wrong he was. "If you want to go up you have to go down," Jenny used to say. Everything had a price. There was a consequence for every act. Do good be good be rewarded. Do crime pay the time. And now, in his 50s, there was a price to pay for everything. Each mark was a wonder. Each blessing a crime. Every indulgence held a price. He had to pay, he had to pay, in tears and pain and discomfort, for all his sins, for all his indulgent despair, for all his drug fuelled melancholy. It wasn't right, it wasn't fair. His motives had been good. He hadn't realised the price was so high. He hadn't realised what he was doing to himself. And he marched forward, sheets of transparent pain flying every which way, and the gloss and the shivers and the counting pain, it had all come time to pay.

Pay the piper, pay the price, come hither and let me cast eyes across your tight firm body, a flash of desire in the winter sun, a flowering peach tree in amongst the historic old houses, the crumbling back yards, the homes that wreaked of stories never told, secrets never revealed, love never consumated. Because he was scattered to the four winds now; and he had done it all entirely to himself. So he went back to the program and back to the forgiving past; and his fingers flew across keyboards but it never told the story, not really, of all the aching loss and terrible chaos that had troubled his chaotic heart. Each box told a story. One random page almost blew away in the wind; p87, As Yet Untitled, which told of his hitch hiking across the frozen plains of Canada.

Even then, he realised, when he could barely have been more than 19 or 20, he was infinitely sad, infinitely lonely, kissed by an eternal longing. He lay awake at night listening to others making love. Even then he was fascinated by alcoholics and oblivion seekers, and naturally attracted to them, utlimately frustrated and finally betrayed by that which draws us. He stood at the turning point. There were only a few years left. He could take one path or he could take the other. He could drown in his own alcohol fuelled melancholy, he could go to the grave with a dozen incomplete masterpieces cluttering old drawers, filling old boxes. Or he could stay sober and triumph, and be productive, perhaps even happy. Suicide wasn't an option, not at this age, there wasn't enough time left anyway. And so he played and he partied, he took the high road and the low road, and finally, humiliated by his own obsessions, he crawled back through the doors of yet another psychic rehab, ready to repent.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Redemption

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The streets were already busy in the pre-dawn. There was an element of flight, he couldn't deny that. The ceilings in the kitchen and bathroom had collapsed, the plumbing was off line and suddenly he was homeless. Sam was at his grandmother's and Henrietta at school. The house was a bombshell, dust everywhere, Craig from nextdoor busily working. If everything he had ever believed in turned out to be a romantic falsehood, as was appearing very likely, even so life offered new turmoils; and he was forced to go. There seemed no other alternative. Everything was an inclusivfe madness. Everything was being swept clean. He loaded old boxes on to the back of the truck they hadd hired from Balmain Rentals. The heating doesn't work but worse, it blows a constant stream of cold air. It's freezing. He became frozen in a way he hadn't been since last in Europe, years ago now. He hadn't expected life to unfold here, children, a stable job.

Thank you for my courage, thank you for my decency, went the chant, andd that was it now, everything being swept away. Some of the boxes hadn't been opened since he last moved to Redfern around New Year in 2001. Then it was a fresh start, now it was a rut, a comfotable rut. So many of the boxes, unsorted in the last hasty move, and the one before that, and before that, related to the days before Google Docs and easy storage, before word processing, before the technology allowed everyone in the world to have a website like this for free. In those old old days there was a thing called paper, and if you made too many mistakes on a page you would have to retype it. He couldn't go on living in the twilight zone, one foot in one camp, one in the father. One half way to heaven and one half way to hell. He couldn't stand the hypocrisy anymore. He couldn't stanad to be around high functioning, intelligent, professional people one minute; and nodding in agreement at the abyss the next.

So he packed the boxes one after the other after the other. He caught sight of things he had long forgot. The flyer for Writers in the Park, which was held at the Harold Park Hotel, an infamous entertainment pub of the era. For a period the event was a great success. Somehow or other, he had been friends with some of the organisers, he had ended up in the role of videoing it. Bron provided the video camera and all the equipment, as he provided so many things in that era, up there in his apartment overlooking what is now Darling Harbour, a glistening modern place in absolute contrast to what was then. So pissed some nights, exhausted by lifestyle issues, he would begin to nod off over the camera. One day a poet was going on about "sleep, sleep" and then the whole room noticed him passed out of the video equipment and began to laugh. Well that was what it was like. There was always laughter, there was always insanity.

There was the book, Writers in the Park, which was a collection of writings from people who had appeared there. He had written the introduction, told the whole story of how it came to be that a string of the best known writers of the era, from David Malouf to Frank Hardy, came to that pub opposite the greyhound races. Of how a whole of group of people gave of their time and energy to make it possible. He hadn't seen that cover in years, or even thought of it. Eventually he had sold the tapes to the Mitchell Library for several thousand dollars.There had been debate for years other their ultimate resting place. The state public library seemed the only decent place.
Twenty years. Thousands of years had passed inside his skull. Kissed with infinite longing, every day was an eternity. Yet here it was, the detritus of years, decades, of the days before computers, being loaded on to the back of a cage truck and sent off to the country, where they and the couches will gather spiders and dust, perhaps never even to be properly filed.

Twenty years. That's how long ago it was. Kim O'Brien was one of the central characters, and if there were flaws in the character, flaws in the glass, it came from his own low moral standards and practising alcoholism, as every day turned into a pissed disaster and friendships slowly collapsed, because no one could bear the ever grasping tactics of an ever grasping addict. Cue financial chaos. Always needy. Always melancholy. Always in despair. Sickening crap and he just swept it away, into boxes, into bags, into the truck and go go go. Finally the day was getting warmer. Major, the dog ahd been fed and was sleeping comfortably in front of the fire at Toni Smith's house, Toni who he had known since universtiy days and he dropped round for breakfast on a Sunday morning, as was his want. All was lost, but he didn't believe that anymore, nothing but trite melodrama; there was hope in the wind and in the sun glittering on the leaves, in the sound of birds and blue sky, in sensory overload and a comforting fire, bringing him back to Earth; and every onwards.




http://www.booksandcollectibles.com.au/dump/Gotcha_By_The_Books/books-0013/8114.html

"Writers in the Park: the book 1985-86 Christie, Carol; O'Brien, Kim (eds)

8114 Sydney FAB Press 1986 1st Edition paperback b&w photos 8vo 104pp Very Good A collection of the work considered most representative of The Harold Park Readings by Australian poets and writers; mostly poetry and performance poetry; work by Rodriguez, Hewett, Komninos, Shapcott, Beveridge, Duggan, Viidikas, Dorothy Porter, and many more; this copy has one small lightly worn spot to fep, endpapers foxed, o.w. Very Good. ISBN: 1-86252-686-9 $17.00AUD

http://www.jamesgriffin.com.au/photos.htm

Spoken Word Performance at Writers in the Park. 1986, Harold Park Hotel, Sydney.

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Advertisement.

http://www.smh.com.au/news/good-living/popular-pub-rises-again/2007/07/18/1184559828846.html

The Harold Park Hotel will be hardly recognisable to patrons who were locked in there in the '80s to hear One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest author Ken Kesey read while drug dealers tried to break in with axes.

The one-time Sydney entertainment institution was trendily refurbished for Wednesday night's reopening party.

The Glebe hotel opposite the paceway hosted some of the world's top comedy acts and writers in the '80s and '90s and many of Sydney's up-and-coming bands.

English comic Ben Elton performed there and Hollywood star Robin Williams dropped in for one or two impromptu slots. Australian authors Peter Carey and Thomas Keneally spoke there.

Comedian Akmal once described the Harold Park as "the best venue ever".

"Not only did the Harold Park have a great atmosphere but it also attracted a very intelligent, respectful audience. It gave the opportunity to performers whose style did not suit the aggressive vibe of a typical Sydney pub, such as Andrew Denton, Stephen Abbott [The Sandman], Paul Livingstone [Flacco], Bob Downe and Mikey Robins."

Former licensee Simon Morgan said he sold and closed the pub in 1999 because Leichhardt Council refused to extend his licence to midnight. The pub will now stay open until midnight on Friday and Saturday nights.

The hotel was sold with an approved development application for serviced apartments behind the hotel, and it was presumed the pub would stay closed. It was a sad time in Sydney's entertainment scene, with many pubs closing their doors to live entertainment and embracing poker machines.

The site went through a number of hands before ending up with developers Barton Corporation - Bob Barton and his sons John and Jeff - in 2004.

"We're gonna turn [the Harold Park Hotel] back into the way it was," John Barton, 36, said.

Comedians Chris Franklin, Pizza star Tahir and Footy Show regular Mick Meredith have already performed at the pub's free Tuesday night comedy, and Barton said there were plans to also bring back the pub's other nights, including Writers in the Park, Politics in the Pub and Poetry in the Park.

But his motives for trying to restore the pub to its glory days aren't altruistic.

"We like cash flow," he said. "The pub's got a lot of potential. There's not many hotels you can buy that come with that sort of name. The majority people know the Comedy Club. Last Tuesday we packed it out."

The pub also hosts covers bands and plan to increase the number of poker machines from eight to 18.

That probably won't please Whitlams frontman Tim Freedman, who played a residency there in 1986 with his band Penguins on Safari and later had a hit with Blow Up the Pokies.

"I remember being down there one night when [left-wing author] Frank Hardie was speaking and the cops came for his parking fines," Freedman said. "Everyone surrounded the paddy wagon not knowing that Frank should have paid his fines. It wasn't two fines; it was $3000 worth."

Friday, August 7, 2009

Oblivion Seekers

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And so, as he passed out of consciousness and into the gutter, the office workers stepped over him as if he didn't exist. They were all the same, these carrion birds, these creatures from another planet, another place, the office workers. They bore no resemblance to him, there was no reflection of his life. They might as well have been another species. He looked up, phasing in and out, but none stopped. Except an old queen. They always stopped. Are you alright? the man asked. And he slurred his words. He wasn't alright, he hadn't been alright for a long time. He was as smashed as he could get, destroying his own consciousness. He didn't want to be awake. He didn't want to feel anything. He came stumbling around the corner, and saw himself, already dead, rising out of the gutter, helped by the gay guy who had stopped out of concern, or maybe he just liked a bit of rough trade. Are you alright, the man repeated, and he stumbled into him, unable to stand up straight.

I'm a bit pissed, he said. I can see that, the man said. And after a short period, the offer came. Do you want to come back to my place, you can have some coffee, sober up. And so it was as it always was, a shower, a blow job and $20, that's the sort of kid he was, crazy as. Nothing stopped. Nothing ended. He was caught in a downward spiral and had already hit rock bottom before he had barely begun, dashing across the thin red line as if it was non-existent. He was entranced by the underworld, the gangsters he met around the Cross, the underground gay scene, anything that was hidden, subterfuge being his natural order. He didn't know where it would end. He didn't understand what was happening. He didn't understand why his heart ached, awfully, always. There was no end to the agony and yet he had only just begun.

No one could see through this turmoil, no one could touch his heart. And so he dusted himself off and climbed back into his old clothes and made his way down yet another suburban street, not knowing where he was going or where he would end up. These strange days were an ample curse. He couldn't go back to his parents house, not to the frozen war and the belts and the harsh anger always directed at him. Briefly, before he started renting the tiny room in the private hotel by the water, he was homeless. He sped all night and drank all day. He was under age and it was hard to get alcohol, but he managed one way and another. Standing in the street swaying, hiding in corners and watching the trammelling traffic, secretive, frightened, completely alone. He didn't know why God had cursed him so. He couldn't find a way out. He sat at the bar and let the men buy him drinks. He could drink most of them under the table anyway. It wasn't the beginning of a dark time, he was already in its midst.

And so he opened his mouth and could see the slurred words coming out. No, I'm fine. No, I'm not alright. Where am I? What am I doing here? You've passed out in the gutter, the man said. All he could think of was what happened to the bottle, had he finished it already, would this bloke have alcohol back at his flat? He told these stories years later; and they sounded so humorous, so forlorn, the lost child, but there was no pity for what once was; in a brutal place, in a brutal time. The smart BMWs and Mercedes were parked along the Darlinghurst streets. Wealthy people ate in the restaurants. A group of middle aged men gathered for a meal, drinking water, in recovery, gossiping to each other. He felt infinitely alone, infinitely different, and knew it was self indulgent. Humans were much the same, wherever they came from, whatever had happened.

If only he could be spared the worst of it. If only he didn't have to face up to these brutal truths. If only he could hug tight the love, the flesh of another. And instead they all gazed at him as if he was some freak from the zoo, and he felt intensely self conscious. Only a thin membrane separated the sober world from that other, darker slipstream, the liquid intensity of the other world. It called him constantly. He could see the bars shining in the dark, the fabulous strangers, the international guests, and he knew, before the money ran out, he could join them and pretend, just for the evening, just for the moment, to be a normal, successful, happy, integrated person with a fascinating job and a string of successes behind him, with all the daily commitments of a real, connected person. Oh how he longed for a different space. And just for a moment, he could feel the fabric of things, once more glorious, the night large, the restaurants full, the strangers disappearing down alleys; and knew that while he not be right with the world right now, there was hope. He might not always be the lunatic stranger, the oblivion seeker, the shattered, disconsolate soul.

Monday, August 3, 2009

This Too Will Pass

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He couldn't be more devestated, just by the act of living. Simple, incomplete, the eternal yearning that masked his fate. God meant you to die a street alcoholic, living out those final years in Belmore Park, nearby the newspaper offices where he had worked most of his life; at various times making something of a name for hismelf. It was all so cruel, but destiny could not be defied. He coujldn't mask his own yearning, for oblivion, for love, by the shocking empathy they called the soldier, his own demise. So when he walked past the bar on the way to the meeting, and the desire to drink hit him like a sledge hammer, like a log being swung into the side of his head, he was completely taken aback. He knew he was off the air, had been for hours, but the vividness of his desire was something new.

There were tourists and sales reps and the interesting looking middle class all sitting around the bar, already lit up as the last light of the day fled, and he just wanted to be in there amongst them, ordering another beer, talking to total strangers, becoming immersed in the tales of others. Because he had none of his own left to tell; he would instead drape himself in the lives of others; and in this case, in the lives of complete strangers, both to himself and to the city. Random strangers, random acts of kindness. The Americans would talk in their loud voices about the things familiar to them, Obama, how terrible Bush was, or how misunderstood, depending on their poliitcal persuasion. And he would introduce them to the best local beers; and tell stories about being a journalist, and wash his own misery down a sinkhole of fabulousness, until all was well.

But all was not well; and his deeply dysfunctional brain longed for oblivion. Not for nothing oblivion seeking had been his primary goal for so many years. And now, frighteningly sober, he did not know where to turn. He kept thinking of Ben, always Ben, throughout this period of days when he had dived so spectacularly off the air, Ben, former NSW Premier Bob Carr's old press secretary. They had been great mates, although they met in the latter days when they were trying to stay sober, and Ben was bouncing in and out of detoxes and nothing was well in his life; the tiny apartment, the stuffed up relationships, the music CDs meant to indicate taste. And Ben had drunk himself to death just like that, not a bad feat for a man in his 30s still relatively healthy. But he could not stop; did not want to stop; and the rivers of enthusiasm and ignorance and intelligence and spirited conversations that were their times together; well he didn't know why it ended so quickly. Another death. Another dead alcoholic.

And so the bastard magistrates pound on from the bench: I see no hope, I see nothing but a long history of drugs, alcohol and dishonesty. And these brutal bastards always dictate the terms; always rule the rust and determine the outcome; while the rest of us slither from one pole to the next, uncertain of ourselves and our place in the world. Perhaps it was that uncertainty he had liked about Ben the most. All the ego had been deflated out of him; and when he admitted he had been drinking turps because he couldn't afford normal alcohol, then here, he knew, was a genuine problem, a terminal soul in acute decline, flirting with death as he drank himself into oblivion. He didn't mean to die, but equally he didn't want to stay sober. And so they marched forward; but there was nowhere to go. And he left him in that scrappy little nondescript inner-city apartment for the last time, thinking all was well. He'd said he would go back to detox, back to meetings, back to life. And the next he knew he was dead.

And he'd had everything. The good job, as the Premier's press secretary, better paying than most of the reporting jobs available, interesting, if you were interested in being near the seat of power. So smart. His knowledge burbled across streams; smart references to books, political events, characters of the right. And then he was dead. And there was nothing anybody could do. Nothing anybody could say. No meeting he could be dragged along to, no remorse he could feel, no madness he could absolve. And that was how it ended, not with a bang but a whimper. And so he walked past the bar with its shiny lights and happy looking people, its air of celebration, and went off to the meeting and sat in the hall and thought: this is therapy, how could this possibly be therapy? And all was lost, and Ben was lost, and he didn't drink; and was deeply unhappy. This too will pass, someone said, when he tried to explain the depth and complexity of his latest despair.



Kinkumber, NSW, Australia.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

The Winter Of The Heart

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A process in the weather of the heart
Turns damp to dry; the golden shot
Storms in the freezing tomb.
A weather in the quarter of the veins
Turns night to day; blood in their suns
Lights up the living worm.

A process in the eye forwarns
The bones of blindness; and the womb
Drives in a death as life leaks out.

A darkness in the weather of the eye
Is half its light; the fathomed sea
Breaks on unangled land.
The seed that makes a forest of the loin
Forks half its fruit; and half drops down,
Slow in a sleeping wind.

A weather in the flesh and bone
Is damp and dry; the quick and dead
Move like two ghosts before the eye.

A process in the weather of the world
Turns ghost to ghost; each mothered child
Sits in their double shade.
A process blows the moon into the sun,
Pulls down the shabby curtains of the skin;
And the heart gives up its dead.

Dylan Thomas



Why, why, he would ask, didn't he turn around and vacate this physical presence, return to the fold and embark on the journey in a vessel less damaged, more pleasing? Why persist with this one? There were so many problems! A lack of empathy, continuity, and the brain damage from sustained drug use, these were only parts of the difficulties. The emotional chaos, making the grafting of the spirit so much more complex, was yet another issue. They clustered together, these damaged forms, and he could see across what once were bar rooms and now were old town halls, all the damage that had been done. His heart stirred with longing, sick of being alone. It was an unnatural state and now he wished to make up for lost time. "I had an affair with a Frenchman once," he said. "l flew from London to Paris a couple of times to see him, it was very intense, but I already had a boyfriend, so I wasn't too fussed. He was very passionate." They laughed, they were always laughing now, and the laughter clashed with their own suppressed feelings.

"Will I ever?" the boy man had asked in his broken French; and the gaggle of queens, always so willing to help, joined in a chorus of "of course", "of course". "You too can walk through someone elses fart clouds and after 19 years of living together not care. Love? I suppose you could call it that. We've certainly been together a long time." He listened to Patrick, ginger haired Patrick who had been sober for the past 20 years, since they had known each other in the late 1980s when they were both hanging around meetings in Sydney; watching the wolrd go by, everything so fresh, the skin ripped off; and Patrick, mooning silly Patrick, fell hopelessly in love. "This is not fair," Patrick remembered thinking, when Patrick come up to his bedroom and looked at this astonishing situation, the bedroom that floated above Sydney with some of the best views anyone had ever seen, the perfect view from the Victoria Street apartments across Woolloomoolloo to the backyard of the city, the suite of skyscrapers, the bridge off to the right.

Everything was so fabulous, the beautiful car, his old irridescent green EJ deluxe special which had people shouting out in the street, "nice car", and which he had loved with a greaet passion, "it's mine, it's mine, it suits me". Living nextdoor to Phillip Knightly's Sydney residence, A Hack's Progress, just one of the benefits. That had been one of his old sayings, "a humble hack on the highways of print", and now everything was different, he was editing a page, not staking out suspects and drumming up stories from where there were no stories. He had realised with what disdain the difficulties of general reporting were held; and perhaps it was true, what Murdoch was reported to have said, "if you're still on general news after you turn 30, there's something wrong with you". There had never been any doubt there was something wrong with him. His aching heart. His oblivion seeking. His sad dysfunction as addiction sweat soaked his clothes; distorted his thoughts.

As he sat watching passers by flick by in their new whizzy, stylish, expensive black cars, looking young, fabulous, expensive. He stared in awe at ordinary people, at handsome men behind the wheels of Mercedes, at the deep level of accomplishment and self imiposed discipline they wore so easily. They weren't mad. They weren't addicted. They were just normal, fun loving, healthy. They created a great passing by, they walked as they talked, he shrivelled on the pavement and took his rightful place as the crooked observer, damaged goods who would never be sane. No good in the woods, so deeply flawed. If only God had blessed him but it was not to be. The crippled alcoholic dwarf that was his true self would not go away; would not call it quits. He could walk into a bar so easily. He could declare this recovery over, a mistake, a brief moment in the sun; and return to his destiny, to die a street alcoholic in the parks where he once used to work as a journalist.

Who was he to defy history, destiny, God? Who was he to say no, no, that is not what I want? I know I can take a differnet course. I don't have to walk into that bar. I don't have to become the damaged cripple struggling to present himself as an ordinary person, struggling to keep up with the demands of work, passionately hopeless, angry, always, at the injuustices mounting in upon him. He knew nothing woiuld ever be the same again. He stood at the turning point. He could go one way or the other. He could walk into the bar or walk on down to the meeting. Oh how he wanted to join them, the internationala travellers, the interstate visitors, sitting there in the bar of that hotel lobby, swapping stories with strangers, being oh so fabulous as the alcohol gripped him. Or he could walk down the hill to the meeting in that obscure, hidden, uncomfortable church hall, and listen to antoher set of almsot total strangers talk about their lives. And so he walked down the road. And there sat Patrick, and they gave that cute little wave at each other and Patrick simpered in that little rabbit like way of his. Patrick had been so embarrassing, so in love, now it was his turn to play the humble fool, to be embarrassed at his own lack of progress, here on the fringers where life and death, love and despair, were entirely interchangeable, a step to the side or a step ahead, the opening of one door or the opeing of another. So far he had defied fate. how much longer could it last?




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/08/01/2643098.htm?section=justin

Former prime minister Bob Hawke has been honoured for his contribution to politics with lifetime membership to the Australian Labor Party.

Mr Hawke is only the third person to receive lifetime membership after Gough and Margaret Whitlam.

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd presented Mr Hawke with the honour at the party's national conference today, before hundreds of delegates, his wife Blanche and his assistant of 26 years.

Mr Hawke entered the conference to cheers and applause before taking to the stage where he hugged Mr Rudd, Trade Minister Simon Crean and Deputy Prime Minister Julia Gillard.

Mr Rudd described Mr Hawke as the heart and soul of the Labor movement and of the party.

"Bob you are loved by our party, you are loved by our movement and I believe you are loved by the nation," he said.

Mr Rudd praised Mr Hawke's achievements during four terms in government such as the introduction of Medicareand wideranging economic reform .

He also made note of Mr Hawke's involvement in Labor's 2007 election campaign, making jokes about his charisma among voters.

"If you're standing with R J Hawke, your experience is as follows - to be totally ignored."

Mr Crean said the election of Mr Hawke in 1983 changed Australia and put it on the path of modernisation and reform.

Mr Hawke addressed delegates for over 30 minutes, saying Labor was the love of his life.

"You know, I can be a bit emotional and I must say you're testing the floodgates," he said.

Mr Hawke reflected on the huge change he has witnessed in the world since he joined the Labor Party in 1947 and said Labor's post-war actions in Government were what excited him about being in the party.

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KABUL — Three US troops and a French soldier were killed in insurgent attacks in Afghanistan on Saturday, the military said.

The latest bloodshed comes after a month in which 75 soldiers were killed -- the highest number in a single month since the operation began in 2001.

More than 100,000 international troops are deployed in Afghanistan to help the young army fight a brutal Taliban-led insurgency which is mounting ahead of key presidential elections on August 20.

Around 230 French, US and Afghan troops came under fire in the Kapisa province, northeast of Kabul, while on an operation with Afghan troops, the French military in Afghanistan said in a statement.

"One French soldier was hit and died of the injury. Immediately the troops returned fire and counter-attacked the insurgents," it said.

"The fighting lasted one and a half hours and two other French soldiers were wounded. The insurgents eventually retreated."

France has lost 29 soldiers in Afghanistan since 2001, it said. It has around 2,900 French troops in NATO's International Security Assistance Force in Afghanistan under a UN mandate.

Three other ISAF soldiers were killed in bomb blasts, the alliance force said separately.

"Three International Security Assistance Force (ISAF) service members were killed today after their patrol was struck by two improvised explosive devices in southern Afghanistan," it said.

http://www.smh.com.au/national/swine-flu-shuts-hospital-as-pigs-get-virus-20090801-e53z.html

SWINE flu forced a NSW hospital to close its doors to new patients yesterday as Premier Nathan Rees moved to reassure the public after an outbreak of the flu at a piggery.

An outbreak of H1N1 at Bellingen Hospital on the mid-north coast forced it to refuse new patients this weekend. Margaret Bennett, from the Health Department’s Coffs-Clarence Network, said seven staff had fallen ill with flu symptoms since a patient tested positive on July 24.

‘‘The hospital is operating normally in terms of people reporting to the emergency department and our care for current in-patients,’’ she said.

‘‘This weekend we’re diverting new patients to either Coffs Harbour or Macksville.’’

Mr Rees said there was no danger of catching swine flu from eating pork products despite a Dunedoo piggery being quarantined. The outbreak is the first human-to-pig transmission of flu in Australia.

Tests confirmed the pigs had influenza A H1, which is different to the human swine flu virus.

By Friday 21,668 people were known to have contracted swine flu, of whom 61 had died. On Friday, a 70-year-old woman, who had other health problems, became the 22nd person in NSW to die from it.




At the Kinkumber Spiritual Retreat, NSW, Australia.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The Slippery Slope

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A lesson, a gesture, a story, a philosophy, an attitude—I took something from every man in Steve's bar. I was a master at “identity theft” when that crime was more benign. I became sarcastic like Cager, melodramatic like Uncle Charlie, a roughneck like Joey D. I strived to be solid like Bob the Cop, cool like Colt, and to rationalize my rage by telling myself that it was no worse than the righteous wrath of Smelly. Eventually I applied the mimicry I'd learned at Dickens to those I met outside the bar—friends, lovers, parents, bosses, even strangers. The bar fostered in me the habit of turning each person who crossed my path into a mentor, or a character, and I credit the bar, and blame it, for my becoming a reflection, or a refraction, of them all.

Every regular at Steve's bar was fond of metaphors. One old bourbon drinker told me that a man's life is all a matter of mountains and caves—mountains we must climb, caves where we hide when we can't face our mountains. For me the bar was both. My most luxuriant cave, my most perilous mountain. And its men, though cavemen at heart, were my Sherpas. I loved them, deeply, and I think they knew. Though they had experienced everything—war and love, fame and disgrace, wealth and ruin—I don't think they ever had a boy look at them with such shining, worshipful eyes. My devotion was something new to them, and I think it made them love me, in their way, which was why they kidnapped me when I was eleven. But now I can almost hear their voices. Whoa, kid, you're getting ahead of yourself.

J.R. Moehringer, The Tender Bar.



What shocked him was the degree of his own romanticisation of these people, many of them dead. "I've never known anyone who knows so many dead people as you," someone had said, and while it wasn't Rawanda, the lifestyle we had fallen into was dangerous indeed. Bruce, the tall gangly poet, was the first to go, and he could not drive past that street in Turramurra where Bruce's parent's lived without thinking of the cold sadness of that early loss. He had spent his childhood nights floating across the cold suburbs, billowing on the wind, peering down, lost and alone yet triumphant in his liberation. Then he had found a new band, the partying gang, and while Bruce's death should have served as a warning of more to come, nothing was going to stop them. The grand chaos of the era could be heard even in this remote place, the giant concerts of the Rolling Stones at Wembley Stadium somehow had their echoes here on the other side of the world; and later Lou Reed in New York would play out in our loungerooms, as we sat around in and endless daze, playing cards, dealing out the 500 pack time and time again.

He had been in love with Tim and Jan and the whole damn gang, their children, the motley crew, Ian Farr, John Bygate, Lyn Hapgood, Colin Griffith. Every last one of them was dead now. The wonderfully eccentric sight of off-her-trolley Lyn wheeling her pram about Paddington, stumbling out of Bygate's beautiful Paddington terrace to see the day. John Bygate was everything he had wanted to be: astonishingly handsome, fabulously out of it, a great record collection, an intellectual obscurity which shut out all the hoi palloi. They were different, their closed club, intellectual giants, creative originals. John was always scribbling obscure music notations on sheets of paper, and he took to doing the same, writing obscure, funereal melodies while struggling to understand first year philospohy. He wanted to be different. He wanted to be loyal to his band. He thought of them as the beginning and the end, the group who's partying ways would change the entire country with the brilliance of their artistic output.

He wrote and he wrote, sine qua sine, garbled Latin phrases, ancient, ethereal floating castles, the ground littered with the crunched glass of shattered syringes, black and white chequered floors, a spiritual, hallucinatory place open only to the terminally gifted. In 2009, a quarter of a century after Bygate had lived in the apartment in Moore Park Road they drove past, Karl looked out of the car window and picked out the terrace where he had lived with Ian Farr and John Bygate and the rest of them. For the first time he heard the story of how Karl had met Bygate. He had been looking for a card reader, a clairvoyant, in Paddington, and had knocked on the wrong door. Bygate had answered, the ever present glass of white wine in his hand. Come in, come in, he declared expansively, as if he had been expecting him. Karl tried to explain that he had knocked on the wrong door and was looking for someone else, but Bygate was having none of it. Soon enough they were sitting around the kitchen table smoking. Soon enough John was talking about getting some pills, he just needed a bit more money to pay for the script. Soon enough they were collecting a bottle of mandrax and were off their scones.

And that was how Karl came to know that crazy crazy gang. It was the early 80s and they were already on the slippery slope. By that time he had started work at the Sydney Morning Herald, and his life was changing as he entered the mainstream. Sometimes he would sit around the Moore Park flat, hanging out with the old gang, listening to the hysterical tales of the male prostitute who would wander in from upstairs, complaining about his work load. Or knock back the proposition that he would fill in for him on one of the jobs. These were different days. He was too old to sell the flesh; ashamed of his own past, keen to become a new, professional person. But he still liked the bohemian tales, as if these people were more genuine than most he met. And so he would sit there, listening to the tales of chaos and lack of money, of unfulfilled dreams. Bygate was already getting more and more obscure. Already it was such a contrast from the fabulous person he had known in his hey day, in the late 60s, when they first met at that wonderful sugar-daddy provided house in Elizabeth Street, Paddington.

His moisturised skin was already beginning to show the wear and tear of the alcoholic. The fabulous terrace was long gone; as was the sugar daddy. His boyfriend, that shocking junky Gary, later to father a child with Virginia Fay, was also gone; and somehow it was this last in a long line of losses which seemed to toss Bygate closer and closer to the cliff's edge. He reigned over the motley bohemian crew that infected Moore Park, like some ancient, eccentric aunt. He wished them all well. He mumbled incoherently. He still drank his white wine, but these days it came from a cask. He still scribbled notations on sheets of music, but these days no one really believed he was about to produce a new Australian masterpiece. Another bottle of mandrax would arrive, and yet again the gang would be stumbling about, losing it, wandering off to the pub and returning days later, slurring words, falling into each other, desperately out of it, desperately in love. Instead of this life, these days he got up and went to work each morning. His visits became less and less regular.

And finally he wandered off altogether. And Bygate took another step down the slippery slope, moving to Adelaide where it was cheaper to live on the dole. And finally dying of a brain haemorrage. He never got sober. He never turned back. Karl and he held the memory, but even that was becoming increasingly obscure as they themselves aged and all that remained of that strange time was the memories of two men in their 40s and 50s as they drove down a busy Sydney street.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/business/8169869.stm

Top leaders of the US and China are meeting in Washington to discuss key economic and political differences.

President Obama said the relationship between the US and China would shape the 21st century and said the two shared a "mutual interest".

China has sent Vice Premier Wang Qishan and State Councillor Dai Bingguo.

The meeting, called the US-China Strategic and Economic Dialogue, is the first formal negotiation between the US and China since Mr Obama took office.

'Strong coordination'

The talks will cover a range of issues, including halting the spread of nuclear weapons in North Korea and Iran, and creating clean and secure energy sources.

But the main focus will be on working towards economic recovery.

"The current crisis has made it clear that the choices made within our borders reverberate across the global economy - and this is true not just of New York and Seattle, but Shanghai and Shenzhen as well," President Obama said at the start of the meeting.

"That is why we must remain committed to strong bilateral and multilateral coordination."

Vice Premier Wang also said it was a "critical moment" for the world economy as it moves out of crisis and towards recovery.

Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner and Secretary of State Hillary Clinton co-host the talks.

http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,25843607-5017771,00.html

Michael Stutchbury

THE PM bags the deregulation of the past 25 years but claims he wants to boost productivity.

KEVIN Rudd's second long crisis essay continues to misdiagnose Australia's economic challenges as stemming from the failures of a "decade of neo-liberal free market fundamentalism". And, compared to the first essay penned in January, an emboldened Prime Minister now feels vindicated that massive government intervention has saved global capitalism. But these intellectual foundations muddy rather than clarify the PM's reform principles for driving the next decade of productivity growth. His road to recovery ends up in the hoary political refuge of "nation building", which will also serves to justify post-crisis belt-tightening.

Rudd's straw man case against neo-liberalism is based on the historical fact that financial markets are vulnerable to herd-like swings between irrational exuberance and panic which, in this case, destabilised the global macro-economy.

Yet the intellectual critique of "behavioural economics" is better at poking holes in the "efficient markets hypothesis" that individuals act rationally than in demonstrating that governments know or can do better. In any case, this debate is largely confined to financial markets, not the whole sweep of pro-market economics. And it is largely a northern hemisphere argument, notwithstanding Rudd's efforts to lash the Howard-Turnbull Liberals to the supposed sins of "the right". A feature of the crisis is how well Australia's banking supervision has held up. The Reserve Bank has never been fundamentalist on financial markets, for instance supporting a floating dollar but also acknowledging that financial asset markets can "overshoot".

In a speech to the Sydney Institute last month, the federal Treasury's group director David Gruen outlined how mainstream macroeconomic theory had gone off course over the past few decades by incorporating the microeconomic assumption that financial markets were naturally self-correcting because well-informed individuals acted rationally in response to proper incentives. But Gruen pointedly added the following footnote: "In case I am being interpreted as pouring scorn on the benefits of more deregulated markets generally as opposed to financial markets in particular, let me dissuade you from that view.

http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,25843727-20261,00.html

Rudd addresses the Labor Party in Hobart on Saturday on the reception his essays received in these pages

TODAY, you might have read an essay that I published in the national press that looks beyond the immediate response to the global recession towards the challenges of economic recovery.

I've noticed that some don't particularly appreciate it when I write long essays.

http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,25843727-20261,00.html

After the publication of my last essay in The Monthly six months ago, I'm informed that one national newspaper published more than 50 separate articles attacking it in one way or another.

I'm also informed that's about 60,000 words the newspaper in question devoted to my mediocre prose.

Nearly 10 times the length of my original essay.

We should welcome a real debate about different ideas for the nation's future, including from newspapers that declare themselves unashamed defenders of the ideological Right.

Ross Gittins in The Age and The Sydney Morning Herald yesterday goes to war with occasional Fairfax contributor Kevin Rudd:

I'VE forced myself to read every bit of Kevin Rudd's latest 6100-word diatribe on economic recovery. Now I know what it must be like to sit through one of Fidel Castro's three-hour speeches.

It was a combination of the sensible and the self-serving, marred by its partisanship. Rudd nowhere acknowledges the role of his Liberal predecessors in pursuing the policies that left us so well placed in the global crisis.

He fails to admit that the relatively low and unconcerning levels of public debt in prospect are the product of his predecessors' budget surpluses and zero net debt.

The Libs also deserve credit for the good shape our banks are in. It was they who reformed our prudential supervision system, putting it in the hands of a single, well-armed regulator, and they who persisted with the Four Pillars policy that did so much to keep our banks out of trouble.

The notion that the Libs could be fairly described as "neo-liberal free-market fundamentalists" is laughable.

I'm starting to see the motive for all this "tough times" talk: you make it sound terrible so that, when it turns out it isn't so bad, voters are more relieved than angry.

It's spin, in other words.


Redfern railway lines, Sydney, Australia.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Above The World

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"We're in a bit of a pickle here, boy," Drew said. "Maybe you should stop drinking."
"Maybe you should start," Perry said. "I killed my best friend, cut off my own junk, and I'm some kind of psychic call-in line for these things. And you? Dude, you're dropping bombs in America. You're in charge of fighting honest-to-God aliens. Ask me, that's a pretty good reason for a snort or three."
Perry held out the bottle. Drew looked at the nasty scar on Perry's left forearm. War scars, that's what Perry had.
Drew accepted the bottle. The kid was right. Drew took a long swig. The bourbon tang was a welcome sensation, a friendly memory of distant times when he could just have a drink and relax. He knocked back another long pull...

Scott Sigler, Contagion.



Apart from some vague notion of the universe as an infinite and amazing place, like most people, he had no real knowledge or even desire for knowledge of God or a higher power or anything else in that domain. The purpose of recovery is to come to know the face of God, he read, and dismissed it as cultish nonsense. Children, they were virtually children, young things in their 20s, whined endlessly about their pseudo-difficulties and their love of "the program". He shuddered. It had come to this. And then they were gone. And people he had meant to confront, or just to talk to, were swept away in the crush. He wanted to go back to a time of innocent glory, to a time of powerful clairvoyance and an infinite ease with his own spirituality, when each night he went foraging across the suburbs of his early childhood, the cold crash of the surf in the early hours of the morning, the lonely twinkle of the street lamps, the deep cold of the houses nestled into the sides of the hills overlooking the beach. The deep green of the trees which were everywhere.

Nothing matched his inner dialogue. And so it was that he abandoned everything he had once stood for. Once he could hear them, the thoughts of others, as he sat on the bus on the long ride into town. Once, if he stared at people long enough, they would do what he wanted. Instead, now, his head was full of half finished stories, scenes which went nowhere, plots which dissolved before they had even formed. The old Eastern Europeans sat in the outback baths, the hot, sulphurous water giving off steam into the infinite night, the stars in the startling sky starting to come out as dusk deepened. They were large people, both the men and the women, plagued by health problems which probably directly related to their rich diets. There was no
English spoken. This land which had transformed utterly, from the ancient culture of the aborigines, living here for thousands of years, to the bustling technological world of the West, its architecture encrusted on to the ancient land, coating the hills and bays of the coast, spreading inland through the townships.

Prior to becoming a general news reporter on the Sydney Morning Herald in the 1980s his knowledge of the outback and rural Australia was limited to drug fueled spiritual quests against startling backdrops - from Ernabella, the aboriginal Jerusalem, where the sky itself turned pastel above the pastel red hills and yellow desert melons lay on the gorgeous pink sands to the rich farming country of the Liverpool Plains or the Hunter Valley, where the large, white well maintained fences of the horse studs bespoke a wealth he could only imagine. What had happened to that eccentric, wealthy older man in a flash sports car he had assumed was his destiny. He could see him, why not become him. Fragment Me Quick, Blue Queen, had been the science fiction novella he had written with a cast of himself and his friends, particularly Bill Rough. They had all been "creatives", as they were now called, and could see absolutely no other reason for being.

Last night he had driven back from Waverley down Moore Park Road, past the house where John Bygate and the wild crew he had known so well, had once considered the heart of everything, now lived. John Bygate was the star recruit. By this stage John was already in decay, the fabulous terrace in Elizabeth Street, Paddington, his sugar daddy had bought for him long gone. He had met John in the late 60s when Harry Godolphin, also dead, took him up from the Cross, where they would sit around all day on the musty straw floor coverings playing music and smoking bongs. He was a street kid and these people always liked to pick up street kids, foster their potential, maybe maybe not sleep with them. I'm the only one in your life who doesn't want to sleep with you, that's why you like coming here, Harry said, and it was probably true. Harry was the man he had met in a detox just after he turned 16. He hadn't stayed in the detox long; and having nowhere to sleep and sick of the hands of ancient men crawling across his body just because he needed a bed for the night.

He went back to Harry's place, the squat overlooking Woolloomoolloo, with its spectacular views and unique, aerie like location on top of the cliffs. None of those houses are there anymore, replaced by the famous now multi million dollar apartments along Victoria Street with some of the best views of Sydney anywhere. It was to Harry he told his initial dreams of maybe being a writer one day; a fantasy which seemed so impossible it would have been laughable. But Harry listened and encouraged him, the first adult to do so. And so he started scribbling things again, as he had done throughout his childhood, which had been littered with large literary projects he had thrown away after his suicide attempt. Harry gave him a sliver of acid and took him to see Hair and his world, his consciousness, changed forever. As did the rationals for his own behaviour. Far off, but suddenly not so far off, the Beatles and the Rolling Stones were playing giant arenas, and even here in this remote outpost of civilisation he could hear the drum beats of change. They were marked. They would always be defeated. But somehow, briefly, back there, before the impossibilities of life and love and success had destroyed him, he imagined a future full of hope and fun and achievement. How badly distorted things came to be.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/australiaandthepacific/australia/5900099/Muslim-woman-told-to-take-off-veil-by-bus-driver-in-Australia.html

Khadijah Ouararhni-Grech was wearing a pink, floral niqab, which covers her hair and lower face, when she tried to board a bus in Greystanes, an outer suburb of the Astralian city.

"As I was stepping onto the bus the driver said 'You can't get on the bus wearing your mask'," she told the Sydney Daily Telegraph newspaper.

When she explained it was religious dress, the woman said the driver responded: "Sorry, it's the law."

"I told him it wasn't the law and he said 'You have to show me your face,'" she said.

"I said to him, 'There's no difference between me and that lady sitting there who chooses to not wear what I'm wearing'."

The bus company, Hillsbus, said the driver was being questioned over the claims.

"We are investigating it and doing that as quickly as we can," a spokesman said. "We need to get to the bottom of it, work out what happened and what went on, and what we need to do about it."

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/07/23/2634738.htm

Two more people have died from swine flu in Queensland, taking to five the number of swine flu-related deaths in the state.

Authorities have confirmed a 13-year-old boy died on the Sunshine Coast on Monday and an 84-year-old man died yesterday.

Queensland Health says both were classed as vulnerable due to existing medical conditions.

A 70-year-old man with swine flu died in Townsville Hospital yesterday.

Earlier this week, a 19-year-old woman from Palm Island lost her unborn baby through complications from the virus, while a 38-year-old woman died in Brisbane last Wednesday.

Muslims make up about 1.7 per cent of Australia's heavily Christian population of almost 22 million, and religious tensions have run high in recent years.

Anti-Muslim sentiment flared on Sydney's southern Cronulla Beach in December 2005 when mobs of whites attacked Lebanese Australians there in a bid to "reclaim the beach".

http://www.google.com/hostednews/afp/article/ALeqM5gS9Eg6gT_891qZQzJXIK49F6VEow

WASHINGTON — Iraqi Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki paid symbolic tribute to US soldiers killed in Iraq, laying a wreath at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier at Virginia's Arlington National Cemetery.

As the Iraqi and American national anthems played, Maliki paid his respects Thursday during a military ceremony of the type reserved for heads of state, which was punctuated by the firing of canons.

Maliki was joined by his delegation and Brigadier General Karl Horst, the commander of Joint Force Headquarters-National Capital Region.

The Iraqi leader observed a minute of silence, watched by a crowd of about 200 American tourists who were visiting the site -- a national landmark.

He did not make remarks at the ceremony.

According to cemetery officials, Thursday was the third time Maliki has visited the site to pay his respects, but the previous two visits were not open to the public.

An Iraqi official, speaking on condition of anonymity, said the trip was "very important to stipulate a new relationship after the withdrawal of the troops."

US troops pulled out of Iraqi cities at the end of June, as part of a bilateral agreement signed between the two countries.

The transition is a major step in the Iraqi government's attempts to assert its authority throughout the country, but questions remain about relations between the still-troubled nation's ethnic and religious sects.

The future of relations between the country's Sunni, Shiite and Kurdish populations was a topic in talks Maliki held in Washington on Wednesday with President Barack Obama.




Two in Advance

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I used to say I'd found in Steve's bar the fathers I needed, but this wasn't quite right. At some point the bar itself became my father, its dozens of men melding into one enormous male eye looking over my shoulder, providing that needed alternative to my mother, that Y chromosome to her X. My mother didn't know she was competing with the men of the bar, and the men didn't know they were vying with her. They all assumed that they were on the same page, because they all shared one antiquated idea about manhood. My mother and the men believed that being a good man is an art, and being a bad man is a tragedy, for the world as much as for those who depend on the tragic man in question. Though my mother first introduced me to this idea, Steve's bar was where I saw its truth demonstrated daily. Steve's bar attracted all kinds of women, a stunning array, but as a boy I noticed only its improbable assortment of good and bad men. Wandering freely among this unlikely fraternity of alphas, listening to the stories of the soldiers and ballplayers, poets and cops, millionaires and bookies, actors and crooks who leaned nightly against Steve's bar, I heard them say again and again that the differences among them were great, but the reasons they had come to be so different were slight.

J.R. Moehringer, The Tender Bar.


Like watching paint dry, the meeting moved by so slowly. There had been books lying in boxes at the top of Wilson Street, past where he walked each day. He grabbed A Writer's Life by Jan Morris, a couple of volumes of Paul Auster, a couple of volumes from people he had never heard of. When did anyone get the time to read all these books anymore? When was salvation going to come? It didn't matter that whole junks of memory were going to disappear. He would still remember the rickshaws in Calcutta, dance in a for off, foreign field. The truth was that life as a professional in this God forsaken town was dull; you got up, you went to work, you followed the same snail trails every day, intersecting but never speaking with people doing the same thing. Crowded lives in a crowded city. Yet no one had reached out, he remained untouched. Opportunities came and went. They laughed, at him rather than with him. Oh please, please, release me from this bondage.

The distracted thoughts and crumbling buildings, he could not be held account anymore. Books were made to be finished. The shattered path, it was the only way. High in the clouds, the airships. Nicole at the helm. Spirit beings everywhere. The dark forces of the physical planet so far beneath them as to be of no account. Whistling high, with clouds for company. It was his destiny to float, and throughout his childhood he could barely wait to slip into unconsciousness in order to go flying, flying, high above the suburb, the control of his disembodied spirit a matter of mental tricks. He had been so long about the issue, long term narcotic use, that not even the sight of the skinny little aboriginal girls selling $20 packets of pot at the top of the Block, 150 yards from the police station, bothered him anymore. Did we have to get rid of all human influence in order to gain some level of purity? Of decent motive?

He wanted to go back to Calcutta, as part of his destiny, but was afraid of dying there. The magic kingdoms had all been in his imagination, or derived from books. He couldn't work out how to get back there. He couldn't work out how to gain his former mental powers. Life was cruel; he couldn't find what he was searching for. A way back to former gifts; including the power to fly, the way he used to wait until his parents had gone to bed, and then go floating. He knew the courts didn't want ordinary people in them, that the views of the masses were not welcome. The masses and the mandarins, indeed. The legal caste thought they had it all sewn up; simply be there soaking up the energy, relearning old mental tricks. How much he longed for a happy place; and could never be satisfied with the here and now. We all knew the story of the boy who had been forced to dig his own grave, down there in the National Park. All because he had crossed the wrong person, stolen off a criminal queen, just like they stole off every one. They weren't sophisticated enough to pick their targets, they just robbed everyone they slept with.

He was blubbering. He wanted the police to turn down the volume, to set down the law for the teenagers filling his house, four girls and climbing in the front room at last check. They were all escaping boarding school, and Henrietta had the cool dad who let them do what they wanted to do, make a bit of noise in the middle of the night, giggle a lot. Which was so innocuous in comparison to what he got up to at their age he let them go straight ahead. It was better than many of the things they could be doing, scoring on the corner, bongs, collective outrage. But where was that these days? There was no spirit of revolution. Australia had descended into being virtually a communist country, Who's the aboriginal in the family, someone asked, noticing the paintings. Suzy, the kids mother, she identifies, he replied. And back out there on the plains where they all came from, he could feel the ancestors calling. Come back, come back, we will envelop you with love.

But he wasn't ready to leave the physical world yet. There was too much work to be done. Books to be written. Thoughts to be stored. Are you happy? I don't care mate, survival is the key. The skinny little drug dealers followed his every move, keeping a beady eye out as he crossed the road. They lost interest when they saw the dog - and his grey hair. The bar was his refuge and his destroyer; like the character in The Tender Bar he had gone there so early, to the Rex. Kind of like it now, he had told the librarian, he wanted his own thoughts back. He had been the subject of identity theft yet again. I don't know who I am, I can't be seen to be making these same mistakes all over again. He was conscious of an altered planet, of lost opportunities, of a past so long ago his memories of those grand events was beginning to fade; those years he thought he would always remember, those moments high above the suburbs; a return to the form of 2006. They had been so utterly betrayed; but above all had betrayed themselves. The daily grinding routine, the gross physicality of his wretched body, he was going to climb back to his former clairvoyance; he was going to become the person he was always meant to be.




THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/07/24/2635902.htm?section=australia

Police investigating the murder of a Sydney family say post-mortem examinations on the five victims have given them valuable information but it will be weeks before the results of some forensic tests are known.

Forty-three-year-old Min Lin, his wife, two sons and his sister-in-law were bludgeoned to death in the family's North Epping home, in Sydney's north west, last weekend.

Detective Inspector Geoff Beresford says police have now spoken to all the family members in Sydney, including relatives visiting from China.

He says toxicology tests from the post-mortems will not be available for some time but he is confident a suspect will be identified.

"I am as confident as I have been throughout this week, I am very pleased with the progress so far as the forensic results that are coming in," he said.

"But again I repeat there's an enormous amount of work to be done, it's not a process that can be hurried, nor will it be hurried.

http://www.smh.com.au/environment/expect-more-blowups-before-november-20090724-dw68.html

THE ink was barely dry on Malcolm Turnbull's press release yesterday when Wilson Tuckey was out slamming the new offer as a time-buying exercise cooked up by the arrogant leader and his "sycophantic" shadow cabinet.

Safe to say, therefore, that Turnbull and senior Liberals have given up on wooing Tuckey and his band of supporters - not to mention the Nationals - as they sort out the climate dilemma.

Turnbull and Co are prepared to negotiate on the basis of being able deliver a majority view inside the Liberal Party, not a unanimous one. They - at least, for now - have a position by which they can stand and all sound like they are saying the same thing. After this week, that is an achievement.

The nine amendments devised by the shadow cabinet will not be accepted by the Government before August 13, when the vote is scheduled, if at all.

Penny Wong suggested cheekily she would consider them "once Mr Turnbull has agreed amendments with his party".

In this sense, it does buy time because the Coalition will, as one, vote down the scheme next month.

But afterwards, unless the Government folds and accepts them, or the Coalition blinks and softens its demands, we are none the wiser as to what may happen the second time around in November when the Government reintroduces the bill as a double dissolution trigger.

One gets the feeling there will be more blow-ups between now and then.

Mr Turnbull's personal support in Newspoll has recently taken the biggest plunge of any opposition leader and his position has been described as "terminal" by some Liberal MPs, although there is no-one to replace him.

Mr Abbott, who is releasing his own book next week on conservative politics, is not regarded as a leadership candidate in the short term and he has been strongly aiding Mr Turnbull in parliament when the Liberals have been under pressure.

"Opposing the legislation in the Senate could ultimately make poor policy even worse because the government could negotiate a deal with the Greens," Mr Abbott says in an article published in The Australian today.

"Alternatively, after several months in which political debate focuses on climate change and opposition obstructionism, the government could call a double-dissolution election on the issue of who's fair dinkum about trying to save the planet."

http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,25826885-601,00.html

Mr Turnbull was attacked from within his own party this week when he suggested overturning the Coalition's current position on emissions trading and agreeing to pass the scheme with business-friendly amendments.
Liberal backbencher Wilson Tuckey accused his leader of arrogance and inexperience in contradicting the Coalition position, sparking an internal party battle. Mr Tuckey also suggested Mr Turnbull was scared of facing a double-dissolution election over the issue.

But Mr Abbott said Mr Turnbull was being "far from arrogant" and knew "voters are unlikely to be argued into changing their minds" on an ETS.

"Oppositions, after all, can't save the country from the wrong side of the parliament and can't be expected to protect people from the consequences of changing government," he said. "It will be the cost and complexity of emissions trading and the absence of anything much out of the ordinary about climate that will slowly engender second thoughts."

Mr Abbott also said the Coalition was in a political bind climate change. "The problem, at least for politicians who prefer rational debate to following fads, is the public's current perception that climate change is uniquely dangerous and particularly associated with man-made carbon dioxide emissions," he said.